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Limelight
By Karisma
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Chapter Five
“Mina! How could you not tell me the truth!” Serena all but yelled into her
sister’s ear over the telephone that same night.
“Calm down, Sere.” Mina replied, not the least bit fazed. “I didn’t think it
was that important. I figured you wouldn’t even be seeing him, much less going
out with him. I just didn’t want to give you useless information.”
The explanation sounded like something Mina would rationalize, but Serena
wouldn’t give up. “Well, I think it would have been a pretty vital part
considering the entire studio knows Mina and Darien’s relationship really isn’t
with the exception of Mina herself—or me, who is really you!” Growing slightly
frustrated at her lack of ability to sort the two of them out, Serena stopped
ranting long enough to catch her breath.
Mina was silent on the other end.
“Mina? You there?”
“Yeah, okay, Sere.” She blew out her breath. “I didn’t want you to know because
I was afraid of what you’d think of me, alright?”
Serena’s face and heart softened at the weak sound in her sister’s voice.
“Mina, you know I would never think anything bad of you.”
“Serena, I’m twenty-seven, I have absolutely no life out of the movies, photo
shoots, and interviews. They only thing that made me seem even half way normal
was the fact I had a boyfriend. And even that is a lie—and for what?—a movie!”
She laughed bitterly. “Have you heard anything so pathetic in your life?”
“Yes,” Serena countered gently, hoping to bring a smile to her sister’s face.
“I’m twenty-seven going on forty. I have no life outside my physics lab and
research. I haven’t been on a date in ages—unless you count late nights with
Melvin running tests over and over again—much less been glanced at by anything
male and human. And the worst part is, I’m not even creative enough to make up
a boyfriend so I can escape the weird looks people give me when they realize
I’m not involved.” She rubbed her forehead, suddenly depressed by the fact that
now that she had said it aloud, the awareness that her life sucked was tenfold.
Her spirits lifted when she heard Mina’s light laughter on the other end.
“Listen, Sere. I’m calling from the airport and my flight’s about to leave. I’m
going to be moving fairly quickly so either I’ll call you or write—but don’t
write back because I’ll be gone, alright?”
“Sure,” Serena felt a pang of regret, recognizing that once Mina hung up she’d
be alone again, facing all the problems that had been unknowingly passed on to
her.
“I love you.” Mina sang.
“Love you, too,” Serena murmured and softly placed the cordless phone back in
its cradle. She looked around the large expanse of Mina’s home blankly. After
roaming about for a few moments, gazing at photos she had framed of them when
they were younger and as they had grown up. She smiled softly at a few of them
and then settled down on the crème leather couch, preparing to find some old
reruns. She reached for the remote lying on the glass coffee table in front of
her, accidentally brushing across a black tape. Serena curiously picked it up,
peeling off the sticky note attached to it.Mina,Thought you may want to watch
what we have of the movie so far. The rest of the plot is in the new
script.Nigel
Serena smiled, happy she had something to occupy her time for the next two
hours or so. She was also grateful, now she knew what she was going into
tomorrow. It gave her a great way to get to know “Chloe”.
She popped the tape in and curled up on the couch, crunching on her pretzels and
hugging a cool cushion to her chest. The credits started and Serena settled in,
preparing to laugh at the corniness and scorn the entire mushy plot—and groan
and how they would change it to make it even worse.
A bit over two hours later, after she had completed the movie and read the new
script ending thoroughly, a sniffling Serena wiped one of the few tears the
movie had managed to wring out of her. She prided herself on her ability to
reason and not get carried away her entire life—Mina was the soft one, the one
who lost herself in everything. But Only You had been one of the sweetest
movies she had every allowed herself to watch. She had actually wanted the
couple to be together in the end, sappiness and all. And after reading the new
ending, she was slightly embarrassed to admit she loved it—and was happy Elaine
had the good sense to give the lovebirds a happily ever after.
She had scoffed the entire thought of a happy ending, but that was before she
had allowed herself to see the characters Chloe and Jared—and see the love they
shared was more than puppy love. Nigel had done a wonderful job with the
majority of the film, weaving an intense Jared into the simple life of Chloe, a
young women who lives to please her parents—so much she would marry a man she
doesn’t truly love. Jared Wilkins comes into the small town as a stranger who
befriends Chloe. They spend some time together talking and laughing and before
Chloe knows it—she’s in love. Jared, however, has known for some time that he
is in love with her, but has no clue she has been promised to another. This was
where Elaine changed the plot.
