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i often feel i'm trapped in the hell of my own limited mind. i want to be full of complexities, yet i feel i'm full of painful simplicities. what does it take to become one of the higher thinkers? i haven't a clue as to what i can do to achieve some greater sense of intellectual greatness. must i spend my entire life feeling as if i cannot compare to those around me? must i always feel mentally inferior? my mind never stops, not once, it doesn't take a break for anything. but my thoughts fly so fast i can never truly examine them. and maybe if i did catch one or two more than once a week, i'd be set, i'd be intelligent. alas, i must work my way through this smoggy banal torture. |
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