All characters copyrighted by Gainax, not me. SPOILERS AHEAD! In this fic, Yui Ikari is NOT part of Unit 1. If you have a problem with this, don't read. Home Shinji and Asuka were running faster than they ever had before. After Shigeru called them, there was an unvoiced decision to put off all intimate contact until later. Their jobs saw to that. While running Shinji felt the strangest thing; his blood sang for combat, his pulse quickened with the thought of battle. After violently telling himself to stop, he reflected on his new ways of thinking. 'Probably Asuka's fault. It's her influence on me,' he thought. Asuka was leading the way, and Shinji tried not to think of her in various ways, but the one thing he couldn't stop himself from longing to do was kiss her again. 'It's scary to think about how much my opinion of her has changed over the years,' he thought. 'Is this what real love feels like?' he asked himself. 'Am I in love with her?' he also asked himself, but was stopped from answering when she tripped and fell. He stopped to help her up, but she pushed his hand away. When she got up she only glared daggers at him. "See? I can take care of myself!" "I never doubted that, Asuka. But that shouldn't stop you from accepting a helping hand every now and then," he said when they took off again. Now that he was leading, she got a chance to watch him from behind and she blushed when she understood how she was thinking. Then she started to wonder if he thought of her in the same manner when she was leading the way. And for some reason, that idea didn't immediately fill her with rage. She almost _wanted_ him to be doing that. It would mean that for the first time since she met him that he would be acting like males were supposed to. 'He's never acted that way in his whole life. Even when that Angel and Dirac Sea business was happening, he didn't act like men were supposed to. He tried to, but it didn't work,' she thought to herself. Try as she might, but she couldn't figure out why she was thinking about him like that. Or why she was thinking about him at all. Shigeru had advised them when he called on what route to take, but the entrance there was blocked by tanks and armed guards. They found this out when Asuka had run out of the alleys they had been using for cover, and nearly ran into the back of a large guard. The only thing that had stopped her was Shinji, who grabbed her by the arms and bodily hauled her back into the shadows. When she started to protest, he clamped his hand firmly over her mouth. She couldn't believe how much strength was in those frail-looking limbs. "Be quiet!" he hissed. "Those guards have rather large guns and probably know how to use them well. Any plans for getting in?" he asked and then let her go. "How should I know, idiot?!" she retorted back in a whisper, however her mind was not focused on getting in. It was currently occupied with thoughts of being Shinji's arms again, in them more often, kissing those perfect lips, gazing into those eyes... But, right then and there, Shinji decided to get her back for that insult. "Forgive me for putting my faith in your all-powerful brain, my lady," he whispered back, and it took Asuka a few moments to realise that he'd just insulted her. "Let's try one of the emergency exits like we used when the power cut out." "Good idea! What higher power gave you that idea, Stooge?" Asuka's mind was coming back on-line, but it was a slow process. "I was trying to think, as you were being less than helpful," he said and Asuka decided to ask a question that had been on her mind for a while. "Why do you have backbone, now? What's with the attitude?" she asked, and Shinji wanted to retort back with, "You're asking me about attitude?" but he instead answered her calmly. "Being angry all the time does wonders for the attitude," he said, and Asuka knew that he was right. He had been angry since he'd gotten back. Unlike most people, when Shinji got mad, it wasn't the raving-red-in-the-face lunatic type of anger; it was an icy anger that ran into a steel edge. The world found that out when Unit 3 was destroyed by his hands. Asuka then took one long look at the young man beside her. He was looking forward so she got a profile view. 'He's becoming more and more like his father,' she thought and then hastily added, 'Better not tell him that, or he'll blow up!' Of that she had no doubts. If he didn't like his father before he left, now he hated the man so much it was impossible to tell what would happen when those two got into the same room. Asuka told herself to talk to a few other people about her ideas, but sometime when Shinji was not around. "Where should we try to get in?" Shinji asked. "Maybe we should try one that has no guns pointed at it?" Asuka replied in a 'Valley Girl' voice, and saw him wince. 