THE DREAM CHRONICLE OF WHITE EYEBROW

2. Mar.10, '93
Along the trail of tears, a monkey stood on a post and throw magic dust on all the Indians that walked by. Whoever got sprinkle on became crazy.

3. Mar.30, '93
A madman disguised, as God and threw Heaven and Earth in upheaval.

4. April 1, '93
In the middle of a desert plain a group of nomads search for a savior. In a car junk yard a boy found an astronaut's suit. He activate a switch and a hologram appear from the helmet. It tells them to search for the X-factor, a metal enabling space travel.

5. April 6, '93
A group of space travelers landed on an alien planet. The aliens were Romans. The caesar's wife was having an affair with his brother. He got his head cut off and it rolled down the stone street to greet the space travelers.
They rescue the woman and flew away.

6. April 9, '93
In the wild woods, two campers, made fun of God. It begin to rain animal and human waste.

7.April 21, '93
A mother and son search for a lion in a rice field. The son ask, "Why do we search for lion in this muddy field of rice?"
She answers, "The lion and mud are both brown except one bites!"

8. 4/23 /93
In the Japanese culture center there was a big commotion. Someone had stolen the prized gold fish.

9. 5/11/93
Two armies were charging toward each other. Suddenly, a light appeared between them and frozen them in time.

10. 5/15/93
A rock had a face and looked so cute like a baby. A boy carried it outside and set it on a platform. It turned into a moth and flew off, and then became dust.

11. 5/20/93
A supermodel has died. She is truly dead. Her coffin was on top of a hill, in our way to church. We were told not to crawl over the coffin so as to not see the face. But on my way there I crawled over the coffin and saw that she was truly dead.

12. 6/2/93
The face of Sarah was sullen and dark. I can see that she has been grieving as the limo came by. Her husband had died.

13. 6/15/93
The house of Sarah is #1437. It stood on a beach. The mist makes it seem even whiter and seem to glow.

14. 6/17/93
A great journey was plan to search for the goddess; Haras, the Golden Hair. She would be able to restore White EyeBrow's Kingdom from decay. In the wild woods all the men went looking for deer instead.

15. 6/20/93
In the middle of the night the rain came through the front door. My grandmother, sitting on the couch, invited the goblins in. (She has been dead for 4 years.)

16. 7/14/93
The people of the world are mining on an asteroid. The were slaved by an evil shaolin monk. A white mist appear from Heaven to save them. A dark mist came to meet him. They assemble in Heaven. God told the white mist to go down to earth.
On a dark castle, an evil knight was seducing a young girl. The white mist descending, transformed into a sword and plunge through the heart of the evil knight.

17. 7/30/93
In the wild woods, all the hunters went crazy and start killing each other. The deers had a tea party on top of a ridge and watch the slaughter.

18. 8/25/93
Awaking from the scorch earth I saw lying beside me, half buried in the ground, the most beautiful woman. I ask, "Why, my ancient dream, how long have you been buried?"

19. 9/12/93
There was a big race between man and woman kind. We ran through woods and streams. I won.

20. 9/20/93
In a mall fill with only women, I was lead to their leader and told there was peace between our kind. But I suspect they were aliens in woman form.

21. 10/3/93
By the edge of the dark blue sea a small creature asked a small turtle about a ritual song. Strolling on a road on top of the beach I heard the singing and recognized it as the Hmong ritual song for luring you into the sea.
I was being pulled in and had only a piece of dry wood to hang on to. I pulled myself away and ran to a woman who confirm the episode as a Hmong folk tale.

22. 11/17/93
Locked in an underground lab on an alien planet, a group of people had to fight off aliens. The small aliens climb up incubators hanging from the ceiling and ate from it. They fell off as the people shot them. Then, the big aliens came. They stood ceiling high and was terrifying so the humans ran.

23. 11/20/93
Riding on a plane a boy realized the sits were not bolted but were merely fold up wooden chairs. In the cock pit there was no pilot. In a room to the side people were busy running computers. Here was where most of the flying was done.
The cock pit was like the star trek ship. They were in space and traveling out of the "Known Universe."

