| Rachael's Dairy Pg 2 |
| November 29, 2001 Dear Journal, I have to go to work this evening but I have dressed up this morning, and feel so much better, it is not a sex thing like before but more a peace of mind, I have the tree up and wish that I could have someone take photos of me but I don't have anybody to do that, I have lost some weight and am down to a size 18, all most ready to go bridal gown shopping, I have to get ready for work right now. I will place another entry soon, Your Truely January 25, 2002 The day after my 33rd birthday, and I don't feel any different. I have gained back my weight I lost but I am not discouraged I will get back down and even further beyond. I am sitting in the office area of Rachael's Steaming Cup Cafe, it is not done and will not be down for another two if not three months but I have sublet another area that I will be posting pictures real soon. It is located in and around the riverboat area, for those casino gamblers. While I am writing this I am wearing some knitted bootie socks, my favorite pink thong, and Betty Boop night shirt. Still looking for mr Right, Flowers, lingerie, has all the right answers. Hugges & Kisses Rachael July 1, 2002 I know I am not good at sticking to writing in this as a habit, but I will try. To update I must tell you of a few woman I have met and respect with uncontrolable abbundance. I can not mention their real names, but one is gay, the other is bi, they have both become a fountain of support I still have not been able to dress and perform drag for them as they say they would love see, I do a mean Pasty Cline. I told them separately and neither bat an eye. I have run out of time today but I WILL return and finish the story of these two bewildering ladies Hugges & Kisses Rachael Feb 24, 2005 So much for that vow, I had a couple days off in a row. I thought I would visit back to the beginnings where I had begun, although this is deep in me and began or was emerging around the age of five and I always knew I was different. I still feel just as enfemmene as I have as done, My outer life has no place for the inner life. Yes I mildly depressed not outside the norm and I am not suicidial as I am sure many gay and trans bashers wish I and many of my kind would be. Hugges and Kisses Rachael |
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