“Guess you’ll have to try with another led foot next time,” Stef said as we followed them through the garage into the hallway that lead to his kitchen, living and dining room area. Nick checked his answering machine as Stef and I stood looking around from where we had stopped.

“You want to go out and observe the bay?” Brian asked me, his arm around my waist almost as a guide to the door.

“I’d love to,” I smiled as we slipped through the french doors out to the patio that had the pool and a railing that overlooked Tampa Bay. Brian stood against the rail quiet.

“It’s so pretty. It seems those lights go on forever,” I smiled.

“Yeah,” he said almost as an automated response from his thoughts.

*Same Time*

Stef looked at Nick as he wrote down some information from the messages left on his machine. She came behind him and slithered her hands around his waist. He smiled to himself as he turned around and looked at her.

“Can I help you?” he asked.

“Actually you can,” she laughed as she gently grabbed his hand and led him into the family room where a pool table sat, that she’d seen when she was looking around.

She saw the balls were ready to break at one end of the table. She went and grabbed a cue stick, and almost leaned against it like a cane. She looked stunning to Nick, like a model from a magazine. A smirk crossed his face as he walked towards her, and left their lips only inches apart.

“Do you want to break or should I?” he asked teasing her lips as she tried to press forward as he would only move inches away.

“I broke last time, remember?” Stef played as she reached her hands out and pulled his waist into her.

A shock wave of passion went through Nick as he coupled her face in his hands and gently let his lips collide with hers. Stef leaned herself against the pool table and Nick followed like a lost puppy. He gently lifted her up on the table, and began to kiss her collar bone. She threw her head back and moaned as she felt his tongue on her skin. She reached her hands around his neck and began making circles with her fingernails. He moaned with desire as her eyes met his. So much emotion tailed around in those eyes, as he gently looked away and focused on her shirt. He took it off with such grace, almost afraid to break her. She admired that about him, and somehow it managed to turn her on. She felt for the bulge in his pants and began to rub him over his clothing. It became harder for him to focus on her, as much as she was turning him on. She slowly unbuttoned his pants and unzipped his zipper. They fell to the ground, and she didn’t let his boxers stay on much longer either. Soon he was naked from the waist down, and she smirked at the idea of him growing right before her eyes. “This isn’t fair,” Nick smiled as he un did Stef's pants. He lifted her slightly to pull them out from under her, and let them fall on top of his. Nick made a trail of kisses from her breasts and kneeled down and began kissing her stomach. He slowly pushed her back as she propped herself on her hands as he began kissing her inner thighs.

“Nick,” she softly moaned as he finally began kissing between her legs.

He let his tongue soak up everything with in her, as he was happy to please her. His lips made their way back up to hers, as he harshly threw his lips into hers, the passion too much to bare. He reached down to her hips and thrusted himself inside of her, causing her to shutter from partial pain and partial pleasure. He was in a rough mood, which was kinky enough for her.

*Same Time*

“Brian what’s wrong?” I asked quietly, barely above a whisper.

“Nothing...everything...I don’t know,” he looked at me, and I could see all the pain inside of him, just dying to get out.

“Brian, you can talk to me. It’s not like I’m going to run to the tabloids and yell, ‘Look what Brian Littrell told me’.”

“I know, but it’s hard opening up to you when I barely know you.”

“Well maybe that’s good though, because I’m a perfect stranger, I don’t know the situation, so maybe because I’m not in your bubble, it wouldn’t be as easy for me to make a judgment, and so I won’t, and I’ll just listen,”

He sighed and looked out at the water for awhile, before looking at me.

“Brian if you don’t tell me what’s wrong, I swear I’m going to jump in this pool,” I tried getting him to open up. When he didn’t say a word, I began peeling off my clothes article by article. He looked at me like I was crazy until I leaped forward into the deep end of the pool. When I came up, the look on Brian’s face was pure shock.

“What?” I swam over to the side of the pool, as Brian kneeled down. He looked into my eyes, and tears began filling his.

“I thought that I had this worked out so perfectly. I thought that I had finally found the girl of my dreams, but my dreams have become one big nightmare,” he said trying to stop the tears from falling.

