So Help Me Girl
Rated NC-17
By: Shiloh
(C) TFP/TBB 2002
*Please not all of the little 2's and 3's are begin-quote and end-quote. This was originally typed on a MAC and so the format wouldn't change over. Thanks.
Is it possible to fall in love after just one night of magical bliss? Can
one person realize that the one they vowed to be with forever, isnıt the one
they are supposed to be with? Is it just emotion or is it the true beating
of the heart that leads us to believe that we are in love? Can a person
feel anothers touch and know fate brought them down the wrong path? Can
they turn around and try again?
Mallory looked around as her hips grind to the rhythm of the music. She
noticed two guys staring at her from a table up in the VIP section. Trying
to act uninterested, she quickly looked away and focused her attention to
her dancing.
³Dude you should go dance with her. She looks pretty available,² Nick tried
to convince Brian.
³I donıt know if I could do that to Leighanne though.²
³Brian, listen to yourself, after all the shit sheıs put you through, you
still care about her feelings?²
³Yes Nick, I do because I love her.²
³Whatever man.²
Nick got up from the table and went down to the brunette theyıd been staring
at.
He walked up behind her and grinded his hips into her behind. She looked
and he smiled at her as he leaned down to tell her something.
³My friend up there wants to meet you, but heıs a little shy.²
³Is that a fact?² she smirked.
Nick nodded, and Mallory casually walked over to the table, and stood in
front of Brian. He looked up at her almost afraid to look in her eyes.
With no words at all she grabbed his hand and lead him out onto the dance
floor.
³Your friendıs doing your dirty work,² she yelled over the music as she
pulled his hips into hers.
³What do you mean?²
³Donıt worry about it, just dance with me.²
Brian felt a jolt of energy as they danced more and more. He found himself
lost in her eyes overtime he looked in them.
³Your an amazing dancer,² he said as he grabbed her hand and lead her back
to his table.
³Thanks.²
³So what are you drinking?²
³Sex on the Beach.²
³Come again?²
³Itıs a drink, sex on the beach.²
Brian ordered her drink along with a drink for himself. Mallory peered
around the club and saw Nick with another girl on the floor.
³I see your friend gets around,² she commented to Brian.
³I guess you could call it that.²
³And what would you call it?²
³Heıs lonely he wants to sleep with anything that will hold still long
enough, trying to feel loved.²
³Oh, thatıs deep,² she laughed.
Brian wasnıt kidding though. Heıd seen Nick grow up, and it wasnıt
something that was funny. Their life was real and regardless of what anyone
thought, it was anything but glamorous.
After the two drank their drinks, they went and danced on the floor for
awhile.
Brian tried to keep his cool, but this girl was amazing. She was bringing
him to terms with the fact that he didnıt know what love was. But how could
he love this girl? He had only danced with her and she offended him when he
was trying to be serious.
³Are you ready to leave yet?² she yelled.
³Yeah, let me tell Nick.²
Brian went and told Nick that he was taking this girl up to his room. Nick
raised an eyebrow, partially happy for his best friend, but partially
saddened. He didnıt want him to wake up and face the emptiness of a one
night stand.
³So whatıs your name?² Brian asked as they walked hand in hand to the
elevators of MGM Grand.
³Mallory. Whatıs yours?²
³Brian.²
Brian lead them to the 21-29 floors elevator bay.
³Ohh you have the penthouse huh?² she asked as they went to the last
elevator that was designated for the 29th floor suites.
³Yep, only the best. Minus the fact that Iım afraid of heights.²
They stepped off the elevator and Brian lead her to his room. They walked
in and he put his key down on the coffee table in the living area.
Mallory sat down and discreetly rearranged her dress. Brian sat down next
to her, not sure of what to do.
Mallory looked deep into his eyes and saw a lost and confused man hidden by
an act of happiness.
³Do you want to talk about it?² she asked.
³Talk about what?² he asked confused.
³Whatıs wrong.²
³Why is anything wrong?²
³Because you look like you want to cry.²
³No, what I want is to feel love. I thought I had it. My thoughts are just
so confusing right now.²
³Tell me about it. I am a good listener.²
³I donıt want to talk. I just....this is going to sound so strange, but I
just want someone to hold me, and tell me that itıs all going to be
alright.²
Mallory pulled Brian into her arms, and he laid his head on her shoulder.
