My name is Stirling. I am AD/DL (about 75% DL and 25% AB) and a pants-wetter. I want to re-learn to wet the bed again someday, too!
My favorite DIAPERS are ATTENDS, but for now I wear DEPENDS because ATTENDS are difficult to find in the Green Bay, WI area where I now live. I do really want to try CLOTH DIAPERS, too, and think they would really compliment the PLASTIC PANTS that I just love so much!
Since I was small I had a strong desire to be in DIAPERS. Being the oldest of 4 children, there were PAMPERS in my childhood home until I was 10 or 11 years of age. I wore and wet my brother's and sisters' DIAPERS until they no longer needed them. (Even after their DIAPERS no longer fit me, I would put the PAMPERS inside my underwear as "soakers".)
In my teen years I learned to "DIAPER" myself with towels, using garbage bags with strategically cut holes as my PLASTIC PANTS.
When I was 20 years old and living on my own I discovered other "WATERSPORTS" and, along with my discovery, the joy of WETTING MY PANTS!
After a while, I decided to tell my BOYFRIEND about my new found pleasure. He was definitely intrigued, but said he was "not ready to start WETTING HIS PANTS".
A few weeks later we were sitting at home, just the 2 of us, having a few quiet drinks, and I approached the subject again. He asked me to WET MY PANTS for him! (I wasn't all that surprised because he was always willing to experiment in any sexual way possible!) As I began to WET MY PANTS, I could tell he was obviously aroused! He then admitted he had been WETTING HIS PANTS! He went into the closet to pull out a pair of SOAKED JEANS he had been WETTING for the past few days! (Every time he had been alone he was putting the jeans back on and WETTING them.... over and over!) He put his already WET JEANS on and we WET ourselves until early in the morning!
A few months later, I saw an ad in a magazine for the DIAPER PAIL FRIENDS (or DPF). I soon found myself at the local Walgreens buying my first pair of DEPENDS! To this day I do not know if I was more NERVOUS or more EXCITED and CONTENT! My boyfriend was working that night, so I rushed home to put the DIAPER on myself! I can still remember the satisfaction I felt in lying on my back, slipping the DIAPER under my butt, and fastening the DIAPER TABS... for the first time since I was a child. THIS time it was special! I knew DIAPERS were something I would become very "attached" to and would wear DIAPERS for the rest of my life! Within hours I was WET and CONTENT!
It was merely days before I told my BOYFRIEND about my DIAPERS! I was so pleased when he asked me to put a DIAPER on for him! I was even more thrilled when he said, " I LIKE IT!". In just a few short weeks we were enjoying DIAPERS together! There was even a period of time when he was DIAPERED more often then I!
This relationship was over in a few years, although he was a part of my life for 5 years. I went through other much shorter relationships, and hid my DIAPERS from my BOYFRIENDS. One of my other past BOYFRIENDS found out about my DIAPERS, and it meant the end of "us". (Sometimes thing just aren't meant to be.... :-))
Things are GREAT now, better than ever! I met my current LOVER through gay.com chat (I am under the chat name diaperGBguy).
Perhaps..... one day..... more to come.... :-))
Stay Diapered AND Happy!!!
Your In Diapers,
Stirling