As of Yet Untitled Chapter Eight By: Karisma Rated: PG-13 Genre: Alt, Romance www.geocities.com/karismafanfic Karisma456@hotmail.com December 2000 Standard Disclaimers Apply I was up and ready a bit before seven, and quite anxious/nervous. I was going to work,with Darien, as a secretary. I reminded myself constantly that it was only temporary, that I would soon be equal to Darien’s caliber, but it didn’t change the fact that now at the present moment, I was a few short minutes away from being a personal assistant to a man who had forced me to eat dog food years back. Deciding Darien seemed to be an extremely punctual man, I figured I had a few minutes before I should be out on my porch waiting for him. I ran to the bathroom, an awkward feat in my navy pumps, and quickly smoothed over the white blouse under my smart navy blazer and matching skirt. My hair was pulled away from my face by two silver clips and I eyed it critically before narrowing my eyes at my reflection and repeating three times I was not so cautious about my appearance because of Darien Sandborn. Then, pushing all thoughts of narcissism out of my mind, I brusquely walked out the front door, grabbing my brief case on the way. I barely had to wait a second outside, Darien pulled into our driveway within seconds and I took a deep breath before walking out to open the passenger door and slid in. "Morning," I greeted cheerfully. He gave me a nod and I rolled my eyes at his lack of verboseness. He turned his upper body slightly to check the street behind him and his eyes rested on me for a long moment. After raking his eyes over my body and making sure every hair on my head felt quite aware of his presence and attention, he finally pulled out of my driveway and made his way to FS Enterprises. When I entered the top floor of the tall building, my first impression was one of admiration at the way Darien and my father had managed to run this business. It was neat and by the looks of the employees in their cubicles, it was incredibly efficient. I walked with Darien straight ahead to was I assumed was his office. I smiled at the people who stared at me curiously and was relieved when they did the same. Darien stepped into his office right behind me and I could feel him watching my reaction intently. It was impressive to say the least. After viewing his apartment, I should have been used to his good taste, but the refined touches in his office surprised me yet again. A large desk of dark wood stood on one side of the large room while a bookshelves of the same wood were lined up against the wall, packed with books of which subject I had no clue. Pictures and paintings that seemed to have no personal connection lined the back white walls. The wall facing the working people was completely glass though the shades were pulled down at the moment. I turned to face her employer for the next week and smiled nervously. "What do you want me to do?" "I suppose the best thing for you to do right now is get acquainted with our clients, so browse through files and answer phones. There’s a meeting at about one that you are most welcome to sit in on." He sat down and commenced sorting through large piles of work, which I took as a hint to leave him be. Stepping quietly out, I ran my fingers lightly over my new desk and relished the feeling of being at work. After a moment, I figured out where the clients files’ were. I pulled out a few of them and pored over them, soon immersed. When the phone rang an hour later, I jumped at the sudden intrusion. After locating the headphones and pushing the right buttons, I had managed to get myself situated. "FS Enterprises, Darien Sandborn’s desk. How may I help you?" The response came automatically and I was miffed to hear and indignant blowing out of someone’s breath and then the clear cut of the dial tone. I waiting for a moment, puzzled before 'hanging up' myself and resuming the task of informing myself until one o’clock rolled around. Time flew by and before I knew it, Darien stuck his head out of his door for the first time that day( I could swear the man did not eat) and I followed him to another, larger room for the meeting. Needless to say, I was quite nervous as I smoothed out my outfit and raced through all the impressions the clients and workers would have of me. Introductions were made and soon we were sitting down discussing all the possibilities for a new client. It was a brain storm session as the clients were seeing how we could work to help them before the decided to give us their business. The two CEOs of TecCorp wanted to advertise their new microchip that would fit into any camera and remove red eye automatically, along with giving one the option to add messages and labels at the bottom of the picture. The main target audience was usually adults, but FS was unsure how to broach any ideas for commercials. I finally decided to speak up, "You could try a different audience." Heads turned to look at me, the young girl who had remained silent the entire meeting. "Pardon?" One of the owners, a kindly looking man with gray hair and a welcoming laugh, asked politely. "Well, your