L O V E / L E T T E R S

Baci Cafe

I thought I lost you

Days

Take me away

Forever dims

heartache

I have loved you

This rose

Seasons

Fading

Make me a world

colorful/thoughts

comments

family / portraits

about / angels

B a c i C a f e

meet me love

at bacicafe

i will come there

each and everyday

watch my eyes

as i enter it's place

catch my smile

when i see your face

greet me with love

give me a kiss

hold my hand

show me bliss

I'll be in your arms

and in your soul

in your heart

long past it's close

tell me sweet words

at bacicafe

make sweet love

then carry me away

I t h o u g h t I l o s t y o u

I thought I lost you

and for a moment

shrieked with fear

the shrill kept me awake

thru endless

hours of tears

the sickness within

a badgering pain

cries and shouts

over and over again

I thought I lost you

and for a moment

I held you near

as if maybe I could

make you reappear

I hoped inside

you needed me then

your memories

somehow eased me

like sun after rain

I thought I lost you

and I almost gave up

but for a moment

you came

as if like a light

from above

I fell into your love

it somehow pleased me

worth all the pain

I want it again

d a y s

there are days

I miss you

more than others

days

I feel we're

more than lovers

days the pain

won't

go away

There are minutes

that seem

a lot like days

t a k e m e a w a y

give me a place

where I can go

to be in your arms

and love you so

give me a place

to hold my hand

and take me off

to distant lands

give me a place

to feel me near

and whisper softly

in my ear

give me a place

to kiss my eyes

and calm my fears

to wipe my cries

give me a place

where I can be

one with you

til eternity

f o r e v e r d i m s

it's rain

so grey

like blackened

smoke

so thick

so hard

I think

I'll choke

it's rain

outside

and rain

within

the pain

without

you

forever dims

h e a r t a c h e

You have seen things in me no one has ever seen

been places with me no one has ever been

touched parts off me even I have never known

all these parts of me now remain alone

you have kissed my life in a most peculiar way

wrapped your spirit around with things you do and say

you now possess the true heart of me within your very soul

what will I do now - now that you feel you must go?

so tell me my love, have I done this to you?

and if I by chance I have, what then can I do

to free you from this burden, this hell you now possess

to take away the hurt and replace it with peacefulness.

I h a v e l o v e d y o u

I have loved you

of things unseen

of places never been

of part of a dream

of all things supreme

of things I hold tight

of day and of night

of all within sight

of all things so right

of all things sublime

of distance and time

of beauty divine

of things yours and mine

I have loved you

of things that are pure

of time that endures

of love that is sure

of these things and more

T h i s R o s e

please, take this single rose

for it is not one of many

do not let it wilt and die

do not let it's thorns

take away from it's beauty

do not let them hurt you

let it be a keepsake for our love

treasure it

it is for you and I

let it's essence remind you

of our sweet love past as a flower

let it's gentle fragrance remind you

of the springtime we were together

let each silken petal remind you

of one special moment we shared

let it's pure color remind you

of the good we felt within

yes, take this single rose

for it stands alone

hold it as you once held me

do not let it's thorns

take away from it's magic

do not let them fear you

let it be a keepsake like our love

caress it

it is for you and I

S e a s o n s

the season's changed

for you and me

another step

towards eternity

a winter wind

a springtime rain

a summer sun

fall leaves again

as moons go by

our hearts grow near

the seasons breadth

upon us here

and as the skies

transform above

so naturally does

the color of our love

F a d i n g

I watch people

I try to find his eyes

I can't remember details of his face

I can only see his gestures

flashing

I close my eyes

I try to see his hands

I can't remember details

I can only feel his touch

lasting

I listen carefully

I try to hear his voice

I can't remember details

I can only hear his words

Singing

I cry alone

I try to remember everything

I try to forget the pain

It's only a memory

Lingering

Slowly fading

m a k e m e a w o r l d

be one with me

love me so

hold me in your heart,

your mind, and soul

stay with me

never let me go

make us a world

only we can know

take care of me

sqeeze me oh so tight

sit by my side

make all things right

stay with me

let only beauty within

make us a world

where no-one's been