“What do you mean?”

“Leighanne, she’s too much to handle anymore. She constantly yells at me, and she doesn’t like me to spend time with anyone but her. When I do spend time with her, all she talks about is how she’s not happy with our life since we got married. As if it couldn’t get any worst, a few months back, I found out that she was cheating on me. I wanted to try and get past it, but she wouldn’t stop. Then I got home from the tour and our locks had been changed. I get a call from Nick and he told me that my stuff had been shipped to his house. And that I had mail there too. So I flew down here, and the mail was divorce papers. My life is over. My family is going to think I’m a failure, and those that tried to warn me about getting married to her before, are now going to say I told you so.”

I felt so sorry for him, and I just wanted to get out and hug him, but I thought it might be awkward.

“I’m so sorry Brian. You don’t deserve her and you don’t deserve to be cheated on. Maybe some day you will find someone who will love you and not hurt you intentionally like that.”

“I want to. That’s what keeps me going is realizing that she may have not been the one, but that means the one for me is still out there roaming this earth somewhere.”

I wanted to lighten the mood, so I joked “Or maybe in this pool naked.”

He looked at me and laughed at the joke. I reached one hand out and he thought I was getting out, but I pulled him in with me.

He came up for air and laughed at me, “What was that for?”

I pulled him against me, and kissed him. He put his hands on my waist and I could tell he felt awkward about it.

“Don’t be afraid Brian, I won’t hurt you,” I smiled. He kissed my cheek, and then my neck. I could tell he wanted to let his emotions override his common sense, but didn’t want to ruin anything that could be.

“Brian, I don’t want to have sex, but I do want to make you forget about her.”

“But I don’t want to take advantage of you.”

“Who said it was taking advantage, I’m letting you do whatever you want. I just want to see the light in your eyes again. The one that Leighanne has put out.”

His lips trembled as he pushed them against my collar bone. I felt his hands shake as they reached for my breasts. I moaned a little and began to take off his shirt. I threw the wet cloth behind me, and pierced my eyes into his. He put his knee in between my legs almost as a stool to prop me up. His lips parted enough for his tongue to make a trail down to my left breast. He began massaging it with his tongue as I laid my head back just letting the emotions over ride me. I felt his left hand reach for my other breast. His left hand however, made it’s way down in between my legs. Before inserting his index and middle fingers inside of me, his eyes searched mine for approval. I pulled his face forward and kissed him gently as he inserted his fingers. I moaned softly into his mouth wanting him to grace me with his love.

“Brian-” was all I could get out of my mouth.

So much was going through my head. I wanted to say so much, but the words just wouldn’t come. I felt encased in such passion, it was unbelievable. I hadn’t felt anything like it since I had felt the arms of Brad. I reached down and slowly unbuttoned his jeans. I held my breath as I went underwater to pull the rest of his clothes off. After pulling them completely off, I decided it was time to pleasure him a little on my way back up for air. I let my tongue glide from his thigh to the tip of him and let it glide from there all the way to his chest.

“You don’t know how bad I want you right now,” he moaned as I kissed his neck.

“So why not have me?” I questioned.

“But you said you didn’t want to have sex.”

“I don’t Brian. I want to make love.”

“But we hardly know each other.”

“So let your body get to know me.”

A smile slowly crossed his face as he let me touch him before he finally looked at me one last time, almost waiting for me to stop him. Although I didn’t. He first started to enter me, and I thought I could hide my secret, but the truth was I couldn’t. As I slowly tensed up he looked at me questioningly.

“Are you ok?” he asked, trying to stable himself in the water, thinking that maybe that’s what was causing the problem.

“No, it’s just this is the first time for me.” My words smacked him across the face.

“Are you sure you want to do this?”

“Yes Brian.” He grabbed my hand and lead me to the stairs at the entry of the pool.

“Let’s try something,” he whispered seductively. He sat me on the step and raised both of my legs and bent them, with my knees partially spread and against my chest. He entered me once more, and it felt a lot better. With every thrust he made the butterflies in my stomach more and more rapidly flutter. I moaned so slightly and gently cried his name. He continually kissed each of my breasts and sometimes my neck. As our tensions grew higher we both began to rock back and forth, almost shuttering from the pleasure. As I felt him grow harder inside of me, I began to shake.

