Home World By: Amy Michelle Bitter Star Trek and it's characters are owned by Paramount, Inc. I own the rest! =/\= Chapter Eight =/\= B'Elanna sat in her quarters, her head buried in her hands. The tears streaming down her face. *Why did this happen?,* she wondered. *Why Chakotay?* There was so much left to his life still. He wouldn't be able to see her marry Tom, he wouldn't even get to see Voyager make it back home. **************************************************************************** *** "Janeway to Paris." "Paris here," Tom said pressing his commbadge. "Please report to my ready room," Janeway said. "Yes ma'am," Tom answered. "Can I go, Doc?" Tom asked the EMH. "Yes, you can go. Fortunately, it was only a minor phaser burn," The EMH said. Tom walked slowly out of Sickbay. He knew what the Captain wanted to talk about, and he wasn't very anxious to hear what she had to say. **************************************************************************** *** "Do you have any idea how disappointed in you I am?" The Captain asked Tom in a firm tone of voice. "Captain, I'm sor-" Was all that Tom managed to get out before she interrupted. "I'm not interested in your apologies, Lieutenant. You put the lives of the entire crew in jeopardy. You could have been killed. I thought you had seriously changed. I was ready to recommend you to Star Fleet as soon as we got home. Now, I question whether or not you're ready for that responsibility." Tom stared at the Captain. Everything she was saying was true. All the doubts he had in himself had just been confirmed. *Seems like you've screwed things up again, Tom,* he told himself. "Dismissed." Janeway said. "Tom stood up and walked towards the door, but stopped and turned around. "Permission to speak freely," Tom requested. "Granted," The Captain said. "I know I've let the entire crew down," Tom started. "I take complete responsibility for that. I'm sorry I let you down." He turned around once more to leave, but the Captain stopped him. "Tom," She said. He turned around. "Yes, Captain?" "One good thing about mistakes, Mr. Paris, is that you always get a second chance." =/\= TO BE CONTINUED =/\=