And tomorrow, she, Serena Kinsley, would be Chloe Jenkins and change the fate
of a couple in love. The thought embarrassingly enough, made her giddy. Except
for the tiny detail that she would be loving a man who despised her, or her
sister, but she was her sister….Oh, it was all terribly confusing.
But as Serena got ready for bed, an emotion she had been to busy and possibly
to ashamed to let catch up to her, overwhelmed her. Just the thought of Darien
let the feelings wash over her again.
Happiness.
She was happy Darien and Mina were not in an actual relationship. Because that
made Darien single? A free agent? Available? Of course he wasn’t—not to her
anyway. Because according to Darien, he despised Mina, and for the time being,
she was Mina. And that left no room for any sort of intimate relationship. Not
that she wanted any in the first place.
Because she didn’t.
Really.
Morning came and with it a sense of impeding doom. What had she been thinking?
She had been so busy sighing and moaning about the movie, it hadn’t dawned on
her what she would be doing today. With whom. She would have to act—in front of
a camera. She would have to cry—in front of a camera. Oh, Lord in heaven, she’d
have to kiss Darien. That thought alone was enough to make her want to
faint—not to mention she would be doing it in front of a camera!
Serena quickly drove to the park where it was agreed the cast and crew would
meet. After she had parked, she whispered a silent prayer and got out of the
vehicle. Jogging over to where Elaine and Nigel stood, she smiled and greeted
them. After a moment, they directed her to a large trailer where she would get
dressed.
She entered the comfortable atmosphere and immediately found the dress she was
to wear for the scene. It was a light summer dress with short sleeves and a
full-length skirt. The pattern was simple, a pale yellow with pastel blue
flowers. Unfortunately, the material was so sheer, it required a white slip.
Serena quickly undressed, feeling slightly awkward being in her underwear in
such a foreign place. She slid into the light material of the slip and caught a
glance of herself in the mirror. The slip was pretty and modest enough to be a
dress of it’s own, Serena shrugged and reached for the sundress when she heard
the door of the trailer open. Serena spun around to see Darien there, staring
intently at her without a trace of embarrassment or an apology in his eyes.
Serena gasped and instinctively held the dress in one fist over her chest.
“Don’t stop on my account,” he said dryly before entering the suddenly
confining space.
“W-What are you doing here?” Serena mumbled, hating herself for stuttering.
“I’m glad to see you too, Mina,” he shot back with mock warmness. “Nigel
requests that we run through our lines together. But I’ll permit you to finish
dressing first…if that’s what you want to do. I don’t mind in the least if
you’d rather not.” He grinned at her and chills were running up and down
Serena’s body so fast, she would have thought lightening had struck.
After collecting herself and remembering to scowl at his impertinence, she
quickly slid the cool material over her head and smoothed it out. Satisfied,
she lifted her head to find Darien’s eyes so intensely focused on her, she had
to look away. Clearing her throat, she sat down on the small couch attached to
the side of the trailer and waited for him to do the same. Surprised when he
opted to sit next to her rather than opposite, Serena blinked and coughed
nervously.
“Do you have your script?” Darien asked mildly and Serena jumped up to snatch
it off the small table across the “room”. When she arrived back to him, she
casually sat directly opposite him so she was looking at him rather than
touching him.
Darien gave her an amused glance as if he knew what she was thinking and her
immediate reaction was blushing and looking down at the thick binder in front
of her. The next thing she was aware of was a slow movement and then the smell
of masculine cologne. Looking up, she blinked to find him seated next to her.
“Is page 46 alright with you?” His tone was brisk and business like.
Serena took the hint and nodded, reprimanding herself for thinking his actions
had meant something more. This wasn’t high school anymore, they were adults and
sitting next to members of the opposite sex meant nothing. Just like the
shivers she got whenever their legs brushed meant absolutely nothing. Clearing
her head, she focused on her lines.
“Sometimes what you want isn’t always what’s good for you,” she said, her voice
thick as she imagined trying to explain her case to Jared.
“And sometimes what you’re forced to do isn’t what’s good for you.” He
countered, his voice clear and strong.
“Who says I’m being forced?” Chloe told him haughtily.
Jared scoffed, “You’re telling me you want to marry him? A man you don’t even
love?”
