| Is it that bad to say something that you really want but you can't 'cause you're hanging out with people who's much more better than you are,who's much more populer than you ever be?I seen that kind of people before,as a matter of fact i'm one of them too.Most people considered that Freedom of Speech is just plain too rude(for Malaysians they considered you as a uneducated idiot in this soceity) and without any goddamn manners.To pretend someone is bad enough but to talk like one is a ridiculous crap.It's normal for people to talk dirty,to swear a lot or even talk some pretty weird stuff,but others as in the "Norms" can't stand this sort of conversation and would rather leave(Saw that before).Most people admit to themselves(And to me even) that they are very open-minded people but can't stand of talking dirty jokes in the public(So much for "open-minded").I only admire people who talks freely and don't give a crap who's next to them even that person is someone you don't even know. Very few people archive this goal and should be considered lucky.Others are just plain thrash waitting to be fuck by stray dogs.People wanted to have a funny conversation no matter how ridiculous or how stupid it sounds as long it's funny.This is the part of the conversation that would cheer up the living room with people.I been(And experienced) to a "Norms" conversation and believe me i rather hung myself in front of them than listen to their boring conversation about fashion statements,cars or a blooming celluphone.If there's no conversation between those "Norms" it would be dead quiet.Same as a cemetary.At least the cemetary is much more livelier than the "Norms". Sometimes if i felt like it i would cheer up the mood by doing wacky stuff or talk funny(Work best with liqour around).But not everyone would be laughing,one or two people might pissed off 'cause they hate drunken bastards ruining the party.A party is a party and when there's a party,there's fun and laughing.What's the point of a party if no one is having fun?Why don't you go back home and shit on your dog if you don't want ANY fun at all?As far i can see it,even sometimes people might not like to be with you because you're a little bit freakier than the rest of the "Norms". What happens next?They would go on their business and leaving you behind.If there's some nice gossip or everyone is having a drink,they don't tend to invite you because two of your friend's friend didn't like you very much because you don't share the same common thing that they do. So what did they do to make you so pissed at them?Even you try to have a conversation with one of them,you wouldn't be suprised to see that he/she didn't even glance at you and even talk back to you.The way they look down at you,you would so sure that you felt you wanted to pull a gun out of your pocket and put a hole into their nice fine legs.You know,the most funneist thing happened to me a long time ago,that everyone is going out to have a drink and i'm not going with them 'cause i hate my friend's friends and they hate me too.I was at home playing IRC,chatting and of all the sudden my friend called me to ask me if i wanted to go to the arcades and joined him.I asked him whether "His" friends were around.A simple "Yes" i heard from him and i said a simple "No" to him. The second call called and it's my other friend asking if i wanted to have some drinks with him and with my friend together.I asked him the same question whether "They" are still around.He said "Yes" and again i replied "No".Till around 10 pm i received another call and guess who's calling?It's from the person i hated the most.The way that person asked me whether i wanted to join them for some drinks with them all sounded like "You shouldn't be there with us" tone.She even said to me that i shouldn't waste her valuable time talking to her on the phone.I said a simple "No" to her and end the conversation,IF that's a conversation.You would know better to waste your time with the person you hated the most and do something else to kill time. |
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