main concern has been with adults because they mainly buy such things to take pictures of their children, but what about teenagers or college students? They love taking pictures of friends and trips, why not target them?" I finished, all traces of nervousness gone. It was a good idea, I knew it was. The owners were silent for a moment as if pondering the novelty of the idea. I didn’t dare look at Darien, fearing one look at the man would send my entire power image crumbling. "Young lady, I do believe you have something. Think of an ad and get back to us within the week and you have yourselves a deal," the kind man, Mr. Siel, answered with a large grin. Relief and joy swept through my tight body as I relaxed in my chair. I finally snuck a peak at Darien, but he was busy shaking hands with the CEOs, a polite, but reserved smile on his handsome face. The room finally cleared out a few people congratulated me on their way out. I was touched and flattered and a bit proud as I smiled and faced Darien when we were finally alone. Tension and anticipation washed over me once again as I waited for his response. And as much as it killed me, I knew I wanted his approval. There was no explaining it, it was just a need to see Darien Sandborn smile, give me a pat on the back, and tell me once and for all, I was good at what I did. "Do you have any ideas on the ad?" His face remained still and my heart plummeted. "You’re giving me the client?" I asked, surprise and excitement building inside me. He trusted me enough to hand over a potentially bit client. He sent me a look. "Unless you don’t think you can handle it?" "What? No, I mean I can. I will." I blushed at my stuttering and grew even redder when I realized he was smiling down at me. "I should get back to work." And before he could respond, I practically ran out of the meeting room and back to my desk, making sure I was looking for something intently in the filing cabinet when he came back to his office so I wouldn’t have to face him. The end of the day came quickly and only then did I remember where I was going and with whom. I was dire need of checking out a few apartments, but my ride to work had been Darien, and he wanted to go back to his apartment to work on the album, so he said. I was more than perfectly sure Darien could seduce any number of women and he probably had. All in the apartment that we had kissed in. That thought was less than pleasant, especially since it brought me back to thoughts of his wife. Had they shared passionate embraces on the same stop Darien and I had? Well, it made no difference because I didn’t care. I wasn’t about to get in a relationship with Darien or want one. Not only was I not attracted to him in that way,okay that was a lie. But even though there is attraction, there was no way we could act on it. Not only was I sure Darien had no want for a serious relationship (duh), I knew if we had a brief liaison, our families would never be the same. Unless we didn’t tell them. I ordered my thoughts to stop there as I grabbed me briefcase and walked over to the elevators, hoping to be as discreet as possible. My plans were obviously foiled as I heard someone come up behind me. I turned around to see Darien peering down at me with a frown marring his face. "Where do you think you’re going?" The way he said it, with such disdain, made me feel as if I was a child, being reprimanded for getting caught with my hand in the cookie jar. I narrowed my eyes and answered him. "Leaving. I’m finished with the files and I don’t have any more work. Unless there is something you want me to do?" His frown didn’t disappear and I found myself wondering how he didn’t have deep wrinkles and lines on his face already if that was all he did. "I thought we agreed we would go back to my apartment and work on the album." "No, you agreed. I disagreed, but that’s all right because you never listen to me anyway. You never have!" I lost my temper and exploded at him, expostulating with my hands as I tend to do when I get angry. He took a step back, shocked slightly. I stopped, a feeling of satisfaction washing over me. "You think I never listen to you?" His voice was low and excruciatingly slow. "Yes! And what’s more you talk like that all the time!" I resisted the urge to stamp my foot to show him how impossible he was being. But that wouldn’t help my case any. "How do I talk to you?" his tone was puzzled and bewildered. He stepped into the elevator I hadn’t seen open and I followed him, if only to continue my confrontation. "Like I’m five years old and in need of a good scolding," I bit out, imploring him to understand. All anger was out of my voice, only a need to make him know where I was coming from. "You think I treat you like a child and don’t listen to you," he paraphrased and paused for a moment, thinking. I felt the need to say something and I blurted out the other thing that was a somewhat bother with me. "Instead of listening, you just kiss me all the time." I sucked in my breath and what I had just uttered and looked away, fascinated with the wall of lighted buttons. I didn’t see Darien look over at me with that