He looked up at her, and for no reason at all, sat up and kissed her so
gently. Emotions raged as the twoıs connection became enormous. His hands
reached for her waist as he lifted her up and they slowly walked towards the
bedroom.
Brian pulled out of the kiss and studied Malloryıs body. He gently pulled
the spaghetti straps off her shoulders and replaced them with small kisses.
The dress tumbled to the floor revealing her strapless bra and black satin
thong. He stood there motionless for a moment, almost not knowing what to
do next.
Mallory began unbuttoning his black shirt, revealing his chiseled pecks and
six pack stomach. The shirt slowly slid down his arms before making itıs
way to the ground. She reached for his belt next, never taking her eyes off
of his.
With his left arm, Brian pulled her into him, and began slowly kissing her
neck. She moaned a little bit, pleased as his tongue found his way around
her. With one hand he reached behind her back and unsnapped her bra.
Brian slowly laid her down on the bed, laying down next to her. He gently
began kissing her left arm and made a trail down to her finger tips. He did
the same with her right arm, and kissed each finger tip. He then kissed her
lips and made a trail to each breast and then to her stomach. His fingers
slowly caressing the sides of her body, sending chills up her spine.
³Youıre getting goose bumps are you alright?² he whispered.
³Iım fine. Iıve just never felt this way before.²
He began kissing her inner thighs, and made his way all the down to her
ankles. His fingers gently tickled each foot. Normally she hated when her
feet were tickled, but something about it made her heart skip a beat.
He crawled up next to her and began kissing her eyes, her nose, her cheeks,
her ears, and then a long sensuous kiss on her lips.
She slowly reached down and peeled his boxers off and adjusted herself on
top of him. She slowly kissed his broad chest and began giving him the same
pleasure that she had just received.
Her fingertips played with the hairs on his legs as she began making a trail
of kisses up his legs and to his stomach. He liked her teasing and for once
was craving her attention instead of dreading it like he had many times
before.
She came eye to eye with him, pleading for him to take over, and control her
emotions forever. He rolled her over, and laid on top of her. His lips
pressed to hers as he slowly entered her a tiny bit. He began a slow motion
not yet entering her fully. Their eyes never left each others as this game
continued on.
³Brian,² was all she could whisper.
He liked the idea of controlling her climax, and embraced the new emotion
heıd never felt before. He continued to slowly enter her little by little.
His pace never quickened, even though his emotions were raging inside. Just
when he thought that he couldnıt stand it any longer, his thrusts fully went
inside of her causing her body to shutter. They both moaned in passion,
craving the others body to surround them in the bubble that they had both
created that night.
As the two slowly climaxed together, Brian realized for the first time, he
was not in love with Leighanne. For some strange reason this girl that heıd
found in the sea of people at the club, was the one he wanted to be with.
He found it strange that he barely knew her name, but knew so much about
her. He knew what she liked and what she didnıt like, without her telling
him.
Soon the two fell asleep, lost in each others arms.
The next morning, Brian woke up to find Mallory still there. Sheıd not
moved an inch since the happenings of the previous evening. He still felt a
connection with her, and was somewhat thankful that she had stayed the
night. Not sure of what to do, because heıd never had a one night stand, he
simply studied her sleeping. He memorized every inch of her body, as if he
was going to be tested on it later.
³I donıt know why but somehow I think I love you,² he whispered, caressing
her face, and her hair.
You could have kissed me
Like this wasn't goin' to last
Kept me from sayin' something
I'll never take back
You could have held me
Like there was no chance
Of me waking up where I am
You could have stopped short of
Every dream I've ever had
So help me girl you've gone to far
It's way to late to save my heart
The way it feels each time we touch
I know I've never been so loved
And I can't help myself
So help me girl
You had to be there when that old sun came up
Makin' last night feel like a vison of things yet to come
You just had to hold me like nobody else
Now look what you've gone and done
You had to love me 'til I just can't get enough
So help me girl you've gone to far
It's way to late to save my heart
The way it feels each time we touch
I know I've never been so loved
And I can't help myself
So help me girl
(you've gone to far)
(it's way too late to save my heart)
The way it feels each time we touch
I know I've never been so loved
And I can't help myself
So help me girl
Now I can't help myself
So help me girl