ila, the favorite granddaughter of the old Venneta, sat down on the floor by
the armchair, and asked:
‘And have you loved granddaddy all the time, granny?’
‘Certainly, dear, how can it be otherwise?’ the old woman caressed her cheek.
‘And you didn’t get tired?’ said the girl, amazed, ensconcing herself in her
granny’s feet.
The old Zlati had drifted into his usual sweet doze on the rocking chair by the
window, his face covered with the unfinished newspaper. At his side lied
stretched Rudi, the Germen shepherd, whether sleeping, or keeping watch,
however, the girl suddenly wasn’t certain.
‘Well, he did make me mad sometimes. We had our quarrels.’ the old Venneta
became thoughtful for a moment, giving a peek where her husband snored
peacefully, then laughed quietly. ‘Can you ever love one man for good fifty
years?’ her eyes screwed up cunningly, ‘I’ve taken some rest. I have given
myself a break.’
‘A break!’, the girl felt bewildered and exclaimed, ‘You must be kidding me,
granny!’
‘The marriage is a job, my dear’ the old woman shook her head, ‘You need a time
off. After the holiday, you work better, isn’t that right . . . ?’ the old
Venetta was smiling cunningly, somehow mischievously and playfully, but honestly
all the same.
‘And during the break, what?’ the girl gave her a conspiratorial wink.
‘Ah, me . . . should people share all their secrets?’ the old woman shook her
head and gave the old man the same mischievous, childish look, ‘Besides, you are
still very little, the time hasn’t come yet for you to listen to that sort of
things . . . ‘
‘Nonsense! Once women at eighteen already had already children of their own!
Tell me, please!’ demanded the girl and pressed her cheek upon her granny’s
knees.
‘Well, all right, all right!’ the old woman waved her hand, bowed her head and
started her tale, in a very low voice, seemingly in the girl’s ear, but actually
her voice was echoing in the room. ‘Once, I had got myself, too, a certain
‘friend’, as you call it now, but at the time we used to call it simply:’ lover’
and this is the truer word, I think. His name was Radko, a colleague of your
granddad. I hated the long-drawn unfaithfulness: I wanted to be with the man I
liked one, two, three days and … then everyone on his own path! So, I breathe
the word to my sister over the phone and a wire comes from her at once and I
still can see its preposterous contents: ‘Mother seriously ill. Come
immediately.’ Mother lived with my sister so there was nothing suspicious it was
exactly her to send me such telegram. So, I leave immediately, the very same
night after receiving it. Your granddaddy harps on coming, too, but I said to
him: no, no, you shouldn’t leave your work just like that, you have just been
promoted, you have to prove yourself now! He complied to let me go alone, and
all in all, I didn’t want him with me, because you understand I have other
things on my mind. There was nothing wrong with my mother, of course, you
understand it was just an excuse for him’, she beckoned towards her husband who
was snoring on and off under the newspaper. Now the dog was taking part in the
snoring, too. The old woman pursed her lips and exclaimed: ‘However, the moment
I showed up, mother got ill! What a wonder! I, of course, had fixed it so that
my new friend was coming, too, and he stayed at the local hotel. The first day,
anyway, - we spent it locked in the hotel room.’
‘A whole day!’ Mila exclaimed, admiringly.
And a whole night, too!’ the old woman smiled mischievously and suddenly sighed.
– But my mother goes worse and worse! My sister, frightened out of her senses,
runs around, gets the doctor, and he says: She must be taken to hospital, her
life is in danger! What’s wrong with her, ask I, but he mumbles, one can’t make
anything of his chattering. At the same time, my sister, God forgive her, pulls
me aside and tells me right in my face: ‘God’s punishing Mom because of your
unfaithfulness! Go away, don’t kill mother!’ What could I do? I left. When I
came back, my first job was to phone the doctor – sudden improving, says he! And
again, all over me with his Latin gibberish! God sees all and punishes us, mark
me, dear child . . . yes, it is true . . . ! Since then I hadn’t taken time off
from your granddad! Here, honest to God!’ and the old woman crossed herself, her
gaze fixed on the icon of the Virgin Mary, placed in the corner of the living
room.
‘Yea-a . . . ‘ the girl agreed, stunned by her grandmother’s story.
‘That’s why one shouldn’t be unfaithful.Until that time, I was easy-going,
taking my fancy to one man, then another, I didn’t care a cent that I’ve vowed
before God to be faithful to this here man!’ the old woman pointed at her
snoring husband and caressed her granddaughter’s hair, ‘However, I understood,
you can hide no secret from God! He sees all!’ and the old woman again hastily
crossed herself.
‘My God, what a horror you’ve been through!’ Mila exclaimed, taking both her
grandmother’s withered hands between her palms, kissing them.
‘Nonsense! How can you fill the child’s head with such drivel?!!’ thundered old
Zlati sharply removing the newspaper from his face. ‘I called your mother and
she decided to play that little nice trick on you! Even your sister took part!
He-he! Aren’t you stupid?’
‘Oh! But he’s been eavesdropping!’ said old Venneta, startled.
‘Granddaddy! Shame on you!’ said Mila resentfully, but the old man gave her a
cheerful wink and said:
‘And when you talk behind my back, doesn’t that, by any chance, make you feel
ashamed, my dear girls?
