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| Trapped and Strangled in a lie created by my own foolishness.. A web of deception that not only eats my soul, but hides the truth of what i really am from ones who hold me so highly in their hearts... Freedom is so easily in my grasp but instead of facing the truth I hide away in a shell created by fear that lets me crawl away into a place where i can never be harmed... Then that is where the illusion seems to break apart, For i need to face my insecurities, to get rid of the burden that tares not only at my heart but the fact that an illusion has so much power to fool my conscience and fool my mind.. I'm caught in my sticky web of my lie If i can only spread my wings and fly to tell the truth.... It hurts to much to deny whats real... If only i had the strength to admit I'm wrong.. to break my shell.. that illusion of warmth But sadly i'm afraid i won't be able to surpass my insecurities.... I'll always be stuck in my web of deception unable to communicate... Trapped in a cruel world of my harsh reality... |
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