Subject: fly away... sweet bird ...
Date: 4/28/99 7:53 PM Pacific Daylight Time
From: Lazy Divey
Message-id: <19990428225338.02851.00000010@ng-fe1.aol.com>

oh god. i thinkim gonna throw up. i am crying SO hard. ugh ugh ugh. i was settling down to watch rugrats with my brother when i notice my dog barking severly at something..i go out and see this... cute little sparrow...like wedged in beweetn the ground and cement and i didnt know what to do. i tied up my dog who was like pulling so hard i thought hed pull the chain outta the wall..and im like crying on the phone..and..everyonce in awehile its wing would shoot up and i could see it breathing so hard...oh god and i call my stepmom and we get my neighbor and he pulls it out and its just chirping..god its chirping so sad

and its just shredded. no wings..one of its legs its missing..its trying to hop around but it cant.....and my neighbor puts it behind a bush to die..because itll fall out of anywhere...and..so its there..and im here..crying..and my stepmom is upset because i didnt have it killed...i CANT command it to die. i cant say 'hey tony, kill the bird and put it out of its misery' i CANT do that. shes doesnt wnat to know its suffering, and she plans to come home and have him do ti..but i cant know that thats happening...i...want to throw up..and dawson starts in 5 minutes. oh boy.

godfucking damit.

argh.

sorry. i just needed to get that out. i need to stop crying..my head hurts so bad...
erin. w/ a silly sig

laugh at me - i'm sitting here
acting out dawsons scenes

theres a contest where you can fly to the WB studios and hang out backstage on thesets of all the shows!!!!! i'd be humping josh's leg the WHOLE time!
- cwiss. hahah

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Subject: whiskers: explode or implode? hmm.
Date: 4/28/99 9:03 PM Pacific Daylight Time
From: Lazy Divey
Message-id: <19990429000312.22459.00000081@ng-fq1.aol.com>

the madness of whiskers beings



um, hi. so.
AHHHASLKFJSLKFJSDLFKJSLKFJSILFUO
ISERUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUOIEUREIURRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR asklfjaaaaslfkjaslkdfjasldkfjalksfja oH MY GOD THAT WAS SO GOOD.

ok

I didnt think it was very good until the last segment - i was like, ok so ist one of those episodes to get the plot on the right track, thats cool. it was funny etc. Thoughts - reallllllllly didnt want abby to die by the end. i was starting to like her - jack is just getting hotter and hotter. it must be that dippity do - im really..not all that into pacey and andie anymore. kinda weird - ok dawson, ' hi im hot ' when did that happen? i thought i was going to DIE when him and joey were re-hooking up oh my GOD.

this kinda displays what im feeling:
Lazy Divey: it wasnt good until the end
Thorpie679: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Lazy Divey: but then it got REALLY FUCKING GOOD
Thorpie679: i know. i wasl ike 'this sucks!' and then the END came and i'm STILL cleaning the jizz off the walls
Lazy Divey: LOLOLOL
Thorpie679: i was SQUEALING!!!!!! like,"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"
Thorpie679: it was insane
Lazy Divey: i know!
Thorpie679: the people above me probably thought i was getting laid
Lazy Divey: hahahaha
Thorpie679: KISSING! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Lazy Divey: lol woo

so yeah. WOO. next week looks good. but i really wish abby didnt die. bah! and YAY im a dawson/joey fan again. im so happy they hooked up! and i love jack now.

ok now bounce off of me and create more conversation on this! woo

'for $60 ill cater your ass'

i wish i could aford the dawsons creek soundtrack. do you know there is NOTHING in my room to display my obsession with that show? hahahaha. i wanna know who does that song that says 'but i dont belong here' doh. theyve used it twice

i really hate the film teacher.

why do i have to listen to heather nova after each episode? hahaha

shows how much i care about mr. fuzzy! i mean the bird. hehe

erin. w/ a silly sig

laugh at me - i'm sitting here
acting out dawsons scenes

theres a contest where you can fly to the WB studios and hang out backstage on thesets of all the shows!!!!! i'd be humping josh's leg the WHOLE time! - cwiss. hahah

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i had nice chats with kenna and david tonight. it was..well,nice. i dont really talk to them much nice lately. we relived old times, playing old wavs. it was...its nice to do that every so often.