Hi dear. I've missed you so. It hasn't been that long sice i've seen you, but we've grown so close over the last month, i really do feel out of touch. I'm happy for you and all your wonderful experinces, and i feel as though you're trying to include me in them, in some small way..and its meant a whole lot to me. I hope you are safe and well.
i've been writing to sora a lot lately. For some reason i just want to tell her things. kind of the way we used to. and she seems to be talking to me a bit more too - socially. it's nice. i've missed her a lot. she wrote me this letter, and i found it so soon after a letter i wrote her. i hadn't even sent it out yet, and she somehow found it. she must have been waiting.
i wish we had fought aloud. it would be easier to pin point what went wrong. Because, we haven't really fought. We just, stopped talking. And, from my perspecitive there was no particular reason why. We just did. And it seemed like we did so mutually and at the same time. I feel like we kind of just turned our backs to each other and walked away towards a group of friends. And i dont know why that is. I honestly don't. Do you?
Oh clio, i just dont know anymore. I know you can't see anymore than i can. What else did sora write about... she said she thinks part of the problem might be that we haven't seen each other in so long - neither of us invite the other anywhere..and it would be so akward. Where would we begin? What would we do? I don't really know. its so simply complicated. i wish she would come with us to knotts. last year was so fun..and it was almost bonding. since the shows didn't do it like they did the last time, maybe this would. but i don't think that will happen. And if we didn't get along somehow, it could be uncomfortable and alienating. and i just want to have fun. with everyone. i don't want to feel like an outsider the way i did the last few times our little group has been together.
thank you for listening clio. you've been so good at that lately.
