a little bit closer to the end -
so i couldn't tell you what i did today if i tried. i put tapes together, and put some more of my high school scrap book together. but i can't think of much else. its rather odd. my days are all blurring together. i dont like that feeling. i start school on monday. that will get me on a somewhat normal rotuine - at least for a few weeks.
i feel like everything i do now is in preperation for my trip to europe. tonight i went to the disney store, because i had store credit. and i knew i was buying this cd called the princess collection - its a compilation of the songs the "princesses" of disney films sing. i adore it. and i also bought a classic pooh umberella. ive been wanting one for over a year now. i finally have one.
but i bring it home and my step mom says, "oh is that for europe." i dunno. its nice to have something to look foward to. however, it still hasnt really hit me yet that im going. im really excited about experiencing everything, but at the same time i think about how much i'm going to miss everyone. after a month, its easy to be forgotten - or just swing back in the loop of things..you know? well not quite a month. st. patricks day to april 9th. yeah.
so last night i went out with nicky looking for my scrapbook - but i couldnt find one. and i bought a new calendar. because my stepmother waited too long to buy my annual kroq calendar. i cant believe i dont have one. ive had one every year since 94. bah. i got a spin calendar. its nice. the same idea. but im not used to the size of it. it keeps conflicting with my keyboard. i am just mad about this months marilyn manson picture - not cos its manson, but from a photographic perspective. i think about how i could never do it...
but anyhow. we went all around hollywood and west wood ... bored and shopping, looking for the new spin with my baby on the cover. to no avail. and we stopped at this gas station on sunset and la brea, and i decided to buy candy...and i discovered the strangest, most.....uh..thing
hi crispy m&ms? ew. when you bite into them, they feel like they have bugs in the middle. and theyre extra puffy .. like, swollen. but ofcourse, we managed to eat them all. hahahaha. we had dinner at the french market, and i got the most unsatisfying soup and salad. im like the only female in there and some guy stole my chair. i was not a happy camper. but the highlight was when the drag queen came in and sat behind me - and only nicky didn't notice. ah.. west hollywood. gotta love it.
i just found out tonight that the cardigans are coming back to town - i've been talking about how upset i was that i missed them in november, and just how desperatley i need to go to a concert. well its over a month away but i am *very* excited. they go onsale saturday. yay.
oh yeah..like i said, i was going through my scrapbooks and organizing things,a nd i decided to scan this picture mel sent me recentley - its from the Indianapolis show about on November 30th. i think its funny. im wearing her infamous leopard skin print hat.
i was on the mighty ducks website just because i miss it so fucking much. and i made myself a new email address.
while i was looking at all those pictures from my high school years i noticed just how much weight i have gained. its not a good thing. idont like it. i feel so fat and i hate it. i want to be thin, and i want to try, but i just dont know how. its so easy to eat. its like a drug. i just love it.
erin
