my mother just sent this to me. someone should teach her to scan, its so tiny. but thats me on the stairs of the Trocadero. Just across from the eiffel tower. one of the few places where you can take a picture and have the entire eiffel tower showing, from the front. The area around the Trocadero is just amazing. i can't even describe it. Its just this massive building with water fountains and...wow. It makes me want to cry. I miss it so much. I really really do. Seeing this picture brought it all back. all of the memories, everything. it makes me want to go and develope all my film right now. and i just might. But my god i miss Paris. i cant even describe it. i was kinda happy in Paris. i was...it was just..an amazing place. i could stay there forever.

i've been listening to Heather Nova all night - siren. That always happens after dawsons creek. i wanted to put up a few of my posts regarding the cancelation of the manson tour, dawsons creek, and an unhappy incident with a birdee..but the connection to the boards are down right now..so maybe ill add them when they come up....but..this teeny little photo of me in front of the ...le eiffel..inspires me to type up the rest of my travel journal and...maybe get started on putting it all up...