I'm tortured by memories
my lifes stuck in the past
This existance that I'm living
can't possibly last
Full of anger, hurt, and hate
for things I cannot change
But I can't see past my pain
cannot feel past my rage

I hate it this feeling
thats deep inside
I hate it this feeling
just want to hide
I really just want to get away
becaus theres nothing that will stay

I'm all alone
theres nothing left
I'm on my own
Just like a child in the dark
I'm so scared of falling apart
Again, to all those pieces
sharp little pieces
Too hard to pick up
cuz they're slicked with blood

I hate it this feeling
thats deep inside
I hate it this feeling
just want to hide
I really just want to get away
becaus theres nothing that will stay

All these thoughts are raging in my head
and suicides not far behind
These fucked up insecurities
are racing through my fucking mind
Is my life a one worth living
or is it just a shell
Will my living bring me heaven
or condem me to hell