took my final final today... have a sorta bittersweet feeling now... transitional periods always do that to me... I don't know if I'm ready for the career world - I'm definitely taking a while off to think about things... gonna have state boards coming soon... should be interesting... but now, I do feel relief about being done... no more clinicals, no more class, no more driving up to State College every week... gonna be strange without all that once the new year comes around... in other walks of my life, I'm still in need of stability... that part of my life goes unchanged (if constant turmoil can be called unchanging)... I can only hope for the best... the anxiety is still ever-present... if it's not school, it's friends... if it's not friends, it's relationships... the lattermost of course being my predicament at present with a lack thereof... or whatever they call sorta-dating nowadays... the extreme ups and downs continue... but my life wouldn't be my life without them... I guess I was meant to be unlucky in that department... *sigh*...