Original from www.manilatonight.com adapted by http://animoni.freehosting.net e-mail: shamelle@praning.com =============================================================================== why do i pay for sex? i'm not totally unattractive and actually have in recent weeks been able to have the pleasure of a few decent women. it can't be because i'm ugly or can't get any from regular women. so, why do i still pay for sex? first and foremost - i enjoy sex. i enjoy it so much because of obvious reasons and because i would like to learn as much as i can. i enjoy pleasuring women and seeing them squirm with delight and ecstacy. i enjoy the fact that after a woman has sex with me, she'll remember that i wasn't ordinary and that she actually had a (modesty aside) great time with me. not to blow my own horn but when i like doing it because i'm good at it. i enjoy excelling - that's why i enjoy doing all my activities (video games, work, eating women out, shooting, sports, etc.). i am too busy/lazy to actively pursue decent women sometimes. i liken it to eating out. some guys prefer fine dining where the food is of exceptional quality but there is a wait and although worth it, isn't exactly friendly to a tight schedule nor an immediate "hunger". more importantly, there is also the emotional attachment many non-pro women develop once sex enters the picture. i have wronged enough women in my life to know that this is not a fun prospect. other guys prefer fast food. the food may not be as good but at least you won't be hungry for a while. there are however some fast food joints that have exceptional menus and likewise fine dining establishments where the food is crap. that's why it pays to shop around and look at menus (dating for fine dining and visiting different fast food joints). of course, i do prefer fine dining but there are risks. it might be too expensive (time, money, and effort) sometimes. there are also other risks like - reputation (ex. if i went out with a 21 year old, it might not look too good to some folks or if i stuck to women in my age range - many of them are looking to get married which i am definitely not). but again, the emotions of the parties involved are very difficult and potentially disastrous pitfalls which i refuse to have any part of. fast food is simpler. you look at the menu, decide on your meal, eat it, then split. nice uncomplicated and business like. of course there is a chance for food poisoning (std, aids, etc.) but nothing is without risk and precautions should be taken. i eat at both fast food joints and fine dining establishments. i like variety and i never do know when i'll get hungry. i love to eat. there's also the prospect of more adventurous dining (threesomes, acrobatics, kinky stuff, etc.) that some fine dining establishments do not allow. fast food places do not have such reservations. and of course, another simpler reason is because i can. it's important to note though that as big a bastard as i appear, i have never cheated on anyone i was in a serious relationship with nor do i eat at fast food joints when i am regularly dining at fine dining restaurants (for health reasons). so, even a maniac like myself has rules. so party on!