'Better remember that, it could be useful,' she thought. Of all the insults and torments that Asuka used, the only one that he had difficulty in ignoring was the 'Valley Girl' stuff. That was something he just couldn't block out of his mind. They started to back away, and then they checked on another entrance. That one had guns on it, too. Same with the next. Ditto every other one that they checked. They decided to settle on an entrance that only had one guard. His helmet was off and his face showed obvious boredom, and unhappiness. "Looks like this is the best shot we'll get, Asuka. How should we get in?" And when Shinji got no answer, he glanced at Asuka, only to see her with her eyes closed. He knew from experience that when she closed her eyes, she was doing her hardest thinking. In a flash, those blue orbs snapped open. "I have an idea," she said, and then proceeded to lay out her plan... Meanwhile, inside the extensive complex that the two pilots wished to gain entry to, Misato, Shigeru, Maya, and Makoto were all trying to find ways to help the pilots. Sighing heavily after several unproductive minutes, Misato thought she had everything straight. "Let me get this straight, we can't send a van to them, we can't send an escort, we can't call them, and if they do get here, we can't open the doors to let them in?" When Makoto nodded his head, she continued, "So what can we do for them?" Ritsuko overheard her question, and joined her friend. "Nothing. We can only get them set up when they get in. That they'll have to do on their own," she answered. "They have nine Eva's; we have four. Do the math and you see that we need those two to get here ASAP." Rei was in the base when it was attacked, and Toji got in just before the entrances and exits were cut off. Ritsuko's comment reminded Misato to ask the question that had been on her mind as there was nothing she could do. "Commander Ikari, why are the UN forces attacking us? And how did they get _nine_ Eva's on their side?" Only after choosing his words very carefully did the Commander answer. "You don't think, Major, that in our entire existence, we've made no enemies, do you?" "No, sir. I know that the UN Military was pretty unhappy that NERV had been chosen to lead the war against the Angels, but _how_ did they get _nine_?" Commander Ikari was saved from answering by his phone ringing. He picked it up, silently thanking co-incidence. "Yes? Good," he said, and then covered the mouthpiece with his hand, "ETA on enemy reinforcements?" "Thirty-two minutes, sir," Shigeru answered, and the Commander removed his hand from the phone. "Set charges for thirty-five minutes," he said, and then hung up. "Thirty-two; that doesn't give us much time," Fuyutsuki whispered in his ear. Commander Ikari started to answer when a flash of movement caught his left eye. He swivelled his head to focus on it, and then he smiled at what he saw. "Perhaps; perhaps not. Look," he said, and ordered the image put on the main screen. It was from one of the external security cameras. It showed a single security guard looking bored. Corporal Hohta was sick of guard duty. He'd been left on his own with orders to keep the entrance sealed. That had been more than an hour ago, and he was completely out of things to do to pass the time. He didn't understand why this door had to be guarded, with the power cut off there was no way to open it except manually, and that would only open a door to a place that was far away from anything that might help NERV. 'But that's why they get paid so much, to think of everything, I guess," he thought ruefully. Suddenly he was attacked from behind. His combat-honed instincts kicked in for a moment, but he relaxed when a voice called out to him. "Help! Help me! Please help me!" the person who'd latched onto him said. The voice made itself out to be female. Hohta looked down to see the pair of arms wrapped around his torso tighten, as if he were some kind of life-line. Hohta was too shocked to answer. "P-please yo-you've got to help me! There were people with guns, a-an-and sho-shooting, please, you've got to help me! Save me!" the girl said, terror colouring her voice. Hohta turned around, but she wouldn't let him go. He looked down to see flame-red hair framing a lovely face. 