ou lay quietly in the dark yearning to be
touched. Your heart aching for the passion that
faded so many years ago. The breathing of your
husband reminds you of the many nights you have lain
beside him while feeling alone. To have and to hold
left your marriage long ago.
You are a good woman who always put her family
first to make sure everyone else was happy. But at
times like this, you know there must be more to life.
You so badly desire the touch of a caring man. It has
been so long. Your eyes moisten. Intimacy should not
be this important, after all, you are getting older,
but your passion still burns bright within. You so
badly need to be desired again. Your tears begin to
flow, your breathing turns to quiet sobs.
Wearing only your robe, you walk quietly through
this now stifling house. Your family is content, but
the woman inside needs more. You look at the time
and then open the door. You step out inhaling the
fresh night air hoping to cool this burning ache
within.
Under this amorous moon, the night is alive with
passion. Crickets are calling, a tree frog croaks for
his lover. All over this world, people are making
love. Other women are being fulfilled in the arms of
their lovers.
All you desire is a good man to fill this
emptiness within. In your imagination you feel his
touch, his gentle caress. Then his strong hands
sliding passionately over your smooth skin as he
envelops you in his arms. You open your very being
to him and then gasp as he touches your soul.
You breathe deep trying to draw in the moment as
long as you can before your spirit again withers in
the cool night air.
Your family means more to you than life itself,
but you have given of yourself until there is only an
empty ache within. You were born to be passionate,
to share the warmth of your touch, but your life is
slipping away, never to return
Searching the night, you walk faster. You are
taking this small part of your life back. Before you
leave this world, you are going to live again. You
are going to fulfill the woman you were born to be.
You check the time and as you glance up, he steps
out of the moon shadows. Could he be? Heart racing,
you hardly breath. His loving eyes seem to look into
your heart, then he beckons and you know. As he
opens his spreading cloak, you are irresistibly
drawn. For him, you are opening more than your robe.
You touch ever so gently, your chilled nipples
pressing through the soft hair of his chest. As his
warmth flows into you, a quiver builds from deep
within until ecstasy shakes your very soul. Your
heart is pounding as you inhale his masculine scent.
Then as his cloak envelops you, your spirit is drawn
into the warmth of his heart. He is yours as you are
for him. You tip your head back and kiss, the
tingling heat of passion flows down until you throb.
You grow weak as without a word he lifts you in
his arms and together you are gone until the pink glow
warms the morning sky.
The feel of your house is familiar as you make
sure your family is safe. Then you curl up content
knowing you are fulfilling the woman you were born to
be.
Later as you sleepily sip your morning coffee, you
wonder. Was it only a dream? NO! A dream could
never fulfill your woman within. You hold your cup to
hide your mischievous smile. Would your husband
even care? Why should he? He treats you like a
sister now.