I sit and I wonder about the past,
What if I had said something back then?
Would things be different now?

Sometimes I think they would,
And then I start to wonder how?
Would things have been better?
Would saying something then,
Prevent the events happening now?

I wish there was a way to find out,
But sadly, there is not...

So I am left to sit,
To sit and wonder "what if"...

© January 2001