*Begin Transmission*
Pretender: Zarah
Date: 23/08/97
Subject: Catherine Parker
To: Chamille, Corrine
Body: Recently, I was assigned a simulation designed to uncover Raines 
     motives in keeping Kyle confined in SL27. Tower officials wondered 
     if he had personal reasons only, or if there were any professional
     disagreements. As you know, Catherine Parker was in contact with
     many of the doctors and psychiatrists working with the Pretender
     Project. During this time, several children involved in the project
     disappeared. It was later determined, after Catherine's murder, 
     that it was she who assisted in the removal of the children.
     Speculation was that Raines killed her because of that. The 
     results of my simulation suggested something different. 
    **enter code to release encryption: Alpha 7432 psi epsilon 98 beta**

Simulation: Zarah 298-cathy4. Subject's stream of consciousness


Walking with Missy. It's all I have left. They are taking her away
from me. Not her father, no, her father, I can't think that. I can 
never even think that. If they see it, they will take her away, he'll 
kill me, he'll kill her. But at least it's not HIS. Never his. How 
could I ever have married that animal? He has no compassion for 
anyone. Him and Raines. Damn William. Someone should have put a 
bullet in his head before he beat me up. And that bastard I married 
let him! He watched! Missy, thank god Missy didn't see that. I... yes 
dear? of course I'm fine, dear. Lets go see if we can get you those 
shoes now. Yes, I mean shopping. If I walk out now, I'll never come
back. I'm taking her with me. It's the only chance I have. Damn you 
Jacob. You left me here to clean up your mess. You brought these 
children here, how could you. At least you left me one. At least I 
have her. How could you have brought these children here? My session 
with Sydney was over two hours ago. Is it because of him I think of 
Jacob? So different, yet so similar. Yes, Missy, we can ride the 
elevator up. You can push the button if you want. At least I know 
about Raines. How I can stop that bastard. It's all right here. Three 
little words. When you go down, so does my bastard husband. Trash, 
both of them. Then I can help those children get back to their homes. 
Their parents. I'll get away, then I'll do it. I have to get Missy 
safe first. Then I can stop them. Missy, what button did you push? I 
though we were going to the main floor.... Oh no. William knows. I 
can see it in those dead eyes. No, I will not go with you. Wait, 
Missy doesn't know, no, leave her with me, no, let me go! Missy, run 
away... no! NO! oh god that hurt. One more bullet, two, three... God, 
please let Missy be safe, keep her good, don't let her be like HIM 
Missy I love you so much I'm so sorry please remember me but not like 
this lying in a pool of blood so much blood it doesn't hurt anymore I 
don't want to die please not now it's too soon oh good Missy I love 
you why is it getting so dark .......


END SIMULATION

     Due to the information received in this sim, I conclude that 
Raines was afraid that Catherine could destroy him. This, plus an 
irrational jealousy towards her caused his resentment to grow, into 
an obsession. He ruined Kyle in his need to stop her seeming control 
over his life. He let her control him. Even after he watched the 
sweeper team he was once a part of shoot her dead, she still 
controlled him. She won. She is better than him. Nothing he could do 
could change this. Kyle was to be a tool to kill her, without 
bringing down Mr. Parker's wrath. In the end, Parker was the one who 
gave him the go ahead. It is my recommendation that Raines and Parker 
be removed from any security clearance to the Pretender project. Even 
more, I say that Miss Parker should be taken off the Jarod case and 
placed onto other duties. I fear she is more emotionally involved 
than is healthy.

Zarah
Floor 17
Tower
Blue Cove, DE




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