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Publisher   ~ EnglandGal@aol.com                                       Issue # 04/15/01
        Editor    ~ JJswans@aol.com
    Journalists ~ Park StRanger@aol.com
                     ~ MichelleRivera1@aol.com
                    

    THE EIGHT ARTICLES IN THIS ISSUE ARE:
  
    1  ~ Has Anybody Seen My Mind?  It Seems To Be Lost 
            by MichelleRivera1@aol.com
    2  ~
Mindfulness
    3  ~
A Review of the 106th Congress on Animal Legislation 
            by Park StRanger@aol.com
    4  ~
Warning Easter Lilies Toxic to Cats
    5  ~
Remembrances of a Circus  by Donna Anderson
    6  ~
Job Opportunity
    7  ~
Easter Bunny  by Mary Brandolino
    8  ~
Quote to Remember
  

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Has Anybody Seen My Mind?
It Seems To Be Lost

by MichelleRivera1@aol.com

In her article, The Escape, which appeared in Animal Writes Issue 3/28/01, my friend and fellow writer, Laura Moretti wrote of her visit to the Golden Gate Bridge.  She shared her experience of enjoying the beauty and charm of the famous scenery, only to be let down when, after searching the bills of fare and finding nothing to eat, purchased lunch items at a grocery store on the way home.  As vegans, this is an all-too-familiar situation for many of us.

I had the same experience recently while visiting the infamous Fisherman's Wharf in Manhattan and admiring the beautiful Brooklyn Bridge.  I marveled at the tall ships and the life-sized fiberglass cows that were present for a special art event.  Cows on surfboards, cows in tuxedoes, cows covered with dollar bills (cash cow) and sadly, cows on the menu.  I, too, could find nary a restaurant in which to dine and, having surrendered any ideas of a nice riverside lunch, settled for a fat pretzel and a lemon sorbet.  Those of us who have dedicated our lives to animal advocacy face these circumstances all the time.  We have come to accept them, quietly cursing the world around us for the apathy, cruelty and sadness we see all around us.  "Why can't others see it too?" we ask ourselves. Are things ever going to
change for the animals? 

These feelings of helplessness and hopelessness can lead to genuine, indisputable, and certifiable mental anguish and emotional ruin.  Those of us who work in rescue are exposed to these feelings not only in our activism, but in our professional lives too. 

One day after attending a meeting of the sheriff's task force on dog fighting, I attended a workshop on compassion fatigue, a condition akin to post traumatic stress disorder -- the same turmoil that soldiers who served in the Viet Nam war faced upon their return.  "Imagine standing next to your best buddy and watching his body blown apart," they told us upon their return, and they asked us to consider what it would be like for us to be yanked out of our lives and dropped into a situation where we witness atrocities that are so unspeakable it took movies like Full Metal Jacket to help the rest of us understand just what those young men experienced.  Many of them suffered, and continue to suffer to this day, post traumatic stress disorder.  Not just a vivid memory, this is the reliving of horrible sights and sounds and
feelings and the depression that follows. 

But we do know what that is like.  We come home from work at night and turn on our computers to find yet another Action Alert describing yet another horror that animals endure.  Be it the dogs and cats in Korea being raised and inhumanely killed for food, or the poaching of baby chimpanzees for Western zoos, or the refusal of ranchers to discuss non-lethal methods of predator control, we are assaulted with images of our friends, the animals, having their lives and their bodies "blown apart" and we are shocked and saddened and traumatized not again, but still.  We take no breaks from our activism because there is still so much work to be done, so we force ourselves to write yet another letter to yet another senator,
sign yet another petition, or read the gory details of yet another campaign so that when we argue our points we can be well-advised and faultless. The animals deserve no less.  The truth is, we are not so shocked anymore, and that's a scary thought, isn't it? Just when did we stop being the pacifist, non-violent activist and decide that euthanasia may be put to better use on the vivisectionist instead of unwanted dogs and cats?

We don't really think the same way much anymore either, do we?  I mean, last week I was visiting Broward Humane Society in Ft. Lauderdale, Florida, and saw that they were selling Rodrique's Blue Dog as a poster for a $50 donation. Now the Blue Dog paintings are very expensive and even the
lithographs go for about $800.  (see www.bluedogart.com) But the poster can only be acquired by making a donation to the humane society, so I did.  I took my poster to a frame shop and had it beautifully framed and it now hangs on my living room wall. The problem is, it speaks to me.  We all
know that art speaks to us and says different things to different people.  But even though I love my Blue Dog artwork, I must admit that gazing at the image of the Blue Dog and the black cat sitting side by side, their eyes wide open, staring intently back at me, says something to me that makes me feel very uncomfortable.  When I look at them I see two animals saying "Oh yes, we have been saved, we have homes. See, we are wearing collars!  But there are thousands of other animals out there still waiting to be saved!  What are you doing sitting there on the couch when there is so much work to be done!  Get up! Get out! We're desperate! Situation Critical! Go save some animals for crying out loud!" And the guilt layer gets thicker and thicker so that I must look away from the poster and go find solace in some
Rainforest Crunch.

