"Poor Spikey! Can't be a human, can't be a vampire.
All you can do is follow me around making moon eyes." - Buffy
"I'm in love with you!" - Spike

If I were to die this morning
Would you tell me things that you wouldn't have?
Would you be my navigator?
Would you take me to a place we could hide?


Buffy breathe heavily as she rested her back on the cold concrete floor where she and Spike lay. They were both staring at what used to be the ceiling of the abandoned building where they spent the night. Buffy thought she could fight the attraction that led her to do what she did. Fighting the dark side was harder that she thought. The seduction was real and she was afraid that she couldn't get enough of it.


As I'm falling out
I wonder what I lost
Must be moving on
Know I'll be waiting here alone


Spike rolled his eyes as he relaxed from yet another sexual encounter with the Slayer. If he were to count how many times in the past 8 hours that he and Buffy were engaged in what seemed to be a marathon, then his hands would not be enough to count them all. Spike still couldn't believe that he and Buffy did it. What happened last night was the last thing he expected, considering he only planned to prove to Buffy, once and for all, that he was not a neutered vampire. That he was still dangerous, an evil, and capable of killing again.

But, Spike knew that he was lying to himself. After last night, he realized that there was no way that he could hurt Buffy, even if she was now--less human. It was too late for him now. He was no longer free. He was, and will be forever be, under her power.


"Oh God..." sighed Spike.

"You can say that again," gushed Buffy.

"It was..." trailed Spike.

"...like a warm champagne."
"Amazing."

They both looked at each other, realizing what they said in unison.

Spike was the first to speak. "More than amazing luv. It was the best," Spike turned to look at her. "You were the best." There was a momentarily silence. He felt that Buffy was once more drifting away from him.

Buffy moved her hand on her neck trying to feel something, but failed. Spike noticed it and asked, "What?"

"Nothing," she immediately removed her hands. Buffy glanced at Spike but never looked at him long enough. She was afraid that he could see what she was thinking. After a few seconds, Spike glanced at her.

"You didn't..." she started to say.

"Bite you?" Spike chuckled. "Would it excite you more if I did?"

Buffy didn't say anything. She presumed that he would, especially now that they both have a revelation about her existence. What could be stopping him now? she asked herself.


You're everything that led me to believe
"Hold on, Hold on"
You're the wonder in everything
That's wonderful

You're the wonder in everything
That's wonderful


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