James Michael Shea Sr.'s Guestbook
January 27, 1999
Uncle Geek,
I just want you to know that I Love You and I Miss You very much. I know you are my angel in heaven because My mom tells me about how you are watching over me and Kimberly. We Miss You So much! You are always with us!
Love Forever,
Your Nieces
Shelby & Kimberly Champion
January 28, 1999
DAVID GROSS
January 29, 1999
James,
It's coming up on 2 years since you were taken from us. I miss you so much. I swear sometimes it still seems like you will be calling me on the phone or walking through my front door. Your children are growing so fast and mom and I have begun to show James Jr. your pictures and we tell him this is your father. He can already look at your pictures and say that's my father, in his own little 2 year old way. Breanna misses you so much and she has her days when she is just so sad. I just try to tell her that even though we can't see you anymore you are watching over all of us, but especially his babies. Ashley is growing up fast too. She even comes and spends the night with us once in awhile. Even David and I get along better these days. He spent the weekend with us last week and we didn't fight once. I know it's amazing!!!! I want you to be looking out for a very special delivery in June. I am getting remarried to a guy you would probably love. His only flaw is that he is a Raider fan. He is very good to Shelby & Kim though. They love him very much. Shelby still has a really hard time with missing her "Uncle Geek". Dave is still Dave, and I wouldn't trade him for anything in the world. He and I are really close now, in fact he introduced me to your soon to be brother-in-law. He is the best man at our wedding. I wish so much that you could be there with me, I know you will be with me in my heart. Breanna, James Jr., and Ashley are going to be helping Scott and I when we release the special delivery balloons up to heaven and straight to you. You will know which ones they are by the kids names on them and by the 49ER logo! Well honey I just wanted to tell you how much I love you and miss you. Please always know that I carry you with me each and everyday of my life. I wish I would have stayed with you until the end. I'm so sorry, but I know that I did exactly what you wanted me to do by going back to Minnesota and taking care of the girls. I miss you more than any words I write could ever express. Remember ...you have always been my best friend, my hero, and my brother. I LOVE YOU!
Love Forever,
Joyce
February 3, 1999
James I Love You and I miss You with all my heart.
Love You Always,
Mom
February 4, 1999
James,
You have been very heavy on my mind and my heart lately. I am just missing you so much I don't know what to do with myself half the time. I just hate feeling like I am all alone without you. I just miss all the goofy stuff we used to do. I at least have the last video of us together when we were so dorky doing "The Chicken Dance." I love that video. In fact I think I will put it on right now. I just need to hear your voice and see that bright smiling face of yours. Mom posted a message to you last night but it hasn't been put up yet. It is still very, very hard for her. Dad doesn't do much better. I was telling him about this page and he seemed interested until I mentioned that it plays "The Dance" as soon as Isaid that he just clammed up. He misses you so much too. I am trying to keep myself busy with work and all but it's just not that easy sometimes. It's just that you and I shared things that no one will ever be able to understand, not because they haven't shared things, they have just never shared the kind of relationship like you and I did/do. I can't seem to talk about you in the past tense it bugs me to no end. Sometimes I truly feel like no one understands what it's been like for me without you here with me. I only know 1 person who can relate to my pain and that is my friend Kath, see she lost her brother too, and she understands how painful it can be. Sonnja has been there for me though, as usual. We talk about you alot and she lends me her shoulder to cry on whenver she can. I love you James and I miss you so badly. Will this pain never subside? Because I know it will never just end. I want so much to be the kind of person you would be proud of. I know that you are looking down on me and I honestly believe that you are proud of the choices I have made in the last two years. But I must be honest I don't think I could make it through alot of the last 2 years if it weren't for knowing that you are always watching over me. I love you and I miss you! I guess I have some of your strength after all, because i know that I have your love because I feel it and see it everyday and everytime I look into your children's eyes.
Love,
Joyce
February 13, 1999
God Saw That You Were Tired
God saw that you were tired
That a cure was not to be
So he put His hand upon your shoulder
And said "Come unto me."
With tearful eyes I watched you
Suffer and watched you fade away
Although I Love you dearly,
I could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating
Hard working hands could rest,
God broke my heart to show me,
He Only Takes the Best
Joyce
February 13, 1999
To My Big Brother Jim
Big Brother I want to say,
I Love You in every way
You may not know,
How I truly feel, but losing you
Hurts a great deal
Your my big brother, and my best friend too
Big brother
I wish I could be just like you
You're a man, a father, a son, and a husband too
I know all of this from watching you
You're the best at all you do
And that is why I truly Love You
You're honest and strong
You've always helped me carry on
I admire the way you fight to live
Because I know you have alot to give
You know you're special to me bro
We have a bond that will forever grow
I know the bond we share
Is an eternal bond
Because of the unselfish love you have given to me
I guess you could say
That not only are you my Big Brother, and my Best Friend
But Big Brother you're My Hero
I LOVE YOU..............
By:
David Scott Shea
March 6, 1997
February 16, 1999
Only those who have lost can understand the pain. We live with it daily.
Nora
February 27, 1999
I just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you and I miss you terribly. I have been busy paying off the wedding and believe me you are on my mind then too, I just wish you could be here to be a part of this wonderful moment in my life. You may not be able to be here physically but I know that you will be there. Remember to watch for those Balloons cause they will have your kids names all over them. I love you and miss you more than ever. it's just that you and I have shared some pretty special moments. I really miss not having you here with me. I guess now I know how you felt when I was in Minnesota, I know you understood but I also know that you wanted me there then as much as I want you here now, when things in my life finally feel more right than they ever have except for not having you sitting right beside me again. I know you are looking down on me and I cling to that, the pain is still too deep. I love you and I miss you!!!
Missing You,
Joyce
March 10, 1999
James,
Two years ago today you left us, without your contagious smile and a love that will live on in us forever. We all miss you so very much and know that somehow you are in a better place. Although we don't always choose to see it that way. I have been dreaming of you for a week now and I am overcome with love and sorrow not having you here with me. I pray that you are looking down on us and smiling on your family and knowing that no matter where we are or what we may be doing in our day to day lives you are with us each and everyday. We Love You!
Joyce, Mom, Dad, & David
March 27, 1999
James,
This is dad and it's my birthday and I want to know that each birthday comes and goes but it's just not the same without you. I Love and Miss You Son. I am very proud of the man that you became. I think of you often and you are always in my heart and in my thoughts. I Love You!
Dad
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