I decided to start a new online journal today since the old one was a bunch of BS. I am unemployed right now, but hopefully that wont last long. Im feeling burnt on the rave/party scene. So I decided to push my December party Fantasie to February or even later. I want to devote my time right now to enrolling in College, writing a book on the haunted places in Oklahoma and working with a band, writing songs so forth. For now Im just gonna lay back, go to a few parties and rebuild my energy so I can throw another party soon.
11-17-2001
Ok we have it planned Feb 9th, 2002 will be Oracle, to take the place of Fantasie. As for the book I dunno if I so much want to do it right now. Im trying to get my life back together, get a job and go to church more. Im trying to be happy about things but at the same time Ive been sick so its kind of hard to be all cheery. Oh well maybe this week will be good considering the fact its Thanksgiving this coming Thursday. Im thinking about staying home because my brother is going to be stuck here in town and I know that he feels very uncomfortable right now being where he is and I cant help but love him and hope he gets better. Well on with the week.
12-02-2001
Ive had a really hard 2 weeks. My dog got hit by a car almost a week ago and made me really sad. I havent been out and havent been around friends in a while, so things were startin to really suck, but last night i went to tha wreck and had a blast, got to hang with some cool kids and danced my ass off. I am starting to think church is just not where I want to be right now. I mean im depressed enough and hearing about how everyone else is either happy or sad doesnt make it any easier on me. hopefully things will get back on track, holidays are always a downer, and seems like nobody, not even my best friend has time to hang out with me. Oh well I love Andree as she were my sister and shes busy so thats cool. Well peace.
12-23-2001
SEIZE THE DAY!!!
I believe last night had to be like one of the funest nights Ive had in a long time. I went to a house party at my friend Brandons house and had a great time. I DJed a great night, met like the greatest girl I have ever met, here name is Stephanie and oh damn she fine as well, but Ive known her for a bit and gotta say it was awesome finally gettin to meet her. On top of that me and her hung out most of the night even though I was drunk like I say again it was a great freakin night. Til next time.
1-10-2002
Its a new year, a new beginning for me. my new years resolution is to help me through moving out this summer and going to college either in the fall or next spring. I have met a girl that i really like, she acts like she likes me when she talks to me and when shes around but i dunno if she really likes me. i guess ill have to wait and see, well this is short and i cant wait til Oracle on February 9th and everything. Til next time...
1-27-2002
more problems arise in my head and my life. As for the rave thing, I dunno I feel dead inside to to lack of motivation. Im tired, I cant seem to do anything. I dunno whats going on. Maybe I need a new direction....until then...
2-19-2002
Oracle happened 10 days ago, it went great but did get busted, oh well shit happens you know. Well I finally decided to get over the girl I thought was everything to me. If she couldnt love me the way I loved her then it wasnt meant to be, so I moved on with my life still in search of my dream. I am also plannin something big, I cant say yet, but its gonna be huge, a big event that I think will bring the OKC scene closer together, well I have alot to think about, til next time, peace