intense gaze of him, nor did I see his arm move out quickly to pull the emergency button until it was too late. The elevator jilted to an immediate stop. "What?" I started. "Do you think I kiss you like a child, Serena?" His deep voice beckoned me to turn away from the red button and face him. "Well, no, but," I stuttered, appalled not only by his boldness, but the entire situation of it all. "I do listen to you, Serena," he whispered huskily, bringing his face to mine, evidently meaning to kiss me yet again. The moment our lips were about to meet, I pushed him away angrily and the surprise on his face gave me more pleasure than I thought it would. "You just don’t think I have anything worth talking about, is that it?" "Where did you come up with a half-baked idea like that?" Darien’s tone turned incredulous as he ran a hand through his dark hair in frustration. My mouth fell open in shock and, as much as I hated to admit it, hurt. The insult only succeeding in making me even more certain of my point. I clenched my jaw and slammed the red button again, letting the elevator start again, and in less then a second, stop. The doors opened and I stomped out into the dark, underground parking lot with no intention of talking to Darien again. Let him figure out the blasted album by himself. "Serena," I heard him call me back, his tone stern and full of reproach. I was about to ignore him, but the desire was too strong. I swung around on the gray cement. "There you go again, scolding me like always. Do I look five, Darien?" His eyes roamed over my figure and I grew indignant, pushing the flattered part of me out of the way. "No, you certainly don’t." He answered appreciatively. "Is that all you can think about?" I said scathingly, my voice full of disgust. "Yes," he deadpanned and I gave an angry huff and commenced walking again. "Wait, Serena." He jogged to meet up with me and then walked, his long stride easily matching my short, quick one. "Look, I don’t want you thinking I mean to patronize you. I..." Before he could finish I swiftly reached up and pressed my lips to his in a fierce, albeit brief, kiss. When I let go, he was visibly breathless. "There, how do you like being interrupted every time you want to get a point across?" I asked. Darien traced his lips, a smile forming on them. "Don’t mind too much, especially when an interruption is like that. Care to demonstrate again?" I glared at him and shook my head, turning to walk away. He sighed and caught my arm, spinning me back to face him. "I do listen to you, I know it’s hard to believe, but trust me, I do." He looked at me disbelieving face and sighed again. "And as for treating you like a child, I’m sorry. I had no intention of doing so, and I promise to try and stop from this point on." He held up his hand and smirked. "Scout’s honor." I sighed in defeat and nodded. "My car is in the other direction," he pacified my astonished face with a hand. "How about we look at your apartments and then I’ll treat you to dinner. After which, we’ll go and work on the album. How does that sound?" I cocked my head and smiled slowly. So he had been paying attention to me yesterday evening. "So you do listen." "I told you." He led me to his car and we got in peaceably, finally at good terms, that is, until he decided to pull his next move. **** Two hours later, we entered Darien’s penthouse, carrying white cartons of Chinese takeout and laughing about the insane landlady we had met at one of the apartments. "I thought I would pee in my pants when she asked you if you were gay," I burst out in laughter, imagining the picture of the elderly, old-fashioned woman in an apron inquiring point-blank about Darien’s sexuality. "Hey, you’re the one she thought was bisexual," Darien shot back, placing his three cartons on the coffee table, where all the album stuff lay, exactly where we had left it when we decided to focus on each other a bit more. That led my gaze to the couch and I swallowed. Pushing the thoughts out of my mind, I vowed to enjoy the evening as much as I had the past two hours. I had seen a much different side of Darien, one that was warm and welcoming. His defenses were not completely down, but this was the closest I had seen of the fun-loving guy I had grown up with in my entire stay back here. We gathered plates and utensils silently, before relaxing on the couch, facing each other and eating with chopsticks. I kicked off my heels and tucked my legs under me, feeling quite comfortable. I picked out a piece of chicken and was about to bring it to my lips when Darien started talking. "So are you?" "Am I what?" I chewed the large piece of meat and looked over at his serious face. "Bisexual." I stopped immediately and stared at him in shock. A grin broke on his face and he chuckled. My eyes widened and I let out a growl and threw a package of hot sauce at him. He dodged it easily and continued laughing. I began to do so as well and we sat together as the laughter died down. As we ate, we sorted through some more pictures and figured out the order of it all. Finally, after the food was gone and we had finished the album, we