For years, my family has been sending money to Save the Children.  I have been writing to my little friend, this boy in Africa named Yezala for a while now. Last week, I received a letter from him that says, in part "You asked me about Sako, my dog.  This Sako is a female dog and four years.  She is not very beauty, she is white, less color all over the body.  I get Sako from my friend, the name Sako means "unhappy."  I always say Sako just for shortening her name, it's full name is "Sakondwera" here in Melawi it means "not happy."  I gave my dog that name because others were not happy with my dog. Sake is not big and she has young ones."  And he enclosed a picture he drew of a dog. The remarkable thing about the drawing is that he made the effort to draw six large nipples hanging on the underside of the dog, leading me to believe that this is a physical part of her that is so obvious, this child made a point of including them.  A testimony to the fact that his litter of "young ones" is certainly not her first, and probably won't be her last. 

Suddenly, I am not so clear on who it is I am meant to help through my contributions to Save the Children. Suddenly, I am far more concerned about an innocent, defenseless animal who "others are not happy with" and I cringe at the thought of how they display this "unhappiness" with this poor dog.  Further, I want to deliver my standard lecture, complete with statistics and photos, flyers and all manner of literature on the benefits of spay/neuter.  What will become of those poor puppies? What has become of the other litters?

I am no longer enjoying my little pen pal, I am angry and concerned and frustrated.

At this Compassion Fatigue workshop I learned that one of the worse things we can do is "vent" to someone outside the animal-rights movement. They won't get it, and their not getting it will only serve to frustrate us more. If I am working on a certain dog-fighting crime, and the gory, heinous, I-wish-to-God-I could-lose-this-scene details are keeping me up at night, I cannot expect my spouse to understand what it is that I am going through.  Debriefing with another cruelty officer is the only effective way of venting the hatred and working through the anger. They, and only they, won't respond with empty solutions, demands that I "quit this job" or looks of horror at the slightest mention of what goes on inside bloodsports.  They will just listen and sympathize, perhaps responding with "that happened to me once" or "remember the time…." And a bonding has taken place that will quell the demons for a short time once again.

All this unhappiness and anger and frustration cannot be good for our spirits and our psyches.  We must be a powerful support system for one another, we must learn to overlook little oversights and find our way to the bigger picture. I once sought relief in a therapist, but like Tony Soprano, I could not make her understand what it is I do, how important it is to me, and why I must continue to stay in the fight.  Those outside the movement just don't really understand, so how can they offer help?  We must support each other, all of us. We must find a way to keep a close watch on one another, in case someone you know starts to fall too deeply into a slough of despair from which there is no escape.  In other words, be kind to each other, therapy for one another, and strength for one another.

And remember to take time for yourself. Remember to step back once in a while and breathe. If you don't take care of yourself, you can't take care of the animals and they will have lost another powerful ally.  How's that for irony?

There will always be animals in trouble.  Always, too, will there be sympathetic cashiers just around every corner.
  

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Mindfulness
Anonymous

A co-worker arrived with a basket full of Easter trinkets which she was giving out to everyone in our department.  The trinkets were decorated, multicolor eggs on a stick, surrounded by colored wispy feathers.

"Oh, great... just great... Please tell me she is not going to give me an egg," I  thought to myself.  "If it's not bad enough to think of all the chickens forced to suffer for something this silly and pointless, the eggs were probably colored with PAAS egg-decorating dye which is made by the egregious animal testing conglomerate Schering-Plough.  Ugh."

Surprisingly, when she got to my desk (after every one else had been given the egg-on-a-stick trinket), she dug way down in the bottom of the basket while saying with a coy smile, "But you, Ms. Thang... YOU get something different because I KNEW you wouldn't want me to give you an egg," and she produced from the basket a little chicken shaped candle.  [Yeah, you guessed it - the candle is not vegan either... but for a moment, let's work with the premise that it's the thought that counts!]

No sooner had she spoken the words, when all the egg-on-a-stick recipients encircled my desk asking, "Uh, what is wrong with eggs?"

In this micro-second, I considered shrugging it off (making a flippant joke or changing the subject) and avoiding the question... just to let them enjoy what was a well-intended gesture on the part of the coworker who gave them the egg-on-a-stick trinkets.  But, then I considered the chickens and any reluctance to shield the "mindful-LESS" went out the window.  In a way, it is very good that my coworker thought enough about the issue to have not given me an egg... but really the point is not that eggs shouldn't be given to vegans but to avoid consumerism of these products all-together.

