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In the end I Travelled accross the World in search of the Right Woman for me.
My Past Troubled Girlfriends and Where I think my Attractions to them Originated from and Why I believe things between us went so Wrong !!
They of Course, have their own Stories !
I remain Proud and Single Today and have to use a wheelchair to get about, my soul and legs finally gave up trying to find the right woman for me at the age of 40.

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She came from an Alchoholic Parent
and had a child already, didn't want another yet never told me that, she was really in love with an Irish Traveler or Gipsy whom she ended up with after I eventually copped on, stopped fighting for her and had split our relationship.
Leaving not only her but her child as well, damaged me badly Emotionally.
Not sure if she stayed with the Traveller in a relationship scence but I doubt it .

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10 years later my next serious relationship.
She Chose Abortion and I wanted the Baby.
She was 10 years younger than I.
Our unplanned mistake, she was possibly right being so young at 20.
My arse.
Being a male and not having any rights hurt lots, to say the least.

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My first serious relationship.
She was French, an Au-pair working in Ireland, we stayed together in a flat in the Harolds Cross area for 2.5 years,
I wanted to marry her, she did the dirt on me sleeping with another guy,
We split, she left Ireland and went back to France.
She kept in touch with family, wanted another relationship, I said NO !!
My MS symptoms begun after her dissappearence.
Years later she gave me cash to publish my book or whatever, instead I went to Australia chasing Love once again.
Yeah ... it hurt .... lots.

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She was a teacher, smoked Cannabis and had a history of being bi, that I knew but she was able to reassure me and promised a monogomous future together.
I bought her a ring, bought a house, put her name on the deeds and moved her in with plans of marraige, 2 years later I was paying her to leave, my good friend at the time fell in love with her, she used him, then dumped him and she chose friendship with another male friend over any future we might have had together.

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She was an Australian with two kids,
a Cyber affair,
everything seemed so perfect until after what happened on the plane flight down under.
A serious MS attack.
She wasn't really the person I thought she was.
She reassured me she would be there every step of the way, she wasen't.
So,
I ran out on her for a change, although to tell the truth I had no legs on which to run at that stage so I'm sure she didn't care.
In fact she didn't understand much.
An old Irish Friend helped me out in Melbourne, Australia.