opened the fortune cookies. "Romance and passion await you," Darien read, his voice full of humor and quiet disdain. " Your turn." He looked over at me from his lethargic position on the couch. He had moved to the other end, laying his head down on the armrest. I had changed into a pair of sweatpants and a shirt I had borrowed from Darien after almost spilling chow mein on my suit. My head was also laying comfortably on the other armrest, our feet barely touching were the curve of the L-shaped couch met. I opened mine and my eyes widened. I was silent for a moment until Darien’s nudge with his foot galvanized me into action. "Romance and passion await you," I read clearly, uncertain of his reaction. "Let me see that," he sat up, as did I, and took the slip from my hand. "So it says," he affirmed and looked over at me. I shifted in my cross-legged position and squirmed under his gaze. He continued huskily, "so shall it be done." I sucked in my breath at the implication of what he had just said and before I knew it, Darien’s lips were on mine, softly, this time, and sweet. He tenderly tucked a strand of hair from my face after he broke the kiss and my breath remained uneven. When he moved in closer for another kiss, I scooted out of the way and grabbed my clothes from a chair as well as my shoes. "I should get going," I said awkwardly. Feeling quite nervous and fumbling around with my belongings, I finally made my way to the exit of Darien’s lavish home. I hadn’t heard him behind me, I was too occupied with my thoughts and how I was going to deal with seeing him everyday in such close contact without throwing myself at him, or maybe even vice versa. I reached out to twist the doorknob as I juggled the possessions in my arms and had barely gotten one foot out of the door before Darien kicked it shut. "Stay," he said, his voice low and my heart plummeted and soared all at the same time. He wanted me to stay with him, that was flattering. He was married and was more than willing to cheat,not so flattering. I smiled sadly and shook my head. "Married men shouldn’t have female companions overnight." I slipped out the door before I could hear his reply. Half hoping he would come after me and half hoping he would leave me be, I hailed a cab and rode back home in pensive silence. **** The next day, I rode myself to work, happy that Darien hadn’t just dropped by my house and demanded he give me a ride. Jumpy at the prospect of seeing him again after I had let on that I knew about his marital status, I smoothed over my clothes and rode the elevator alone, anxious of what the day would bring. I wasn’t sure if I should ignore what had happened last night and what I had confronted him with, or if I should urge him to open up and talk about his disaster relationship with Melissa. I finally decided on the former, Darien did not seem like the type of man to let the flood gates open wide and pour out his soul. Quite the opposite, actually. If he wanted to talk about it, he would take initiative. That was his style. Until then, I would remain his secretary and make my idea for TecCorp so perfect, even Darien would have to buckle down and admit I did a darn good job. I exited the elevator and made a bee-line for my desk, reminding myself after this sale, I would not be working for Darien. As I sat down, I was painfully obvious that Darien was in his office, only a few meters away, either conducting business or rehashing what I blurted out to him last night. I gathered my files and sat at my desk, reviewing the papers and trying to brainstorm some ideas to sell the chip. After a few minutes, I had cornered down one area I would target and was feeling quite proud of myself when Darien called me. "Serena, could you come in here for a moment?" It was not a question and both of us knew it. I nodded and rose from my chair to follow him. "Yes?" I asked tentatively, afraid to confront the issue. "Are you finished with the dishsoap file?" I nearly dropped from surprise. This was not what I had imagined when I envisioned the scene. I figured Darien would get directly to how I knew so much about his marital status. But it did make sense, Darien seemed like the type to show he did not care by avoiding the issue completely. "What?" I asked, still dumbfounded. "The dishsoap client’s file? Are you done with it because I would like to review it." "Oh, yeah. Sure." I bobbed my head ridiculously. "I’ll get it for you." I quickly grabbed the file from the cabinet and rushed back to his office. I dropped the file on his desk. "Thank you," he said absently, not even raising his head from the paperwork in front of him. "Is that it?" I asked cautiously, knowing I should let it go and count my blessings. But it angered me, in a way I did not want to admit, that he had dismissed our discussion, and my reaction, so carelessly. He lifted a dark brow sardonically. "Is there anything further to discuss?" He smiled a smile that told mehe knew darn well what there was left, he was just playing with me. I stiffened, narrowing my eyes. "No, I suppose not." Turning cleanly on my heel, I exited his office, determined