I immediately pulled UPC's website up on my computer in their view, and began explaining "what's wrong with eggs."  I answered all their questions patiently and in-depth, and when the topic of eating chickens arose, I described specifically what happens in a chicken slaughterhouse.  When answering questions like "why are you vegan?" and "what's wrong with eggs?", I always reply with a nonchalant, matter-of-fact intonation (as if I were telling them that the Earth is not flat).

Needless to say, I rained on the parade of half a dozen people and completely ruined the enjoyment of the coworker who was trying to spread goodwill by giving out the trinkets... Sigh.  I certainly don't like being in that position... but for the chickens, what choice is there?

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A Review of the 106th Congress
on Animal Legislation

by Park StRanger@aol.com

The Humane Scorecard is a valuable annual resource prepared by the Humane Society of the U.S. 

http://hsus.org/

The Humane Society of the United States | Home Page

and The Fund for Animals                            www.fund.org

The Fund for Animals: Home  

The Scorecard shows the votes of every U.S. Senator and Representative on a variety of animal related issues and this year covers legislation passed or rejected by the 106th Congress on leghold traps, lethal predator control, dolphin protection, crush videos, cockfighting, bear protection and chimpanzee sanctuaries.

If you are a supporter of one of these two organizations they mail you a nice hardcopy of the Scorecard.  It can also be accessed online at this page of The Fund for Animals, you need Adobe Acrobat Reader which is available from a link...

The Fund for Animals: How Did Your Legislators Vote in the 106th Congress?

http://fundforanimals.ctsg.com/library/documentViewer.asp?ID=146&table=action_alerts

Looking over the data I noticed that the 106th Congress banned interstate commerce in and commercial gain from Crush Videos, which depict the sexual fetish of women crushing small animals to death, by a large majority.  But I had to wonder why there were 42 House Representatives who voted against the ban.  Is there a lobby for animal porn in Congress?  It must be especially strong in Georgia, where that state's 11 representatives were equally divided on the issue.  Five for, five against, one absent (behind the barn perhaps?).  (Apologies to AR friends in Georgia, our legislators in Texas had a more pitiful record on animal protection).

The information in the Scorecard is most helpful in preparing letter writing and phone campaigns to your congressional representatives on the animal issues that concern us, and The Fund for Animals website is one of my favorite places for information on pending national and state legislation.  Please remember, the current administration is a tad bit hard of hearing when the topic is animal protection.  Speak Often.

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Warning
Easter Lilies Toxic to Cats

from L. French - elf8000@juno.com

All varieties of lilies -- Easter, Oriental, Tiger -- are highly toxic to cats (renal failure).  Please spread the word to cat people, florists, veterinarians.

Attention cat guardians -- you should be aware that ALL Lilies (Easter, Oriental, Tiger) are extremely toxic to cats even in small quantities. I have checked this fact with my vet this morning and he confirms it can cause deadly renal failure. As it is almost Easter, there are a lot of Easter Lilies in stores right now, but no warnings indicate how lethal they are to our furry friends. Please pass this message on to all your cat loving buddies.

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Remembrances of a Circus
by Donna Anderson
AnimalConcerns.org (formerly Animal Rights Resource Site)

For two weeks, the Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailey Circus was in town ...and what hard weeks they were. Leaflets by the thousands were handed out, urging to make this circus the last until animals are banned from its entertainment, banned from its abuses. I completely agree.

I don't know how many times I went to leaflet or how many hours I stood in front of the Philadelphia Spectrum, but the experience will be something I'll never forget. The tears still pour when I think about the elephants in their chains, the horses not being able to reach the hay on the ground, and the basic fact that they did not belong there. To heal my grief, I thought of them in wide open plains, grazing, just enjoying life. It didn't help much, for every time I walked around to see the animals, I saw Conga, a large, worn elephant in massive chains. Those were the times my heart broke into pieces...pieces that I'll never be able to repair.

Whether this elephant was a male or a female, I'll never know, but I saw him and how violently he rocked, through an opened section of the tent.  His chains rattled with even the most subtle movement he made, reminding both him, and I, of their presence.

Every day I went to leaflet, I checked on him, knelt on the grassy sidewalk and strained to see under the heavy canvas that hid him from all eyes. And every time, my heart broke more. The thought of him filled my dreams, as well as my waking hours. His rocking (according to a spokesperson for Ringling Bros. was to keep his blood flowing) replayed in my mind, battling what little strength I had left. How could I tell him I was there for him, that I felt the gloom of his life?

