its a wonder that only a song can do to me.
i saw cruel intentions today. wonderful. i can't go into the dirty details because it would ruin my mood. it was definitley overwhelming.
but at the same time..it struck a weird cord in me.
the second that color blind started. i had never heard it before. never. i had no clue what it sounded like. but i heard adams voice. and the piano. and it showed ryan waiting for resse. and it just went into such a beautiful love scene. and i just started, crying. i mean crying. it was NOT the scene in the movie. i wasnt paying that much attention to it. it was beautiful though. but the song was just.
yeah. the song was just. it made me so incredibly sad. i want to curl up inside of the song. im holding onto it right now.
when the movie ended we went over to tower and i listened to it, and bought it. and now its on repeat.
and i just want to cry..
its just fitting. i just needed it right now...
i am colorblind
coffee black and egg white
pull me out from inside
i am ready
i am ready
i am ready
i am......
taffy stuck and tounge tied
stutter shook and uptight
pull me out from inside
i am ready
i am ready
i am ready
i am....fine
i am covered in skin
no one gets to come in
pull me out from inside
i am folded and unfolded and unfolding
i am....colorblind
coffee black and egg white
pull me out from inside
i am ready
i am ready
i am ready
i am... fine
i am fine
i am fine
