12/6/97...

I've come to expect anything in this life, but for some reason, it never ceases to amaze me... I'm trying to at least make a little sense and find some consistency in this world of confusion... there is nothing I can be sure of... what I find most confusing is the female species... the only consistency I can find is that they're totally inconsistent... now I know why I've always been uncomfortable around them... they're so beautiful and powerful, yet so confusing... I sometimes think the best course of action would be to stay away, but that ends up being wrong... so does being there all the time and even everything in-between... I give up... what do you all want?... what do all you people want?... I've kept a totally open mind and am ready for anything, but still I never end up not being surprised... I prefer to travel at my own pace... give me a clue as to how your minds work... all I've encountered is confusion and bewilderment... I dunno...