The last day, the final show, of the circus was the hardest for me and all of the protesters who came to photograph, videotape, and just observe. The tents were down, packed away in the freight train waiting to roll to a different city. And there was Conga, the sorrow in his dull eyes staring back at me through the chain-linked fence. He seemed old, his skin badly cracked, his movements slow. Most of his time was spent separated from the other elephants, except for the ten or fifteen minutes he was away at the show, leading the others in the opening act. I watched as he struggled to reach for a carrot lying in his own urine (probably the first he had been given in a long time) and cringed as he stretched his chains so tight to snuggle with another elephant that I thought he would either rip the hook from the cement, or tear his leg off.

That was a long day and I still feel worn from its happenings. At times, I felt as one of the animals being watched, though my watchers were the circus workers, sure I, or one of the others, would do something drastic. No one did. We all stood silently and documented any abuse our eyes fell upon, and to our eyes we saw all...a young elephant with its trunk badly scarred by an elephant hook, another rolling on the hard cement as water was given (the closest to a mud bath he had ever gotten), and the battle from all of them to move further than their short chains would allow.

Night fell and all left, except myself and two others. We rode around the stadium a few times, not sure if we were really ready to go home, not sure what we could do if we weren't. The last time we neared the animals, all of the elephants were gone... they were getting ready to walk (in chains) the tenth of a mile to the waiting freight trains. Our cameras readied, we stood in the street as the first two elephants passed, our eyes wet with tears.  Then I realized, "They're not in chains!" Needless to say, everyone looked when they heard us cheering our hearts out. And never before had the tears flowed as rapidly, so happily. So, for the small one-tenth of a mile, all of the animals felt a hint of freedom for only the second time since they've been coming to Philadelphia. (There was only one other time they did not
carry the burden of chains as they walked from the train to the stadium) And there...behind the line of elephants was Conga, stumbling in his steps, not sure how to walk without the chains he had grown so accustomed to.

Perhaps our presence was the cause, or perhaps it was the presence of the horrified circus patrons who finally believed what they had read in the leaflets. It didn't matter...Ringling had surrendered for that small one-tenth of a mile walk of freedom.

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Job Opportunity

FLORIDIANS FOR HUMANE FARMS

To assist in the day-to-day running of the 'Ban Cruel Farms' Campaign, Floridians for Humane Farms is looking for an Office Manager.

The main responsibility of this position is to oversee the general operations of the office. Specific responsibilities include overseeing weekly phone banks and the processing of petitions, mailing petitions and materials to volunteers, maintaining the database, assisting in coordinating volunteers and providing support services to the Campaign Manager. The Office Manager will also recruit and train volunteers each week to assist with the above tasks.

This a challenging position based in our Pompano Beach office -- the campaign headquarters. Applicants should have some office experience or volunteer coordination experience. Regular office hours are 9am-6pm, with some evenings as required.  The applicant should be good natured, work
effectively under pressure and be detail oriented. The salary is $24,000 and the job will extend through November 2002 with an initial 3-month trial period.

If you are interested in applying, please fax your resume along with a cover letter by April 23 to (954) 946.1694 or mail to:

Floridians for Humane Farms
1859 South Dixie Highway
Pompano Beach, FL 33060

For information about the campaign, please visit www.bancruelfarms.org

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Easter Bunny
by Mary Brandolino

In memory of all the bunnies we couldn't save

I remember Easter Sunday
It was colorful and fun
The new life that I'd begun
In my new cage.

I was just a little thing
When they brought me from the store
And they put me on the floor
In my cage.

They would take me out to play
Love and pet me all the time
Then at day's end I would climb
In my cage.

But as days and weeks went by
I saw less of them it seemed
Of their loving touch I dreamed
In my cage.

In the night outside their house
I felt sad and so neglected
Often scared and unprotected
In my cage.

In the dry or rainy weather
Sometimes hotter sometimes colder
I just sat there growing older
In my cage.

The cat and dog raced by me
Playing with each other only
While I sat there feeling lonely
In my cage.

Upon the fresh green grass
Children skipped and laughed all day
I could only watch them play
From my cage.

They used to take me out
And let me scamper in the sun
I no longer get to run
In my cage.

Once a cute and cuddly bunny
Like a little ball of cotton
Now I'm grown up and forgotten
In my cage.

I don't know what went wrong
At the home I did inhabit
I just grew to be a rabbit
In my cage.

But they've brought me to the pound
I was once loved and enjoyed
Now I wait to be destroyed
In my cage.

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Quote To Remember

"Common sense tells me that vegetables and fruits are more natural foods for peple to eat, rather than meat. No one wants to live next to a slaughterhouse, but we enjoy a little garden patch or peach tree in
our yard.
                                                                                    ~ Dennis Weaver

 
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