“Brian please don’t ever stop,” I moaned.

“Just hold on baby,” he cried. As he climaxed inside of me, I felt a release that was nothing like I ever imagined. I looked at him as he gently kissed my lips.

“I was honored to be your first,” he smiled. I brushed his curls away from his forehead as I smiled, in complete awe of what had just occurred.

*AT THE SAME TIME*

“Oh yeah Carter,” Stef moaned as her pelvic thrusts were in sync with Nicks.

“Mmmm yeah, Spice, oh god,” he moaned. He pulled out and pulled her off the table.

“What?” she asked.

“Turn around,” he smiled seductively. She did as instructed, and as she did, she felt a jolt of lightening go through her as Nick re-entered her. She thrusted backwards into his pelvic area, and moaned with each one. She grabbed her breasts and plucked at her nipples while Nick focused his hands in her lower half. She felt his hands greet hers and their fingers intertwined for brief moment before her hands traveled where his had been. She slowly began massaging the outer lips of her area. Nick gently kissed her neck, going from left to right.

“You feel so good,” Nick moaned as his continual thrusts began to stabilize. Stef looked up and saw us standing watching them.

Brian smiled slyly at them and grabbed my hand and lead me to the green couch in front of the table. He sat me down and sat beside me. His hands reached under the towel wrapped around my figure. I felt the same emotions as before as his fingers entered me yet again. I looked over at the couple on at the pool table who were watching us now, still wrapped in their own bliss. I reached over and kissed Brian and pulled him down on me as I laid us down. I reached down and pulled off the towel. He slowly kissed each breast before moving down to my inner thighs.

I closed my eyes and concentrated on what was happening to me, when I felt a mouth on my right breast. I opened my eyes to see Nick suckling on my hardened nipple. I looked and watched Stef as she walked over to Brian and began kissing his neck. I could tell he was excited by the way his tongue movements inside of me changed. She grabbed his head back, as I had done the night before with Nick, and began kissing him passionately. Nick then took over where Brian left off in between my legs. His tongue searched every part of my insides, looking for the juices of my core. As he pulled out he flicked his tongue teasing me ever so gently. I thought it was over, until I felt Nicks fingers massaging my inner thighs. He began toying with me, as he brought the rest of him up to my breasts. He began to work on my left breast, as I felt him abruptly stop. I looked and saw Brian standing over me again. He strattled on top of me and entered.

Nick and Stef went back to the table and Nick laid her down.

He climbed on top of her so barbaric, and whispered “You aren’t jealous of that are you?”

“I want you to do that to me,” she said pointing to me and Brian.

He nodded and like a genie began to thrust himself into her, causing an eruption of emotion in her heart. She rolled over on him and began a motion of her own with her hips. He reached up and coupled her breasts, wishing to kiss them and feel them against his chest. As her climax began she sat Nick up and bounced her whole being up against his stone like body.

Watching Stef and Nick fueled our orgasms like gasoline to a fire.

I saw a storm of emotions raging in Brians eyes as he was coming closer and closer to his climax. I kissed him and felt his tongue massaging mine gently and carefully. As I felt him shutter on top of me, I knew that this was as close to heaven as I would get. He collapsed on top of me, just as Nick did on top of Stef. His trembling lips were back as he kissed me and gently picked up my tired body. He carried me down the hallway to his room, and carefully placed me in his bed. I felt him get in on the other side, and pulled me into his arms.

“Thank you for making me forget about her.”

“Thank you for showing me what I’ve been missing for my entire life.”

“What’s that?”

“What it is to be completely engulfed in someone that their is no way out.”

*At the Same Time*

“Can I clone you and just take you with me everywhere?” Nick asked out of breath.

“Why clone me Carter, I’ll fuck your brains out on command,” Spice said forwardly.

“Oh is that what that was?”

“Just give me the rest of the night, I guarantee you won’t be walking for awhile.”

“Is that a threat or a promise?”

“It’s whatever you want it to be,” she said seductively as she grabbed him and he guided her up the stairs to his room for a long journey ahead.