that last night was the last time I let myself get anywhere romantically with the womanizer, Darien Sandborn. **** Days later found me standing in front of a table of men and women, in a smart pantsuit, pitching my campaign to TecCorp. I was almost done with my presentation and had managed an excellent job of not looking at Darien throughout the entire thing, although I could feel Darien’s eyes burning into me at every motion I made. "...And finally, we will have an elderly, yet distinguished gentleman in a suit next to a clear stool with nothing on it. ‘TecCorp Microchi' "it’s the biggest thing, you’ve never seen’. " I tapped her index finger on the stool next to her which held the almost invisible chip. I was then silent, watching the reactions playing on the clients’ faces. I had covered all the bases in the short ad, making sure to provide information about how easy it was to use, how it would be a valuable asset to have around the house, and especially how small it was and easy to insert into any camera. "Ms. Fields," a voice boomed and I turned to smile at Mr. Siel. "I have to say my partner had some doubts about this whole ,targeting a fresher audience, thing, but I think we both know you have proved him wrong." My face broke into a real grin instead of the polite smile I had been wearing. "Thank you, sir." "No, thank you, Ms. Fields. I had a twenty dollar bet riding on you." He winked at her and smiled his jovial smile. I continued to grin. I had gotten a client! There was no way I would be expected to continue as Darien’s secretary now. No, now I would be his equal. We would sort through problems and clients together. Together. I suddenly realized that my new position would mean even more close contact and more hours alone with Darien. The thought should have set alarm bells off in my head. Instead, it gave me a sudden feeling of excitement. Shrugging it off, and focusing on the topic at hand, I shook a plethora of hands and delivered an abundance of smiles along with ‘thank yous’. "When do you want to leave tonight?" I addressed Darien politely; referring to the trip we would be making the traditional trip to the country house, only this time for the long Thanksgiving weekend. Our families were already down there and insisted we come tonight to greet Andrew and Rita from their honeymoon. The plan was to stop by apartment and pick up my already packed bag and then head off to the long ride to the familiar, memory filled house. "Five is fine with me," Darien responded simply, settling down at his desk and shuffling through papers, terminating, once again, whatever conversation we may have been having. Annoyed by his rudeness and dismissal, I blew out my breath in a frustrated sigh and walked out of the room. Not so much as one brief "congratulations, Serena". I sat down at the desk, fully aware that this was the last time I would be sitting there, and sorted out a few messy, loose papers. Not long after, a tall woman with a sort of cold beauty that one associated with the phrase 'Ice Princess' walked in and demanded to speak to Darien. "If you could sit down one moment, I’ll see if he is free at the moment. " I said as sweetly as I could, considering the haughtiness this woman radiated. The woman was gorgeous, in all senses of the word, with her flaming auburn hair swept up in an elegant manner and her emerald eyes matching the tailored suit she wore. She gave an indignant sniff, which I could swear I had heard before, and breezed by me into Darien’s office, as if I had not said one word. Oh, well, she was Darien’s problem now. I got back to pondering where I had heard the woman’s voice before. After a moment, it hit me. The hang-up call a few days back! She was the woman. But why had she not asked to speak with Darien? I shrugged and gave up on the puzzle, sorting through some papers, fruitlessly searching for the last page to a report. I sighed when I realized I probably lost it, along with some others that had no doubt spilled into a recycle bin of some sort. Getting up, I walked to Darien’s door to knock lightly. I heard voices arguing, one high, strained tone and Darien’s hard, even one. It was obvious the woman was losing in the quarrel. But who was she? When no one responded to my knock, I peeked in and saw them near the bookcases, the woman expostulating and looking furious and pouty all at the same time. I quickly slipped in, neither of them noticed, and sat down at Darien’s desk, pulling up the correct files easily. Finally, Darien noticed me. He looked over in my direction with a puzzled look and I gestured for him to continue, that I would only be one minute. Unfortunately, he strode over to me, ceasing the conversation with the enraged female, who, needless to say, did not take my presence lightly. "Darien," she whimpered in a needy voice. One that blatantly said she commanded attention, and got it, from all males. "Melissa, I said we would continue this later." Darien said curtly, coming up behind me and looking directly over my head to see what I was working on. I was too busy reeling over the woman’s name, Melissa, to blush at his proximity. This