| In Loving Memory Of Tyler Steven Gilman 12/28/2000 to 12/16/2001 |
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| At the Request of an Angel"
Yesterday, in Heaven, a sweet angel, went to our Father's throne. This angel said, "Dear Lord, tomorrow, my Mom just can't be left alone!" The angel said, "My Heavenly Father, I've been in Heaven for almost a year. Wearing wings made of silver & gold... While Mom's face is stained with tears. She's going to need me tomorrow, to give comfort and ease her pain. I want to surround her with all my love, Cause her tears still flow like rain! You have your Mother too, Lord who once felt the pain of losing you... She knows what it is like for a Mother, to feel misery the whole day through...!" Our Father looked at this precious angel, who was kneeling at His Throne, He said, "Take a Band of Angels with you, so your Mom won't ever feel alone! As you embrace her with your love, I'll reach down with loving arms; And touch her with My love and assurance, that you'll protect her from all harm!..." ~~~Oh! What a sight it must have been today! To see these Angels with golden wings, Following that precious angel to your heart... Bringing all the love they could bring! Yes, your angel is always with you, no matter what the circumstance... So, if you feel a tug at your heart today... It's your angel asking you for a dance. ~Never an End ~ Author Unknown |
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| What I Want for Christmas
What do I want for Christmas, the words just echo on. For no one wants to know the answer to that one, For the gift, I want I know no one can afford, Oh, you'll have to travel far, all the way to heavens door. As you open the gates of gold, you'll find my babies there, They'll have a little teardrop given with such care. Oh want you wrap them up and tie them with a bow, Then send them back to mommy way down here below. Oh don't you worry how much they have grown, For my love for them in written in stone. That love is one that will not die through out time, Because they are sweet little angels of mine. Many things will be given to loved ones that are still here, And lots of them will be given with great love and care, But, oh my friend, the only gift worth given this year, Is one that brings such joy that it even brings a tear. Written for all mommies missing their baby. ~ Author Unknown |
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| Tyler
It seems like yesterday, I was holding you in my arms. It seems like yesterday, I could feel your heart beating. It seems like yesterday, I could hear your cry so clearly. It seems like yesterday, I could see the happiness in your eyes. Now it has been 5 years since you have died, and it seems like yesterday. I remember it like it was yesterday.... I have learned to get through the days, and have learned how to work through the greif. But, I finding out that grief is a never ending battle. There are some days worse than others... Mommy does miss you something terriable. I know you can see that from up there in heaven. You know your 6th birthday is coming up... WOW!! 6 years old!!! I can't belive my baby is going to be 6!! Do you realize you would be in kindergarden!!! growing up so fast!! Ask jesus to give you lots of hugs and kisses from mommy. I want you to know that even as the years go by, I will never forget about you. I will never forget the shine in your big eyes... I will love you every day of my life, even though you couldn't say mommy... I know that you knew I was your mommy.. and I knew you loved me. Just in your short life you had such a big effect on so many people, and you changed alot of people's lives forever. You did so much for a little baby. I am so proud of you for being so brave for all you went through. I did everything I could for you, baby. I really did. I asked god so many times, to take me and spare you, give you a chance to live your life, a chance to grow-up, and to do the things that kids do. If I could have taken your disease away you know I would have in a minute. I wish I knew why this had to happen to you, to our family.... I wonder if you hurt while you were in the hospital if there was more I could have done for you... there are so many "wonders" and so many "what if" s that I could drive myself crazy trying to figure it all out. So I have finally left it all up to jesus.. only he knows why.. and he had bigger plans for you.... well I guess I better be going, Just know how much I love and miss you, and how much I think of you every day. Only you, me, and jesus know what's truely in my head, my heart and my prayers. I LOVE YOU TYLER. ((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))) Mommy |
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| Tabitha, Quinton, and Tyler |
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| A Dad Hurts Too
People don't always see the tears a dad cries, His heart is broken too when his child dies, He tries to hold it together and be strong, Even though his world's gone wrong, He holds his wife as her tears fall, Comforts her through it all, He goes through his day doing what he's supposed to do, But a piece of his heart has been ripped away, a Dad hurts too, So when he's alone he lets out his pain, And his tears come like falling rain, His world has crashed in around him, And a world that was once bright has gone dim, He feels he has to be strong for others, But Dads hurt too, not just the Mothers, He searches for answers but none are to be found, He hides behind a mask when he is feeling down, He smiles through his tears, He struggles and holds in his fears, But what you see on the outside is not always real, Men don't always show how they really feel, So I'd like to ask a favor of you, The next time you see a mother hurting over the loss of her child, please remember.....a Dad hurts too. Judi Walker Copyright 2002 Dedicated to my husband Mike and all Dad's who have lost a child |
