i am ReALLY SICK. so im not updating pages. but i was feeling better for two seconds today, so i just finished up one of my tori pages - it was already done, i just had to finish the index page. yeah its for my tori page, but you can go right to it here. only if youre curious ok i go now, i might sneeze on you.

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fine, ill share a post about my sickness from my MMC board. read:

Subject: i want to sing.
Date: 1/13/99 12:16 PM Pacific Standard Time
From: Lazy Divey
Message-id: <19990113151609.03250.00000139@ng123.aol.com>

so i drug my arse to school today, and my fever was actually down. wasnt that nice? and afterwards i was driving home and getting delirious and i wanted to sing cos Inside Out came on the radio, and i started to without thinking. and that turned into this huge coughing/choking/dying/ordeal.

man i hate being sick. its just a damn cold too.

and i feel super gulity for giving it to dor. but then again, david or nicky gave it to me so. ptfff.

the more i listen to this lauryn hill album, the more i love it. wish i could sing to it too.

oh tonight looks like a super good dawson. im just jizzing in anticipation. ...dude next weeks episode is called - SEx, she wrote. hahaha. yeah ok? :p

last nights buffy was good.

i watched felicity in delirium last night. i was like ... my eyes were so hot...and i was so hot....but i was shivering and cold..and i was just..so out of it. nicky called me. and we talked till 1030..and i thought "ok ill TRY to go to sleep" so i put on enya (and i canNOT sleep with music on)..i put enya on cos i didnt want to listen to myself breathe with a cruddy nose, and i needed to focus on something other than my fever, and i put a washcloth on my forehead and passed out.

its so weird. i was like DEAD asleep.

weeeeeeeird. and i slept pretty much all through the night. and i feel rested. well, im tired now. but i got through an hour and a half of my class feeling fine.

and my english teacher left me a message saying shes happy to meet me tomorrow, cos i was afriad id get dropped for missing the first day. shes like "you might want to drop. you might feel too far behind missing the first day" im like noooooooooooooooooo. but she was like "ill do all that i can to help you catch up"

thats so bizarre to me. for college ya know? im excited. ive heard shes nice. and its gonna be nice to have a female teacher for once. this is my 3rd semeter, and my 2nd female teacher. bah. weirdness.

ok im gonna go now. lauryn hill is sooooo rocking me yay

if you read this far, i love you.

erin [with a hella e] dolll

i want[ed]
so badly
somebody
other than
me