Gary B. McGlynn's Guestbook

May 27, 1997

Gary, I really miss you, you were a special person to me...
you touched my heart in a way no one else ever has...
I'm glad you were my boss, mentor, and friend...
Your kind and gentle ways will live on in me forever...
I can only hope a part of you rubbed off on me...
I feel you with me when I do a case and get a little scared, it's like you're still here guiding me through... please don't ever leave me.....
Diana

June 7, 1997

I still can't stop thinking about you...I feel compelled to keep coming back to this site and letting you know that I still miss you so much... I don't know when the hurt will go away...You were so special to me...I wish you could have stayed longer in this life time...but you were so special I know God had better plans for you otherwise he would have never taken you home so soon...
Diana

June 27, 1997
Gary, yesterday was my birthday...I asked for a sign a few weeks ago to let me know you were alright...I never got it, but last night we went out to dinner to celebrate my 40th and when we walked out of the crown palace I looked up to see the biggest most beautiful rainbow...It had rained an hour before...It was 8:45 pm and I couldn't believe my eyes because there also was the most beautiful sunset...I wonder if that was my sign...I've never seen anything like it in my entire life...If it was THANK YOU!!!
Diana
July 14, 1997
Another day and the hurt is still here...I wish you were here to talk to...I wish I knew how to reach your family...I know they live in Florida, but that is all... If I could find them I would tell them about this site so they could visit you also...I know they would like it....I know they can't visit you in New York just like I can't...I find it very consoling to come here and talk to you...I really miss our talks and your laugh...why is it everyone else in the office moved on and I can't? I just don't know why this hurt me so much...Were you more to me than I thought? No one seems to understand how I feel...I know you would have though... You seemed so in tuned to my feelings...why is that? Yet we never shared our private lives...I knew so much about you yet not enough...funny isn't it...I hope your are truly at rest Gary and with your niece Theresa...I know how much you loved her in life and you missed her in death...I guess it's exactly how I'm feeling right now...I'll be back again to talk to you soon...till then
Diana
September 25, 1997
It's been a while...still trying to adjust to the fact that your gone...I finally met Marty...she was so sad to hear about you...we both cried together...I was surprised to hear that her daughter was seriouly injured in an auto accident...you knew and didn't tell me...so she understood how I felt about you going so soon...she said she misses talking to you on the phone...she is a lovely woman you would have liked her...I wish you met her with me as we were suppose to...I still think of you often...I guess that will be a part of my life forever, my memories of you....so many terrible things have happened in 1997 Gary...I cant wait for this year to be over...your death being the worst of them all...I miss you so much......Diana
Diana
October 10, 1997
I can't believe it is 7 months since we lost you...oh how you are missed...It feels like only yesterday we were laughing and joking around...I still question why and what...I pray someday the real answers will come out...I don't know how...but maybe the truth of what happened will be told...If you are looking down on us I wish you could give the answers...maybe someday
Diana
December 12, 1997
I can't believe it is Christmas already...last year you were so touched by the gift I gave you..and you gave me a very special gift in return...this year I think of you and wish I still had the opportunity to hear your laugh, see you smile, and look at me with that look you had when I amazed you, by something I said or did...I still think of you every day...something always reminds me of you somehow...work is just not the same without you...I don't get that many cases anymore...I think the time has come for me to move on...I'm still toying with the idea...but I will always remember you for giving me my start...Merry christmas in Heaven...and I hope your aware of the love for you from the people down here who miss you sooooooooo much...
Diana
January 3, 1998
Gary...1998 is here and your not...so hard to believe...so many things have changed in the last 10 months...World Wide is no longer open in Clifton...everything you worked so hard for is just gone...I still miss you so much...it still feels like yesterday you were here...you're always in my thoughts...but mostly you're always in my heart...
Diana
January 5, 1998
I haven't been able to pull this site up for a while...I really missed coming here to visit...I still can't believe that the clifton office is closed...everything you stood for is gone...we now work out of the south jersey office...I spoke with Janice briefly on the 2nd of January...she seems nice but it is so different than working for you...I can't believe how much my life has changed in the last 10 months...isn't funny how when someone leaves this world it has an effect on people still here...I still think of you everyday...I wish there was something that I could have done on March 7, 1997 to change the out come of what happened...I try to tell myself that it was pre-destined but I still have a hard time with it...I hope you are aware of the affect you had on my life while you were living and in your death...I'm still grieving for you...
Diana
February 9, 1998
