*7/12/99-
uh tired bored, still struggling to stand up... barely alive, cigarettes, coffee, no sleep, and anger don't mix kiddos... still no DR, um.. movie of the week: A clockwork orange- didn't see American pie but rented this and and and and dead man on campus, one word: Kubrick, watch it it's actually good if you have the sense to understand it, if you don't, then skip to the rape/sex scenes and the 'ultra-violence'... about the don't mix stuff, thought of my ex, and a story popped in my head, so i wrote 3... my friend heard them(he's an idiot and got the meaning of them better than someone i'd figure would get the hidden meanings that were obvious) so he asked me to write one.. and she still doesn't have a clue, show of the week: X-games- anything x games, tony hawk's 900 was sweet, Jay Miron the Canadian Beast my favorite should win in all bike stuff and got the high score but still lost to Mirra... Album of the Week: Bjork- any Bjork 120 minutes is actually good other than this crappy cars song from fear factory, best stuff on Mtv... and now

A Ballad by Phillipe Ondez 
I feel no pain for the white women
because they're too loose and baggy to feel it anyway
i didn't even know my first throw
but she did the job anyway
no remose
no regret
no reason to stay after i'm spent
feelin no pain or sorrow
just toss me a towel and i'll say
"hey, let's do it again tomorrow"
i'll brag to my friends and she won't admit
make something up like i put it in her ear
but what do i care?
don't need no respect for the white women
no remose
no regret
no reason to stay after i'm spent

*7/5/99-
"I'm not responsible for babysitting your children" added some rant stuff, lots of pictures, um... just playing with the site, want to throw some crap in, to start off the new month, Show of the Week: South Park- it's just damn funny at times... Movie of the Week: South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut- FUNNY AS HELL, the review said they had to edit things for the censors, but they just went in and made it 5X worse, they have Cartman doing a dragonball thing toward the end, the whole 'my mother poked me in the heart with a coathanger when i was just a small baby' thing almost made me laugh really loud, but i figured someone might get pissed(refering to she tried to abort him),I've got a game for the site, it's hangman, and I'm gonna try to fix it so i can learn javascript and put bad words in it, there's some other javagames i want to put on also... um uh... Album on the Week: Cranberries- pick an album, she doesn't sound like she's singing Zombie but i'm ok or something, it's on the radio, I don't care, just making filler, like a chump Eh? like a chump eh?(Nookie's on), mind's going blank, Do you Think her tits look real? is this before or after she got salene(silly song about her implants, oh doctor doctor, how would you like them to be, I must confess that my breasts, blah blah balh), I'd fuck her... what she's 17? even better, my friends tell me that and it's like what's your point? oh yeah read my uh insightful comment to pissant Feedback GM in my rant sectionwill go on about July 4th crap next time maybe, still out of DR, but trying to be known by joining onelists, doing this site, and constantly annoying Wren's Nest like the book of Hereos, Powerhaus- he was the best lover I've ever had, or my commentary on bows where she changed the word Crap to guff, silly Dream... read the little thing that goes with the Brit Spears pic if you couldn't see it while it took forever to load What else, oh yeah i got some silly stories to add to the site, butchered my old one and need to make it nifty. If you don't goto Dr.html and just the 5450 thing, or do index.html instead of dr.html you get the opening page which was a Dragonball/Gohan thing, but i'll make it niftier hopefully, Geo/yahoo messes things up right now and makes things complicated, also I'm working on some Java stuff and an icon for a back button(like the ones on my mugs, which incidently is still available in amber)The stink of dog is still upon you, i'm hot and bothered and for some reason i keep going on and on... um... gonna play with the site now, look all over for updates since i gave up on sleeping, and Be Young, Have Fun, Drink Pepsi.