was Darien’s wife? She was the one Darien had picked and maybe fallen for? If that was Darien’s taste, what was I doing in the picture? But, then again, was I even in the picture? "Better yet, there is nothing to continue, I said all I was going to say earlier. " He continued and then turned to me again. "Darien, this isn’t over. We aren’t over." Melissa tried again and shot her eyes over to me. "Does she have to be here? This is somewhat personal." He smoothly replied, "Serena is here on a business matter and whether or not the matter is personal, it is over. " His eyes swept to the door and it was clear what his intentions for his ex-wife were. "A secretary is more important than me? I don’t think so, darling." Melissa delicately snorted and I felt my temper shot up. "Now waite just a--" I fully intended to stand up and give this woman, wife, or no wife, a piece of my mind, when Darien’s warm hand on my shoulder stilted my movements. "Where are my manners," Darien interrupted, in a voice that seemed to be made of silk. "Melissa, this is Serena Fields." I stood up this time, albeit slowly and more graciously. I figured this woman would figure out who I was soon enough, might as well be pleasant all the while. I extended my hand only to have it flicked upon by uninterested hands and obviously dismissed. I saw Darien’s eyes flare up with tempered anger and then settle down back to passiveness. "My partner," he finished his introduction icily, and we both watched Melissa’s eyes widen with shock. "She’s the ‘F’ in FS Enterprises." I was slightly surprised, and pleased, at the protective tone in his low voice. I cleared my throat. "I’ll be done here in a minute and then I’ll let you finish up in here." She turned to Darien, clearly speaking to him only now. "Just tell me when you’re done, I’ll wait for you outside." Melissa’s arched eyebrows were raised to her hairline by the time I was through speaking with Darien and it gave me a warm feeling to know she was jealous and angry at the fact the Darien and I were obviously leaving together. "There’s no need to wait. We’re done." He said tersely. "Let’s go." I nodded, confused, and turned to flick off the computer, smiling at the shriek of indignation coming from Melissa. "Darien, I’m not leaving until you agree to speak with me further." "You’re welcome to stay here. The night man will be more than happy to play a round of Rummy with you." He replied with fake warmth. Melissa opened her mouth and gaped like a fish. I smothered a chuckle at Darien’s comment and his wife’s expression. "Better yet," she said smoothly. "How about I go with you two?" Darien stiffened. "I don’t think that’s a good idea." "Why? Where are you going?" "Up to my family’s country house. We’re getting together for Thanksgiving." His tone made it perfectly clear she wasn’t the least bit invited. Yet Melissa pressed. "Oh, then she’s family?" Referring to me as if I wasn’t in the room, she looked relieved to believe I wasn’t competition, but a cousin of some sort. "No, she’s not." Darien didn’t offer any information and once again Melissa gazed at him with a startled expression. "Then--?" "Serena’s family and mine have been coming together for holidays for as long as we both can remember, isn’t that right, Serena?" I was grateful to be acknowledged and gave a slight nod which was reciprocated with a look that could have frozen lava, courtesy dragon lady herself. Suddenly, Melissa decided to try a different approach, one that shocked me and amused Darien. "But, darling," she started, her lips pouting to and extraordinary size and her voice dripped with honey. "if I don’t see you all of this long weekend, then when will we?" she seductively trailed her finger down his tie, taking no heed that there was an embarrassed third party in the room, me--, "...talk." She said the last word with an arched brow, and her meaning was beyond clear. Darien raised his eyebrows at her suggestion and carefully detangled himself form her, careful to keep his tie straight. "Melissa," he sighed. "I’ll come back to talk to you briefly tomorrow and that’s it. Here in the morning. After that, everything is final. Understood?" Melissa nodded gleefully and shot me a victorious look, as if she had won. I decided enough was enough. I walked out of the room and gathered my things at my desk. My mind was still reeling from the fact that Darien, an attractive and seemingly intelligent man, could be stupid enough to marry, her. At least he seemed to have enough sense to stay away from her now. Almost immediately after I left the office, Melissa strode by, barely stopping to give one last triumphant look. Soon after, Darien came with his blazer draped over his arm and his briefcase in the other hand. "Ready?" He asked, his voice suddenly tired. I nodded and felt the need to lighten the mood. "Not much of a people person, is she?" He smiled warily, "Melissa? Oh, when it’s the ‘right’ people she can be." "Guess I don’t bring out the best in her," I mused, not particularly caring. He chuckled lightly. "She’s just-." "Misunderstood?" I supplied wryly. That won a grin. "I was going to go