Chloe stuck out her chin proudly, “Who says I don’t love him?”
“You can’t.” He said simply.
“And just why not?”
Jared’s hands cupped Chloe’s face and forced her eyes to meet his. “Because you
love me.” He said softly before dipping his head and kissing her gently.
Chloe’s head swam with thoughts as the kiss lasted. And lasted. Suddenly, it
wasn’t Jared and Chloe kissing. It was Darien kissing Serena…and Serena kissing
him back. The short but sweet kiss that was written in the script had been
erased and with it came a new scene. One that had nothing to do with a movie.
This one was only the two of them in their own world.
When they pulled apart slowly, Darien’s hands still braced around Serena’s
face, a slow grin formed on Darien’s face at the shock written on his
partner’s.
“I think I hear them calling us. Shall we go?” Darien stated calmly, getting up
and preparing to leave the trailer. He stopped only to look at Serena and smile
wryly. “I would…freshen up if I were you.” And with that he was gone.
Serena furrowed her brow at his last comment and walked over to a mirror. What
she saw angered and embarrassed her all at once. Her hair was tousled about her
face and her lips were bruised red from his kisses. Anger took over her as she
smoothed her hair and licked her lips. The nerve of him! Doing this to her and
then advising she fix it! But, she admitted wryly, she hadn’t exactly put a
stop to his behavior. But what had caused him to kiss her? Hadn’t he stressed
enough last night he wanted nothing to do with her?
Frowning at her reflection, she sighed and walked out the door, unsure of what
the day would hold.
Hours later, Serena was finishing the take in the park where she broke of her
romance with Jared due to her duty to marry someone else.
After breaking away from his kiss, tears forming in her eyes, Chloe pursed her
lips and took a shaky breath. “I’m so sorry,” she whispered, her voice
trembling. “I never meant to hurt you.”
Jared reached out for her, his face pained and anxious, but Chloe shook her
head and back up.
“I’m sorry,” she repeated hoarsely before taking a few steps backward. Then,
with a choked sob, she spun around and fled.
“Cut!” A loud voice announced, and Serena stopped to walk back to the group,
hope on her face. “Wonderful take, that’s it for that scene!’
“Yes!” Serena pumped her fist in the air with happiness, they must have gone
over it a million times before Nigel was finally happy with the work they had
produced.
“Now the last scene. While there is still light. Then we’ll see if we can call
it a day.”
Serena sighed tiredly and walked over back to the trailer where her next
costume awaited her.
“You act like you’ve never done this before,” a cool voice said behind her. She
spun around to meet Darien’s discerning gaze.
“I’m just tired. Didn’t get much sleep last night.”
“Lying takes it out of people,” he said pointedly and Serena winced.
“Look, I’m sorry. Alright?” Serena sighed and walked closer to him, feeling the
entire crew need not hear this. “I don’t know what else to tell you. I
understand where you’re coming from and it’s over. I’ll tell the press we
mutually decided to call it off. Would that make you happy?” She finished,
suddenly feeling incredibly tired.
Darien’s expression was one of suspicious disbelief. “No games?”
Serena sighed again, rubbing the bridge of her nose, “None.” And she entered
her trailer; unaware of the piercing eyes boring into her back.
Chloe stood in front of her mirror, full bridal attire in place, sobbing her
heart out. She sniffed loudly and took the tissue to swipe her face dry,
careful of her immaculate make up. She had a wedding to attend in less than thirty
seconds and instead of anxiously waiting to meet her husband, she was gladly
willing to trade this appointment for a root canal.
Taking a deep breath, she exited the small room and barely remembered walking
down the aisle with her happy father. She met her future husband where the
priest was waiting and was numb at the prospect of spending her life with this
man. As the priest waited for her consent to start the ceremony, she looked
around the room and her eyes were immediately drawn to a lone figure in the
back, staring at her with intense passion. This was it—her last chance. If she
turned it was over.
She dropped her eyes to the floor and brought her gaze back to the priest and
gave a slight nod. Her answer was given. It was done.
After a few moments, while her husband was regurgitating his vows, Chloe snuck
a glance at where she had seen Jared last.
The space was empty. Her heart sank the finality of it all. Turning her
attention to the cold band on her finger and equally icy emptiness in her heart,
she looked at the priest just as he finished his question.
“..so long as you both shall live?”
