| ~Reasoning~ When i think about you my whole mind fills with fears, what used to be eyes full of happiness are now eyes full of tears why cant i simply love you? you're almost too good to me we stare into eachothers eyes but still i cannot see i love it when you call me name i love it when we embrace but answering all my questions is one issue i cant face cant see us being together cant see us being apart but whether im with or without you you're always in my heart so as i sit here writing words you'll never hear i say to you, you are so special you i do hold dear. |
| ~wish upon a star~ every second passes, and im missing you more every time i see you, my words go out the door i think of you so often, awake and in my dreams but the more i think about you, you're further away it seems every time you smile, my problems melt away and i kno for those moments of happiness, i will greatly pay your smile makes my day, sending me into a world of bliss and my dreams are filled with us, sharing a sentimental kiss. every time i think of you, i need you more and more but my thoughts are just dreams or fantasies, washed up on the shore i hope we'll be together, some day not to far but until that day, i'll wait for you, and wish upon a star. |
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| ~Reason to rhyme~ you let me down time after time so often it goves me reason to make up this rhyme false commitments and promises made untrue why do i still trust and confide in you? my heart fills with joy every time that you lie you repeat to me "sorry, next time i'll try" one day i wont be there to listen to your lies there will be no hellos there will be no goodbyes i wish we could go back to the way things used to be when we were younger and closer and my mind was carefree now when im around you im careful and unsure because the way you have left me is a condition with no cure to make me trust you again will take patients and time maybe when that happens i'll have better reason to rhyme. |
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| ~alone~ alone in this world all by myself feeling unwanted discarded on a shelf you take away my pleasure and leave my with pain its so sad this relationship has ended in such vain |
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| ~outside these walls~ the 4 walls of this room are holding me back but im biding my time and planning my attack the day i break free from their sheltering rules is the day i will show? them they are all just fools holding me back will not keep me from change it will alter my behaviour and make me act strange against your will is how i will live the boundries you have set will soon begin to give im going to grow up whether you like it or not so just let me do it so i dont have to scheme and plot you think im the perfect child that's the image that you see but thats how im supposed to behave thats not really me im not good at everything im going to make mistakes you think you're so giving but its my lessons you take what do you think will happen when im out all on my own? im not everyones little princess they wont keep me on this throne you have to let me live my life outside of these four walls and i will get up every time after all my trips and falls. |
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| ~broken friendship~ secrets and deciet this isnt how it used to be what was a strong group of 4 breaks down to less that 3 i really miss our friendship but the part i miss the most is how we used to talk to eachother not lie and cheat and boast always making fun of me nothing i do is right if we dont fix this soon we will just continue this fight. |
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| ~thinkin about u~ a beacon of hope began to shine through the night you changed all my plans in just one night just as i started to figure things out u threw new possibilities at me some with hope some with doubt i want things 2 happen between us with all of my heart so one day we can be together never again apart ur words are always full of love your heart is just so caring your eyes and smile are deep and warm "be with me" they are daring every night i lay in bed longing for your embrace i think of you for just one moment my heart begins to race. |
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| ~why not me~ You tell me about the one you love, how could i be so blind, to think that i could be the one, whos always on your mind? i thought that we had something, by the way you talked to me but you were so deceiving, the truth, i could not see i thought i finally had you, under my control with every hug and word you spoke, further i fell into this hole. i finally hit the bottom, you ended my eternal bliss i tried to think of what i did wrong,what flaw did i miss? i think it finally hit me, that there will be no you and i, i sit alone and try so hard, but i simply cannot cry. i realize we will never be together, no beginning and no end and knowing that, all i really want, is just to be your friend. |
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