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Spinster's Laundromat
Early November, 2000
Instead of light washes, I
only cleaned dark.
The creases entwining each
vision of joy,
And wrapping their lines round
my shadowless brain,
Drifting and wand'ring, the
ribbons unfold...
We traveled down yards of
bright alleys;
you found delight draped in
waves of red satin
I discovered closets of masquerade
screams.
Despite closed wardrobes,
a layered façade displayed love.
Through blankets of cotton,
we walked in our field;
you saw brights, I saw bleaks,
we saw colorless veils.
I wished and hoped and prayed
for some sun
to shine on my spool of darkened
red death.
But instead of the sun, out
came flashlights of strobe -
the wind blew lace curtains
in segments of time;
I crawled through the cotton
to pull down the shades,
but my steps were sledgehammers
that severed the wool.
Disgraced by the damage to
carpets of comfort,
you galloped away on night
tarnished with armor.
Glass doll, prized possession,
encased in a casket,
you dropped me then drowned
me, shards of glass on the floor.
flat in the fields of nibbling
sheep I lay crying;
I rinse out the delicates
with saltwater wash -
the dye fades away into clouds
of magentas
and then I’m left staring
at a white lacy gown.
I shout with my steel rusted
voice: Pure white!
Rising and dancing with my
dress as a partner,
the clouds are now faded,
letting sunlight get through,
suddenly my alley glitters
in classical chorus
singing hallelujah, hallelujah,
hallelujah, amen.
~ Sarah Fugman
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