for ‘different’, but ‘misunderstood’ works for me." It then hit me that Darien knew I knew he was married, but not to whom. For all he knew, I may have thought Melissa to be a disgruntled ex-girlfriend or someone. I decided not to let him know I knew the full truth. We stopped by my new apartment and I was relieved to find out that Darien didn’t make a move to come in with me. The place was certainly nice, but I was nowhere near done packing or decorating. I quickly ran to get my suitcase and we were off into the night to the country house. **** When we arrived, we greeted Rita and Andrew and presented them with the album, which they loved, before going to bed, exhausted by the long day and ride. The next day, I woke up and opened my suitcase, only to find I had left the work Darien had asked me to bring over the weekend. Slapping my hand to my head, I ran downstairs to see if I could catch Darien before he left for the office. He was rinsing a mug of coffee and looked startled to see me. He raised a brow at my appearance and my labored breathing from the dash I made downstairs. I pushed my hair back from my face and cleared my throat. "Good, I caught you. I forgot the work you asked me to bring." I smiled sheepishly. He nodded, "I’ll pick it up." I wished it were as simple as that. "Uh...you see, it’s not exactly ready and waiting for you to pick up. It is somewhat, scattered at my desk, and," I trailed off, hoping he would see my point about not being as neat as he. He furrowed his brow, as if trying to understand what I was getting at. "Some of the files are at my place and some are at work. I’m not exactly the neatest person in the world." I blurted out and blushed. "I see." Was all he said. "Get ready in fifteen minutes." I grinned and dashed up back to my room. **** When we reached the office, I was more than happy to get out of the silent car, though we did banter over music during the trip. Though I wasn’t looking forward to another confrontation with Melissa, I assumed I could be in and out quickly. We had already stopped at my place, again, for half of the documents, and as Darien parked, I anxiously waited for this to be over so we could head back to the country house. We rode the elevator up in silence and I was not surprised to see Melissa waiting impatiently for Darien in his office. Fortunately, she had not seen me as of yet. I busied myself gathering miscellaneous papers and compiling them into some order and sense. I vowed to become more organized, as I grew frustrated with some missing papers, it then struck me I had never printed out the documents I lost yesterday. I looked at Darien’s closed door with regret. I could not very well barge in there again, nor did I wish to. Melissa’s death looks were not particularly inviting in the Red Zone, which had quickly become Darien’s office. Without the noise of rustling papers, I suddenly realized how loud the conversation, or rather, argument was. I could distinctly make out a few sentences. "Melissa, I don’t care if you’re not happy with the settlement. You agreed to it from the beginning." "But, I didn’t know we wouldn’t work out then. We were so happy, do you remember, Darien? How happy we were?" Melissa’s voice was simpering and disgusting. "Did you marry me for my money then?" "What! No, I didn’t mean!" She had been caught and the they knew it, including me. "It’s settled and I’m tired of this entire business. I won’t go through it again. I’m not going to give you more money!" "Forget the money, darling." Melissa’s tone turned low. "I don’t want it. We had something special, Darien. You have to admit that." I smiled at the new tactic she had pulled. "Don’t you want some of that back? Because we can, we were good together, you and I." All was silent and I was worried that Darien had actually fallen for it. Then his voice came; so quiet and steely, I almost didn’t hear him. "Get out, Melissa. And don’t bother coming back." "This isn’t over, Darien. Not by a long shot." Melissa seethed. "And I won’t have you cheating on me either. We’re still married, until that ink has dried, you’re still legally mine." She was right, unless they were already divorced and Melissa was bringing up some past issues, hoping to settle for something more. "Vows such as marriage never stopped you if I remember correctly. " Suddenly the door to his office flung open and Melissa stomped out, stopping when she saw me there. One last evil glare and she was gone. I didn’t care. I knew something else. Judging from the conversation, Melissa had cheated. How on earth could a woman think of being unfaithful when she had a man as attractive and virile as Darien? "Let me guess 'Misunderstood Melissa strikes again?" I smiled softly and gathered up my things. Darien’s face remained grim. "Oh, I understand her perfectly well now, she’s a conniving, greedy." He stopped suddenly, as if remembering who he was talking to. I also recollecting Darien still didn’t know that I knew. "Let’s go." He said abruptly. I followed him, wondering when, if ever, he would tell me the entire sordid deal with Melissa and him. **** When we reached the rest of our