Pessimism

I wrote this a long long time ago. I'm a big pessimist. Therefore I wrote this.

Written in the 1990's sometime!

As the clouds begin to clear I stare out at the sky Thinking of what i've done wrong and always wondering why. It always seems it's all because of me It's all so clear to you but if only I could see. The way it comes out in my head is the one thing that a few people dread.  Thinking in a negative way helps me out it's clear to me but you think it's bad and pout Pessimism it the way to help me from getting upset when you expect the worst then you'll get what you get