How do I say what is really in my mind and heart.
How do I know that what I feel now is what I want?
How do I tell you that "it" is over? That I no longer wish to be...
Us...Them...We...They!
How do I say "I" no longer want to be the other half.
I want to be whole, complete being me!
"I" want to be "it" without being "that" part of the "relationship."
"I" no longer want to wonder, "is it me?"
"I" no longer want the responsibility of making you happy.
Raye*
March 1, 1999
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** Dedicated to Julian S.T. - It took until March 21, 2001 - I am now FREE To Be Me :-)
This is what was, could have been but never will be again.
Show what you know before heading for the door.
Never to come back to what we both knew should never have been.
Ending is not the end but the beginning of what always was.
Raye
June 29, 1997
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** Dedicated to Julian S.T. - Written 1 year 3 days after being together - trouble from the start :-)
