The wad of paper is badly wrinkled and soiled. A few of the notes still appear to be legible. Pages 1,2 and 5 are legible. < 244H 166M 254F 479179G 3300252X > l 1 I write this not for other eyes to see, but rather to reflect on the latest chain of events. As Commander, I am one of the few who are allowed down to the Justice complex. I have seen things that make me question what purpose some in the Order serve. My men are of the Faith; they will harm no one that does not deserve it. Order of the Faith, Commander Johl < 244H 166M 254F 479179G 3300252X > l 2 It has been weeks since my last entry. Things have become worse. I fear that I am to be replaced soon. I have received documents that show some in the Order are not all they seem to be. Some claim my statements are wild speculations. The documents, which I have put in storage in my study, will prove otherwise. Rezlar Protect us all. Commander Johl Light. I need more light. No sun. Lock me up will they?!! Prison with no escape? No recalling home. Commander Johl! HA! My cause is just that cause cause cause! Phaklin!? My key Phaklin! Gloves cut wood like lard! Pharklin traitor! Small voices under door. I hear them. I will kill them all. All must die. I protect them now. Daggers? No excuses! I'll not do it! I do them first! N ore nk.. las Co