I can feel the walls, closing in
I try to stop them, but I can't win
I used to laugh, but now I cry
I know they don't care, but that they deny
I told myself I'd laugh again,
but I see it's all a lie
I wonder if they cared for me,
even as they said goodbye
Do they really see me?
for who I really am?
Or am I what they wish me to be,
a thoughtless girl with no whims.