"Have I let go?
Have I finally let go?
Only time will tell...
Right now, I feel as if I have,
But, as with other times,
That feeling can change...
But this time,
It could be true,
I may have finally let go...
When I close my eyes,
And clear my thoughts,
He no longer appears...
He no longer lives in my dreams.
Day dreams or otherwise...
My heart feels empty,
And not just from the loss of him,
But also from the loss of my day dreams...
I feel as though,
I have nothing to dream of...
True, he no longer lives in my dreams,
But neither does anyone or anything else...
I've lost so much...
Will I ever get any of it back?"