hey baby whats shaking. if you didn't notice i re-did a lot of this page [hint hint, links and insight]. i guess i was just in one of those moods. i feel so left behind. but i wanted to write to you before i watched my dawsons creek tape. we all know thats anouther day in itsself! im watching the lucy has her baby episode of i love lucy. i just wrote my huge paper about that, as you know, so its kind of interesting to watch it now.
so. work last night was better. apparenlty they moved us all around. putting the better sellers in the slower stands. i suppose that meant that i was a good seller. i was in the slowest wing. hah. it was ReALLY slow. we did $600 and that was a good night. so. i worked with a girl i thought i hated. she's nice. at least she acknowledges my existance. and even tho it was like HER stand and all, i still knew more than she did. it was kind of impowering.
i'm really happy things are starting to look up for you :] you're such a sweet person, i really just want to see you happy! i feel like we've become so much closer lately. well, i know you listen more than you tell. and i thank you for that. but i'm always here to listen. know that. im so excited i will be able to spend some time with you soon. you're such a rare spirit. anyhow. ok enough of that slop :]
so lets see. i'm not even going to begin to get into how stressed out i am about getting everything ready to go before thursday. [wow! its already less than a week away.] my photography assignments and all. EEK! ok now im gonna tell you about my period, not that you care, but im worried. so ive always had an irregular one right? but the last yer it was actually semi normal. i always knew the day before i'd start. i just, KNEW. well i had my period like normal in august..and then i didnt get it in september. i thought it might have been all the tori stress and what not, cos it woulda been right in the middle of it. then october goes by. still none. then one night in early november. i start. so im like, yay. then i stop. and i basically had it for like 5 minutes every day for a week. then i just had a constant light. now for the last week ive been light, then im like super heavy for about ten minutes every few hours. its kinda scary.i know no one wanted to know that, but im kinda worried :\ but DONT suggest the doctor. cos i wont go :]
anyhow, catching up. tuesday david got me randomly talking to zoan. on here. and she suggested we talk on the phone. i was so paranoid. i havent spoken with her in almost two months. so she called. it was akward for about, two seconds. then we just laughed. it was a really nice, five hour conversation. she kept saying 'its like we never stopped talking.' so i feel better. its like a huge weight has been lifited. its still weird, but we're on the road to recovery. i hope :] and i dont know whats going on with sora. i want to work on it. but im so tired. im so stressed out. i will. i will. i just dont know how to try. and like i said, right now. theres so much going on.
sigh. i think im gonna go eat, hah, and watch dawson. take care dearie. see you soon.
