Love conquers all...
I like to call all my Loves through their female names...
My 1st BF: Omji/Jerome is still Omji
My 2nd BF: Jonathan as Jona
My 3rd BF: Geoffrey "Nico" Dytioco (from M.I.T.) as Nicole
My crush: Mark Jason Ladisla (from S.T.I. Recto) as MJ or Mary Jane
I got my first BF when I'm 20, and he's a year younger than me and he look much younger than his age. I meet him on chat. We exchange phone number and express day to day anxieties. I don't know if the feeling is real, I just cant get him off my head.
We don't formally break up, we just don't see each other after he went home to his province.
Jona is four(4) years older than me, also from chat. We meet in unexpected situation where he help me a lot. He call me from time to time, asking my situations and about my relationship with my two friends. He's a good man but not as good as a BF because he love someone more before he love me then.
I meet Nicole when I am crying for Jona. I enter the relationship because I'm so alone and want someone with me. I know at that moment the relationship is fake. But when I started to love Nicole I end up the relationship saying I just used him.
Mary Jane is a special person...I can't call him my love because he said what I feel is not love (even thought I don't agree). I've been with him when his lonely and bitter with his lovelife. I share intimate moments with him which is not intentional at that moment.