'A body like that should be illegal,' Hohta thought, trying not to stare, and failing miserably. The girl gave no indication that she noticed his eyes on her body. It took him a few minutes to pry her arms off him, though he took his time when touching her. He knew he shouldn't be thinking what he was, but he couldn't stop the thoughts. When her arms were off him, she reached for his helmet, but he put out an arm to stop her. "Sorry, ma'am, but you can't have that," he said in his best 'I'll-protect-you-ma'am' voice. "Please? I'm really sc...ared, and I need your helmet! I don't want my face to burn off, or be shot, or cut by falling rocks, or..." the girl's voice cracked as her eyes started to tear up. "Besides, what does a big, strong, man like _you_ need something as trivial as a helmet. I _need_ a big, strong man like yourself to protect me! I can't do it!" The flattery went straight to the Corporals head. He relented and gave up his helmet for her to put on. He took the chance to see her as she put the helmet on, and he agreed with his earlier thoughts; she had a killer body. He tried again to stop himself from thinking thoughts unbecoming of a soldier, but again, he failed miserably, so he turned around; but the girl called out to him, and he turned back. Then, with head-protection secured, the girl looked him square in the eye and gave him the biggest, warmest smile that anyone had ever seen. Then she smiled a different smile, it was the smile of the cat who ate the canary, and he thought it was because she felt safe; but then he felt a tap on his shoulder... Shinji had been having fun watching Asuka practically throw herself all over the guard, but then he started having reservations about Asuka's plan; he was pretty sure that he couldn't bring himself to do his part. He had admitted to himself that Asuka's plan had the highest chance of success, but he just couldn't do the role she'd assigned him to. When she finally got the helmet on, it was time for him to take over, but he could only look at the man's back. Then his head started to throb, and when the guard turned around, his face slowly faded from view, only to be replaced by his father's. While looking at his father's visage on this man, Shinji's thoughts fled back to three years ago, back to when the man he called 'father' killed his very soul. He felt his blood begin to boil, the feeling driving away some of the sirens call for combat. At that point, any reservations he had about what he had to do went out the window. When the guard turned around again, because Asuka had called him, Shinji walked up, right behind him, and tapped him on the shoulder. When the man turned around, Shinji slammed the garbage-can lid into his nose. He was holding it by the top strip, so the lid hit the guards nose with the flat part. The man's world turned white with blistering pain. Blood flowed freely from his now-broken nose. He reeled back, but kept his balance. Then he realized that he was under attack, so he reached for his gun; a big mistake. Shinji used the time that he was given to cross the distance between him and the guard and drove his foot into the man's groin. Hard. Opening his mouth, but no sound coming out, he dropped to his knees in agony. Shinji, still seeing his father's face on the man, took the man's head by his hair, and buried his knee into the hated visage. The man flopped to the ground and Shinji started to turn to the exit, but he heard the man moan, still awake. Looking down at the lid as if he forgot it, he looked back at the maimed guard. But his father's face was still on it. "When I say, 'Stay down!'," he said while approaching the prone form, "I mean it!" he finished the sentence while lifting the lid high above his head, then he brought it down on top of the man's head. He did that with so much force that the lid folded across the middle. The man was not going to be going anywhere for a long time. When Shinji saw this, he tossed the dented weapon back into the ally that he got it from and started to walk to the entrance. Asuka, not wanting to be undone by this...this..._male_ picked the helmet off her head and tossed it next to the man on the ground. In order to get to the door that Shinji was standing by, she had to walk by the injured man. She kicked him in the head as she walked by him. Then she reached Shinji and saw the quizzical look on his face, she answered the question that she knew was coming. "You don't think I didn't see that perverts eyes looking at me, did you?" she replied, but then went on before he could answer. "I had to teach him a lesson about how to tread a lady like me!" she said as Shinji pried open the door. Then she walked by him and into the blackness. Shinji could only shake his head and mumble to himself. It was the same retort that he wanted to use on Asuka when they fought their first Angel together over Japanese soil. It was when she said she should go first. "You're the _most_ unlady like girl I've ever met, Asuka," he said. end part 12 Cory Holmes gholmes@rodeo.sd27.bc.ca Thanks to: Mark Eymer, Jusenkyo Guide, Addison Godel, and Short Yes.