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| this is a very special gift made by my dear friend linda. please visit her angel by clicking on the picture below. |
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| A MESSAGE FROM MY LOVED ONE
AS YOU HOLD ME CLOSE IN MEMORY EVEN THOUGH WE ARE APART MY SPIRIT WILL LIVE ON, THERE, WITHIN YOUR HEART… I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS WHEN YOU LEAN ON TRUSTED FRIENDS AND THEIR CARING HUGS ENFOLD YOU, WITHIN THEIR LOVING ARMS I’LL BE THERE TO HOLD YOU… I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS AND BEYOND THE FAR HORIZON, WHEN WE’LL BE TOGETHER WHERE LOVE WILL BE ETERNAL AND LIFE WILL LAST FOREVER I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS AUTHOR UNKNOWN TO ME |
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| to have one of Tyler's awards for your angels sites please email me at tyisanangel@yahoo.com |
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| Christmas Without You
I wonder where you are right now as Christmas eve draws near. Do you see me with my broken heart, tried to catch my silent tear? I wonder where you are right now as Christmas morn dawns new. Did you hear me call your name just now as I sat and thought of you? I wonder where you are right now as the presents are undone. Did I hear you in the chilling wind and feel you with the winter's sun I wonder where you are right now as we gather for our meal Did I just feel a gentle breeze or is that you I feel? I know where you are right now and I knew it from the start. I needn't look to far for you because your always in my heart Right here, now at Christmas time and every day through out the year. All I need is to close my eyes and know that you are near. Dec 2002 Donna Mae Scuncio, Rick's Mom 8/31/83-8/10/ 01 |
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| this was a special gift from my dear friend patricia |
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| this was also a gift from patricia.. thanks so much!!! |
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| This Christmas
Dedicated To Those Left Behind This Christmas we will be lost in our dreams past the cold winter air and the lights that sparkle and shine This Christmas we will be so full of love and affection As our hearts will be wrapped in heavenly devotion But deep down inside there will be sadness because on this Christmas holiday You are far beyond our reach. We will remember you in our most precious thoughts. We will touch you in our heartfelt dreams. Although we are so far apart, We can be together in our visions of memory and in our dreams of loving affection. We will meet you by the Christmas tree with so much love in our hearts. The sparkling lights of the tree will reflect in your eyes and there in that dream you will be by our side. We will tell you we love you and miss you so dearly and then you will tell us, you're doing fine, indeed. It's at that time we will realize, that the greatest gift of all Is the blessing that God bestowed upon us When He brought your precious memory home to us... This Christmas. Written By Linda Rice In Memory of all our lost angels in heaven and missing angels Tina's memorial site http://missingtinamariemcquaig.homestead.com/memorial.html |
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| please click on the link above or below to visit my dear friend Sue-Anne's Angel. And thank you Sue-Anne for making these wonderful things for my angel!! |
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| A friend can hear a tear drop, even if your not Physically crying |
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| My Dreambook |
| My Dreambook |
| This page was created on December 11, 2006, by Amy Gilman, Fot Tylers 5th heaven brthday and his 6th earth bithday. I love you Tyler! |
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| also made by a special friend patricia.. thanks hon |
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| if you would like help in creating a webpage pleae email me at agilman@columbus.rr.com |
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| the pictures below were taken on the 16th when we let balloons go to heaven. |
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| A Mother's Christmas Wish
I guess if I could make just one Christmas wish, I would wish I could see you. To hold, to snuggle, to just kiss, This is something I'd really like to do. My arms ache for my baby boy, Who will always remain just that. To never grow and experience joy, I wish I knew where you were at. Why is it God thought he needed you more than I, And why is it wishes can't come true? I am just an aching heart who can only ask why, And a mother who can't let go of you. Please God grant me this one Christmas wish, If just for a minute, an hour or a day. He is someone I really need &miss, What more must I say? Written By: Beckie/HeavensAngel |
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| Tylers big brother, Quinton |