a friend of ours just hurt my feelings right now. our friendship has been so shaky. he's one of the few people that i have left, and like i've said in the past, i feel like he could betray me at any moment. I just sent him a little message and, yeah, we're both kind of in bad moods. And i made an offhanded comment about how i was upset that i saw charlie being affectionate with this SKINNY girl and his comment was 'well what did you expect.' and i commented that it hurt my feelings, and i wish that he would have been more supportive. and because it hurt me, i threw the same line back at him - it should have had the same effect as what he said to me. nothing less, nothing worse. and you know what he said? 'don't wonder why sora and zoan aren't your friends anymore' and that just, infuriated me. first of all, it was a low blow. secondly, i feel like hes just trying to hold it over my head and if i say anything to piss him off, he can go fight in their corner. clio, i need your cheering in my corner. because right now at this moment, i don't have anything.
i dunno. maybe i'm just frightened. i feel so..friendless. but i'm just me. and i'm just being me.
ps: typical us. we don't speak for 15 minutes and then talk as if nothing happened. how long can this tactic work?
