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Walking out to a sea of solitude I try to understand just what my heart is whispering to me.
Closing my eyes I listen to the ever lasting song of the ocean.
The waves crashing in rhythm with the steady beats of my heart.
Sighing to my self I slump to the soft ebony sand beneath me,
that now is turned red by the setting sun.
Such a display of colors cascading and dancing in the velvety patches of the now darkening sky.
How can such a rainbow of magnificence shine light on the blackened parts of my solitude?
Shaking my head at my never ending questions,
a pleasant breeze seems to be cleansing my soul.
The harmonizing song of the ocean lightening as the wind swirls around me. Blowing away the troubled thoughts that have squandered the innocence of my mind.
Feeling the breath of ocean at my feet,
I look down seeing puddles of truth sprawled out along the whitened earth.
Quivering at my urge to see such truth I crawl out to one brightened puddle.
Its calling my name... Asking me to come see what it has to offer.
Taking a gulp I look into the glistening ocean water in front of me.
I see the reflection of what use to be.
I cant even begin to understand the amount of naiveness staring back.
How can such a familiar reflection be such a ghost in my mind?
Whispering to my heart I don't quite understand such purity.
Fighting desperately to control the tears of dismay,
I look out to the ocean asking for the knowledge to understand the unknown feeling, that now surges thru out my soul and body.
The blanket of stars covering not only the sea but also the darkened sky, seem to put on a show for me, twinkling and flashing wildly.
Laughing and Smiling I fall back enjoying the now performing sparkles.
Thank you I say..
My eyes widen when a falling sparkle crashes thru the midnight sky.
Holding my breath I wish for the unknown feeling to reveal itself,
so that I can understand just what exactly my heart is whispering to me.
Letting go of the heated air, I close my eyes once again whispering out to my solitude.
Please.. I say.. Please tell me what u are whispering to me.
I want to know this feeling.
Please...Please tell me..
Everything seems to silence.
Almost as if they are holding their breaths for the answer that I await.
Fearing that I shall never know, tears dampen my cheek..
I grow more frustrated with waiting..
Sick of the silence that has swallowed up the darkness of the night.
Sighing in disgust I hear a faint whisper coming from my heart.
Opening my eyes I grin up towards my new sparkling friends.
Thank you I say.
Thank you for revealing the answer to me.
Putting my hands to my face I can feel my cheeks heaten..
Even more now does the feeling pump thru my body causing my heart to race.
Smiling I whisper out your right... I am in love.