families, we sat down and looked over the album together, laughing and crying at certain memories. After chatting about business, personal lives, and everything under the sun, we finally went to dinner. The meal was uneventful and afterward, I offered to clear the dishes. Darien rose to help me and I got an incredible feeling that we had been down this road before and it had not ended well. Resolving to keep my promise to myself about not getting into a relationship of any sort with Darien, I acknowledged his offer of help with a nod and let him follow me into the kitchen. Lita had taken the weekend off to be with her own family so we were left to fend for ourselves the entire vacation. "I’ll rinse and you can put them in the dishwasher." I placed the plates in the sink with a slight clatter and turned on the water. After a few moments of quiet working, I heard Darien swear softly. I looked over to see him holding a towel to his thumb. I immediately turned to him in concern, before recalling this same event a few years back. "Nice try, Sandborn," I said tartly, flicking water on him from my hands. He came up next to me and rinsed him thumb under the tap, only then did I see the watery blood go down the drain. Only then did I realize he had cut himself with a knife. Instinctively, I grabbed his hand and set to work applying direct pressure. After some time, I lifted the damp towel from the cut and figured it had stopped bleeding. I blew on it gently and heard Darien suck in his breath raspily. I looked up in surprise and my eyes widened when I realized unwittingly, my Florence Nightingale routine had been sensual. Throwing away his hand as if it was fire, I mumbled something about alcohol and a bandage. He smiled at me knowingly and then left the kitchen. I blew out my breath and sank against the counter, letting my arms support me. So much for my promise. **** Later that night, when I was sure the entire house was asleep, I was restless. Putting my book down, I stood up and opened the door to my room silently. Slipping out, I wandered the halls for a moment before my eyes rested on an old room we now used as a storage place. I narrowed my eyes in thought, since no one was particularly fond of Darien’s marriage, why would they display them? Instead, they would prefer to hide them away in some place like a storage room. Excited, I pulled at the band of my drawstring pants and entered the room silently. I fumbled for a light switch and blinked when the harsh light disturbed my eyes. I set to work quickly and quietly, pulling out whatever may resemble an album. I finally found gold when I cracked open a gold crested book filled with pictures of Darien and Melissa, both smiling, though Melissa looked at cold as usual. Darien however had warmth radiating from his eyes, warmth that I had never had the pleasure of seeing, nor would have now. A sudden, unreasonable spark of jealousy shot through me and I pushed it down, knowing that even if I wanted a serious commitment with Darien, he would never be able to reciprocate those emotions. Not now, anyway. I focused on the pictures and noticed something strange. In the background, there was only a man in white, the priest, and Andrew. In all of the pictures, there was no trace of either of our families. I frowned in confusion until it struck me. Darien had eloped! Conservative Darien Sandborn had thrown caution to the wind and in a passionate flurry, married the woman he had believed he loved, stopping only to call Andrew over. But that led up to another question: did our families even know of Darien’s hasty marriage? Or was a kept secret between Darien, Andrew, and Melissa? I quickly discarded that thought. Andrew wouldn’t have let it slip out that Darien was married if he hadn’t thought others knew as well. And no way would they risk keeping pictures here if it was a guarded clandestinity. I flipped through the brief pages slowly, poring over each picture, as if to memorize the setting and the look on every person’s face. Did Melissa have a vengeful expression, planning to take Darien’s money from the start? Did Darien have a look of hopeful, naïve optimism? Did Andrew know his brother was making a grave mistake? So many questions still left unanswered, even after I had found what I wanted. Proof. Up until now, I was hoping it was an awful mistake. Even after hearing the irrevocably damaging conversation between Darien and his wife, I still held on to some ludicrous notion that it was all a dreadful joke of some kind. But now, as I looked at the frozen photos of Darien’s wedding, I knew, with a leaden heart and a lump in my throat, that it was a done deal. That Darien had taken vows with a woman, a cruel, greedy, ruthless woman, that now went by the name Melissa Sandborn. When I thought of that cold, callous female taking Darien’s name, I shuddered involuntarily. I turned to the last page and was about to begin looking at the faces, as I had done before, when I heard a low voice rumble from behind me. The voice was unquestionable knowledgeable of my actions, yet inquired nonetheless. "And just what do you think you’re doing?"