24. 12/24/93
In the wild woods, the creatures assemble at the temple of the Golden Hair to pray for protection from the hunters. A small animal asked to be excuse to go to the rest room. He was eaten by a giant snake. Returning to the assembly the snake told them that he is pregnant. He gave birth to a human. All the creature held the baby as their savior. He grew up and became a hunter. He killed the giant snake and cooked it at the holy temple. The creatures saw this and was frighten. They ran to all parts of the world.
The hunter got lonely and went to see the Golden Hair. In a secret room he found her with long uncut hair. He gave her a hair cut. They got married and moved to Fresno.

Note: The snake that gave birth to the human boy was a male, its not a misspelling.

I once dreamed I was being chased by demons. They chased me for a whole year (in the dream). I got so tired I sat down and they caught up to me and started eating my flesh. They were not monsters, they were people, dead people; pale, dead, expressionless. They started eating me alive and tearing me apart yet my sense of self remind intact. After awhile I started thinking that maybe I should eat them too and so we ate each other….and then I started thinking about how strange it was and so that disrupted the dream and I woke up.

So you see I'm not afraid of them.

I started having these dreams of monsters and dead people when I lost faith in God. For a whole year I have this strange idea that there is a dead man outside my window. When I asked myself what he look like I could not answer it, because it's just a feeling of a dead man, there are no other qualities. I thought that it was the demonic forces coming to take me since I have abandoned God and thus now left in the open to fend for myself. And I also see mice at the corner of my eyes. And mice appear in my dreams.

In the spiritual tradition they consider all this signs of death. The dead man at the window is my dead ancestor who has come to take me. Mice are signs of decay, they are often found in garbage and dark places. It farther the signs of death. But I have read the works of Jung and so I know things they do not.

The dead man has come not to take my body but "me." The "me" is the person writing this, it is myself image and not the actual body. The dead man at the window is not a physical being, it somehow arose from my mind like a dream, or thought or desire. The figure has a very distinct property; it is always out of my direct view, to the side, in some dark corner, at the corner of my eye, outside my bedroom window at night, but it is never directly in front of me.

Only in the movies do you see the ghost or demon jump right in front of the character. If a ghost ever do that to me I would punch him or her right straight in the nose. I told you… I know Wing Chun. I'm not afraid of ghost or demons or hell. You see there is more than one use for the martial arts, exorcising demons is one of them. Why do you think shaolin monks practice kung-fu, to fight people, no any kind of violence is against the Buddha's teachings. They learn kung-fu to fight demons.

Anyways, each one of us create in ourselves an idea of what the world is base on our knowledge and experience. Lets say, our idea of the world, the world is round… and let's say…you heard a rumor that there is an island of white monkeys…and it intrigue you so much so that when ever you think of the world you also think of this island of white monkeys. So, although the island of white monkeys have no existence in real life in your mind they do exist, they have been incorporated into your image of the world. Just because you know a fact does not mean that you can correct what goes on in your mind. If only things were that simple. (I have a theory on why we impose a quality to everything we see.)

So anyways, the dead man outside the window have been incorporated into my mind like the above example.

But then who is the dead man and how did he became incorporated into my psyche? Why…he's me!!! Well, actually he's Whiteyebrow. Whiteyebrow came from that experience. He wasn't really a dead man, just an older me, darker, and a bite meaner, of course.

The lost of faith meant I can no longer appeal to Heaven and thus I have to fend for myself, thus myself image change (it's more complicated than this but it well do).

So how did I find out who he was? Well, following the principle that you have nothing to fear but fear itself I opened the window and invited him in. He wouldn't come in, of course, he was a bite shy and so I had to entice him with food offerings. I set aside some cooked rice, pork and two glass of whisky (one for me) and called him to have a drink with me.

(Don't worry I'm not mad, this is a very common practice in our culture.)

I told him I'll call him "Whiteyebrow" and I'll built him a homepage (his kingdom) and proclaim him to the world. With this he was happy. He smiled and then left.

What about the mice…you ask? Forget about the mice, will you!!!