Venneta abruptly turned towards the old man, and snapped, but bewilderment
showed in her angry voice:
‘ Can this be the truth you speak, Zlati?’
‘What do you think?’ he smiled and slowly folded the newspaper.
‘I don’t think, I ask!’ said sternly the old Venneta.
‘The marriage is a competition between two people, Mila!’ explained the old
Slavi to his granddaughter, waving his finger mischievously, ‘ The smarter, the
more ingenious, is the one who always wins, as is with life, my dear child!’
‘ Wait – are you serious, or you thought it up while listening in on us?’ asked
the old woman suspiciously.
‘Yeah-!’ the old Slavi nodded, ‘I’m quite serious. I had decided never to admit
that, but – here – stupid of me! I made a deal with your mother at the time. For
a mother-in-law she showed much love for me!’
‘Really?!’ the old woman couldn’t believe her ears.
‘And how!’ giggled the old man.
‘What a villain!’ the old Venneta half-rose from the arm-chair, outraged, then
sat down again, grown extremely weak with the overcoming agitation. Her hands
began to tremble in her lap, and clumsily, she tried to hide them away, but
couldn’t – she didn’t know where to put them.
‘Well, all right’, said the old man ’You tell me, Mila, if I had acted like a
villain, hadn’t I been provoked enough by her?’
Mila sighed – the case was too difficult to solve. She only shrugged helplessly.
‘Women, for some reason, always imagine themselves very sly and smart. But I
won’t have that.’ Obviously contented, the old man started caressing the dog and
the dog growled with pleasure.
‘But, granddaddy!’ exclaimed Mila and broke off. Actually, he was right.
‘So, be a winner in this competition, my child! Don’t believe your granny,
nobody supervises us, life is in your own hands but love most of all. Win or
somebody will win instead of you. There’s no equality in marriage – there’s a
winner, or a loser! Take that from me!’
‘I will’ nodded the girl and suddenly, she saw her granddad in a completely
different light: strong, clever, ingenious. . . .
‘Come on, Rudi, my dear friend . . . Time for a walk!’ the old man was laughing
while the dog scurried towards the door, then came back with the lead and bent
his head.’ No, you don’t need a lead, dear friend, you are a man!’
‘Take care, you hear, old boy!’ called the old Venneta after him, mischievously,
as always, though her voice was trembling with agitation.
‘I will. I have learned to take care that half a century I’ve spent with you,
sweetheart!’ grinned the old Zlati, ‘Would I manage to keep such a beautiful and
loved woman like you, if it were otherwise?’
‘Crazy man!’ the old Venneta started shaking her head. She absently caressed
Mila’s neck, after the girl had lain her blond head on her granny’s lap again,
‘Well . . .so goes the world, my girl. So many years have I been with this man
and I still don’t know what goes in his mind.’
‘Well, he took you in, what’s so hard to understand?’ Mila smiled.
‘No, you are wrong, you are wrong . . . ‘uttered the old woman thoughtfully and
then exclaimed:’ But I must have loved him for that; for this strangeness and
mystery of his!’ a quick smile crept upon her lips and again, she shook her head
ironically, with disbelief ‘although – who knows?
From outside, came the barking of the dog.
‘Someone must have come!’said the old woman, surprised, and rose with a sudden
liveliness; then went up to the window and looked through it.
‘Do you know who’s here?’ she asked excited her granddaughter ‘Radko, the same I
told you . . .’
‘That one, from the hotel?’ asked the girl, surprised and quickly joined her
granny at the window.
‘The very same!’ nodded the grandmother fervently and her hot breath dimmed the
glass in front of her eyes.
‘But how come . . . how come they are still friends? I thought granddaddy knew!’
Mila stared astonished at her grandmother’s face.
‘He knew, of course, and I didn’t have the slightest suspicion! Radko – least of
all! But, who knows, they might have settled the things between them . . . who
can ever understand these cursed men . . . ‘the old Venetta crossed herself
while she kept watching the two old men, who strolled down the wide lawn spread
before them. Against the dim light of the sunset, Radko and Zlati merged into
one great single figure, while the dog was racing along before them.
Suddenly, the two men parted, withdrew from one another and stood exactly
opposite each other.
‘As if they are going to fight a duel for their lady of the heart!’Mila
whispered, pressing her forehead on the glass.
The old Venneta only sighed and laid both her hands on the sill.
The two men started throwing the flying disk.
‘Frisbee!’ declared Mila ironically, surprised.’ Look at them, old men, what a
game they have decided to play!’
The dog was running across the men, shuttling between them, barking in
exaltation, following the disk that was flying over his head. And the men seemed
completely absorbed in throwing the plastic disk.
Is it possible that I, like the dog, have been running across the two of them
all my life, asked herself the old woman, terrified and weakened and started
trembling with agitation again, this time feeling a sudden rage rising inside
her, totally confused and helpless.
She made two uncertain steps and slumped in the armchair, sobbing with terror,
her face hidden in her arms.
Her granddaughter Mila was watching her as much with pain, as with some
unsuspected contempt, felt for that old woman in front of her that suddenly had
become a stranger to her. The girl half-closed her eyes and one could read on
her lips the vow she took: that in love and marriage she will always be the
winner, just like her grandfather Zlati!