Subject: whiskers : losing the name
Date: 5/26/99 9:04 PM Pacific Daylight Time
From: Lazy Divey
so. yeah. here ya go.
i need to see last weeks still. erf
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well. im not all enthusiastic, so im just gonna use my chat with marie. here are my feeelings on this last whiskers of the season. GIVE ME FELICITY
Lazy Divey:
Lazy Divey: i couldnt stop thinking about felicity
Talula33: yeah
Talula33: same here. L/
Talula33: :/ i mean
Lazy Divey: dawson lost its shine
Lazy Divey: i was almost bored with it
Talula33: that i would trade that episode for another episode of felicity
Lazy Divey: until the last segment
Lazy Divey: WHEN I CRIED LIKE A BABY
Lazy Divey: hahaha
Talula33: yeah. haha
Lazy Divey: but um. yeah. it feels all lame and overacted now
Talula33: its just like..
Talula33: d r a m a
Lazy Divey: i dunno. i felt like this a few months ago. im sure ill like it again
Lazy Divey: i know!
Lazy Divey: but the joshua jackson crying iw as like a knife in my heart
Lazy Divey: i wanna smoosh him
Talula33: i know.
Talula33: thats where i sobbed
Lazy Divey: uh!
Lazy Divey: i know!
Talula33: i was like 'UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH'
Lazy Divey: and joeys dad canNOT act for shit
Lazy Divey: otherwise that might have been a good scene
Talula33: and then they did that close up on his face nuzzled in his dads neck or whatever.
Talula33:
Lazy Divey: and joey is so retarted about breaking up with him i want to smack her
Talula33: joeys dad irritates me
Lazy Divey: i know!
Lazy Divey:
Talula33: well, thats just stupid of them to have broken up like that.
Talula33: too MUCH drama
Talula33: its like
Talula33: get fucking over it bitch
Lazy Divey: i know
Lazy Divey: seriously
Lazy Divey: and when did james van der beek get so hot?
Talula33: he has this smile
Talula33: this crooked smile.
Talula33: that i just adore.
Talula33: james i mean. hhahah
Lazy Divey: i know. i never did until recently
Lazy Divey: i really really enjoy the jen/jack storyline
Talula33: me too.
Lazy Divey: that last scene made me cry too its nice
Talula33: it made me happy that they moved back in with grams
Lazy Divey: me too
Talula33: BOTH of them. i was scared she was going to say no
Lazy Divey: and that jack went with them
Lazy Divey: BUT they ruined the scene with alanis
Talula33: i KNOW
Talula33: id like that song if she didnt sing it.
Lazy Divey: haha me too
Talula33: i couldnt figure out who it was at first.
Talula33: and then i was like..
Lazy Divey: at first i was like 'this isnt so bad..' until the extra annoying aspect of her voice ame in
Talula33: oh.
Lazy Divey: haha i knew for some reason
Talula33: i know. that HIGH pitched thing.
Talula33: well. that noise she makes.
Lazy Divey: i know
Lazy Divey: i am however, all like...i can tell ive been crying
Lazy Divey: stupid joshua jackson
Lazy Divey: the fire scene was pretty good actually
Lazy Divey: and i liked the parents in this one
Lazy Divey: but they need a new mr. potter badly
Talula33: i thought joeys dad was gonna die
Talula33: and i mean,
Lazy Divey: 'joey im sorry :looks down to read:"
Talula33: did all that coke burn up or what? hahhah
Lazy Divey: me too
Lazy Divey: i suppose so haha
Lazy Divey: ok im gonna post this as whiskers :p
so. there you have it
one week ago like, RIGHT NOW i was meeting scott speedman
Lazy Divey: im gonna go watch felicity woo Ck twinkle: your boyfriend your boyfriend :p
Subject: Re: whiskers : losing the name
Date: 5/26/99 9:10 PM Pacific Daylight Time
From: Lazy Divey
hahahahaha
TWINKLEval: god, what is WRONG with your stupid show...i didn't even watch the whole thing, i only watched like 10 minutes of it and i started BAWLING, like seriously crying out loud
Lazy Divey: lol
Lazy Divey: was it the last 10 minutes?
TWINKLEval: it was like about 845ish
Lazy Divey: hahahaha yeah
Lazy Divey: that was the good part :]
Lazy Divey: the rest of it sucked
TWINKLEval: with jen, and joshua jackson
Lazy Divey: yup
TWINKLEval: he's such a good actor
Lazy Divey: oH GOD that joshua jackson part
TWINKLEval: i love joey
Lazy Divey: :dies: except she was RETARTED
TWINKLEval: it was JUST like last season finale
TWINKLEval: i just started BAWLING
TWINKLEval: and i wasn't even in a sad mood
Lazy Divey: oh god noooooooooooooooooo i was just gonna go off on the diffence
last seasons finale made me want to crawl in a hole and die
the last season finale. THAT was the one
they hooked up andthis one they broke up
i LOVE joshua jackson
erin who wants
it that way
Lazy Divey: im gonna go watch felicity woo
Ck twinkle: your boyfriend your boyfriend :p
and then the let down
Subject: Re: swedish
Date: 5/27/99 12:44 AM Pacific Daylight Time
From: Lazy Divey
>it's spelled Swedish. :)
>It's Sweden.
>therefore, swedish. :)
ah, that makes sense. thank you. thats what i get for not going to school
ok i hate my life. WHY cant i get it together?
WHY???? why does it feel physically impossible? i feel like i cant even begin to care. its in the back of my mind itching at me. but i really dont care. why cant i get myself to go to school? you guys stressing out about finals...i didnt give a shit about mine. i passed or i didnt.i was having enough trouble getting to class
and once i was there...focus? that simpossible.
i dont know what happened. i used to be one of the best students in my schoool. i cant keep doing this. but i CANT go to school. or even a job. i CANT. i dont have the motivation or the dedication. i dont mean i dont want to...i physically cant
sorry
blah
im tired
goodnight
erin w/a felicityeeeeee
ýsilence
ýwhy won't you listen
ýmaybe its just me
ýbut sometimes
ýits impossible
ýto breathe
ýa violent whisper
ýmaybe this time
ýit wont heal
ýmaybe this time
ýit wont bleed
u n t i l i m f r e e
and those going through it. the wise responses the support that made me feel not alone, but not any less lost
Subject: Re: swedish
Date: 5/27/99 1:43 AM Pacific Daylight Time
From: Lazy Divey
> >now. im not saying that you should run around chanting a slogan in your head. >hahahhaha. but im sure you get the picture, right?
that made me smile. thank you.
>it got me more interested in school that ive been since.. awhile. lets just >put it that way.
i have been lately too. but i CANT go back until october. i wish with everything that i could go right now, summer session. but i made commitments a year ago and therefore i cant.
>and imean, i WISH i was worrying about finals or something halfway important >like that. im sure you guys who just got done with that shit want to smack >the fuck out of me. but. h ahhaha. :P
hehe me too.
>okay now im crying for no apparent reason.
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>i need some sleep.
:\ even tho i have a fucked up schedule, lately i feel myself being..well..im going into that 'sleep even whe i just woke up thing' where i want to sleep all the time
thats a bad place
i cant even get a job until octber
>you'll get out of it. sorry. i ramble sometimes. :p
but thats why i love ya. thank you
growing up is hard to do.