“No,” she said softly, shocked by her own answer. She blinked and a small curve
of a smile grew on her lips, giving her answer more strength. “No,” she said
firmly.
“What?” The man in front of her asked, stupefied.
“I can’t,” she said simply. And with a grin, she hiked up the thick skirts of
her white dress and ran out, hoping it wasn’t too late. On the way to her
destination, she tossed the veil aside and her blonde hair was soon out of the
constricting bun and flowing behind her as she sprinted.
Coming to a stop in the parking lot, she searched frantically for his car and
fought down the panic rising when she didn’t find the vehicle. After scanning a
few times, she sank down on the curb, looking quite ridiculous, unable to
believe what she had been waiting for her entire life had slipped through her
fingers because of her own stupidity.
“What took you so long?” A clear voice asked from behind her and Chloe’s head
shot up. Daring to hope, she slowly turned her head to see a man with dark hair
and bright eyes smirking at her a few yards away. She jumped up and ran toward
him, stopping when she was a foot away from, afraid to touch him.
She stared at him for what seemed like forever and he stared back. They
remained like that for some time until she couldn’t take it anymore.
“I’m sorry,” she apologized again, this time for an entirely different reason.
She bit her lip in fear. What if they couldn’t go back? What if he couldn’t
forgive her?
After a second, he embraced her roughly, crushing her against him before
kissing her. They parted for a moment, only long enough for him to whisper
“You say that too much.”
And he kissed her once again.
“Cut!” The same loud voice interrupted, and Serena broke away from Darien’s
warm embrace, her head slightly dizzy and foggy. “That’s a wrap, folks.
Tomorrow you have off! Now get out of here!” Nigel’s warmness touched all of
them as they packed up.
Serena finished changing, and helped the crew. By the time the work was done,
it was clear into the evening. She rubbed her eyes in exhaustion and dragged
her feet over to her car.
“I’ll see you tomorrow. I can meet you at your place.” Darien’s voice once
again came out of nowhere and startled her.
“Pardon?” She asked, confusion obvious in her blue eyes.
“I’ll come over to your place and we’ll sort out the story for the press.”
“Oh, okay,” she consented, rubbing her eyes, too tired to argue. She covered
her mouth as a yawn escaped her. She blinked hard and searched for her keys.
Darien’s surprisingly soft touch on her arm guided her over to his car.
“What are you doing?” she protested mutely.
“You can’t drive like this. I’ll take you home.” It was an order and Serena
slipped into the warm car without much objection.
Darien watched the strange woman that had entered his life drift off to sleep.
Her head lulled one side and he had the irrepressible urge to kiss her
forehead. He focused on the road instead and gripped the wheel so hard his
knuckles turned white.
When he pulled into her parking space and turned to wake her, her faltered for
a moment. Sighing, he got out of the car and opened her side of the door.
Picking her up with ease, he smiled against his will when she shifted slightly
but never woke up.
Arriving at her door, he looked at her in his arms, then at the locked door. As
if sensing his dilemma, Serena stirred and open her tired, clear eyes. It took
her a moment to place where she was and who was holding. Once realization
struck, she drowsily tried to get him to put her down. He leaned over to place
her feet on the carpeted floor. She fumbled with the key before opening the
door and turning to face him sleepily.
“Thank you,” she murmured, staring at a spot on his blue shirt rather than his
eyes.
“Don’t mention it,” he said equally soft.
She sensed the mood and recalled a scene similar to this one sometime ago. “Are
you going to kiss me again?” she asked.
Darien blinked at her boldness and realized her tone wasn’t coy or seductive.
He looked down at her to see a sleepy woman smiling slightly up at him. Her
question had been one of curiosity and innocence.
His lips curved up and he leaned in to plant a soft kiss on her forehead.
“Yes.”
“Bye,” she whispered and slipped inside, clicking the door locked.
Darien sighed heavily, leaning against the door of her penthouse. What was he
doing? One minute he was yelling at her for playing games and the next it was
him doing the game playing. And the way she carried herself, Darien would bet
good money she didn’t even realize how sexy the changes had made her. Mina had
something so different about her. Something that was undeniably attractive
and…sweet. It wasn’t her looks, he had known Mina was a gorgeous woman from the
first time he had laid eyes on her. But now, on top of carrying a different
kind of beauty, she also possessed personality traits he had never seen before.
And it was making it harder to resist her. What’s more, he wasn’t sure if he
even wanted to try anymore.