You'll never know how much I think of you...your birthday is in a couple of weeks...that will be a hard day for me and I know it will be for your family too...then 1 week later will be the first anniversary of your death...such a sad time for all of us...I started a new job, gary, I truly hate it...but it's a pay check...all those dreams I had with world wide are now gone...but I do thank you for your support of me and for training me so well...it's just that now that the south jersey office took over there really isn't that much work...so I had to take a different job...but I will always remember you as the only person who had faith in me to give me my start and who brought me a long way...I'll treasure our friendship as long as I live...and thank God for giving me the chance to meet the only person who ever cared for me unconditionaly in my entire life...I never believed that it was possible for someone to care like that (i've heard it, but never experienced it before!) until you...thank you for being a special part of my life and for teaching me how to care for others the same way...I bet you never thought you taught me how to understand people and to forgive, but you did...believe or not you were my sunshine on a rainy day...I miss you so much...your jokes, your smile, your wit and your laugh...I sent in my story about you to greiving hearts...should be publishd soon...then I will try to find your family in Florida to send them a copy...I hope I'm able to!!!
Diana
February 28, 1998
Dear Gary....I couldn't let this special day go by...41 years ago today you were born...what a special day that was for your family...if you weren't born I never would have had such a special friend in my life...I thank god for letting me meet such a wonderful loving person, even if it wasn't for very long...you had such an impact on me and my life, I miss you so much...your family was lucky enough to have 40 birthdays with you...and now your having your 41st birthday with the angels...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Diana
March 6, 1998
ON THIS VERY SPECIAL DAY...I HAD TO SEND THIS POEM....
I had a very special friend,
One close on whom I could depend.
I knew if ever there was a need,
This friend would help me overcome and succeed.
When trials in this world and troubles got me down,
My friend was always there for me each time I turned around.
As gems reflect light, they sparkle and shine,
I knew no greater treasure than this friend of mine.
The days passed and departure time drew near,
Jesus gently reached down and took my friend from here.
And as I cried out my pain, I needed to know,
Why dear Lord did he have to go.
In the quiet stillness a voice gently said,
"He's flying with angels child, he isn't dead."
In my hurt I couldn't see,
Some things are meant to be.
God told me that angels can't stay on the ground,
If I needed my friend he'd be around.
If ever I AM troubled, I look toward the sky,
Cause you see, Angels have to fly.
Diana
May 12, 1998
I want you to know that I still think of you everyday...
I just have to refrain from coming here everyday...
I feel as though if I do, I will get past this hurt that is still lingering on...
I keep thinking everyday will get better...
but between you and me...
It doesn't...
Diana
June 8, 1998
i had a dream last night and you were in it....its been along time since i've had a dream that felt so real...i guess you will always live on in my heart and that what makes it so real...i dont know...do you think??? I do know that i still love and think of you, my specail friend everyday...people don't understands this bond i had with you...even i don't understand how one person can come into my life and leave such an impression...and i still wait for the pain to go away..but it doesn't...i still wish i knew if there was anyway that, that tragic day could have been prevented..and if i could have done something to help...i know this is out of my control...but i somehow feel like i should have picked up on something...will i ever get the answers i need to move on??
Diana
October 17, 1998
i haven't been here in a while...but i always think of you...i wonder if you know how much i still miss you...when will the hurt go away...i try to go on with everyday living...but i still find the need to come back here and talk to you...every time i'm driving in the car i look up to the sky... just knowing you are all around...i talk to the sky...is that crazy...i can only wish one day you will answer my prayers...my heart still aches when i think of your tragic death..will that ever stop...i wish i could hear your laugh, and your smiling eyes, just once more...
diana
January 8, 1999
i'm sorry i didnt come to this site for the holidays...i just couldnt do it this year...there were many times i clicked on but i just didn't want to see it the memorial...the pain is still so great..you are still thought of every day...still missed more than you'll ever know...and i still question why...so things have not yet changed for me...i go along my every day living...but there are still so many unanswered questions....there is still so much pain...your birthday is coming soon too..that should be another tough day for your family...i wish there was a way to know your alright..and that you know you are thought of still....
diana
February 28, 1999
couldn't let this day go by...happy birthday...it's still hard to belive 2 years have gone by...you are greatly missed more than you'll ever know...2 years since that tragic accident...with nothing resloved..but at least your in the arms of an angel...i hope you find some comfort there....
Diana
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