he warm sun tingled the uncovered parts of Musombi’s back as he
crouched behind bushes. Flies buzzed above him and a couple of lizards
raced by as they chased each other. That startled him. He was afraid
of snakes and hoped none would venture by. He wiggled his bare toes in
the dust and waited.
Nanguti was on her way home from the river with a pot of water
carefully balanced on top of her head when Musombi leapt in front of her
from the bushes. Her hands instinctively went up to hold the pot as she
gasped in fear.
“What is wrong with you, boy?” She asked after she had caught her
breath. “Are you trying to kill me?”
“I’m sorry, so sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you. I just wanted to
surprise you.”
“You surprised me indeed jumping out of the bushes looking like a
ghost in that white clay make-over.”
“I apologize for that,” Musombi spoke looking down in shame. “I
wasn’t thinking.”
Musombi had gone through the circumcision ritual two months earlier.
For three months he would not bathe in water, but only smear his entire
body with clay then rub it off removing dirt from his body. He was
almost eighteen years old and at five-foot ten could have been fairly
tall except Nanguti was a half a foot taller and rather imposing even
though she was a year younger than him. Tall and healthy with a smooth,
dark skin that glistened when oiled, and a pretty smile, Nanguti caught
his attention the first time he saw her. He had been smitten ever since
but was shy to tell her. It took him months before he gained enough
courage to just say hello.
“So what did you want to surprise me with?” Nanguti asked, the large
pot of water still balancing on her head.
“Well, my house is almost finished and in less than a month I’ll be a
man. I want you to move in with me and be my wife.”
Nanguti laughed. He loved her laugh.
“You may be circumcised and think you’re a man, but you are still a
boy,” she said pointing at him. “There’s more to marriage than having a
house to live in. You have to provide for your wife and children.”
“I work. I’m an assistant cook…”
“You mean a Kitchen Toto? That’s just a boy who runs errands for the
cook.”
“Please Nanguti, I’m more than that. I’ve been working with John
since I was five. I can cook anything he can. He will retire next year
and I’m going to be made head cook. I have been paying Mister Stuart
money every time I get paid. He has given me five acres of land and
that’s where our house is. Yours and mine.”
“Excuse me if I’m not overjoyed at the news, but I don’t trust white
people. What is a measly five acres compared to the thousands they
posses? They came, they slaughtered our people and took our land. See
how they got us living in tiny huts ten feet from one another on a tiny
piece of land? We slave away daily for a very small wage then on
Sunday they force-feed us with their Christian religion. Jesus loving
the poor and how us the poor will go to heaven. If the poor will go to
heaven, how come the white people are rich? Do they prefer hell?”
“Leave that alone, won’t you?” Musombi said. “Someday we shall
reclaim our land. For now we have to live with these people and do the
best we can. I happen to like Christianity. I like the way Jesus
treated everybody equally and didn’t care for possessions. He just
walked around spreading the good word. Going to Church uplifts me and
gives me hope.”
“More like lulling you into submission,” Nanguti said rolling her
eyes. “I’ll make a deal with you. If one of these missionaries comes
and lives in a house like ours and eats what we eat, I will listen to
his preaching.”
“Can we get back to my original topic?” Musombi said exasperated.
“Okay, grown man. I’ll give you two months in which time you should
start cultivating your land. I want some cattle, goats, chicken and
maybe sheep. I want to grow some maize, beans, and sorghum. I want to
make healthy babies who will never go hungry a day of their lives. If
you think maybe you are not able to handle that, don’t marry me.”
“I can do that and more,” Musombi said proudly. “I want them to learn
to read and write and speak English.”
“What for?” Nanguti looked at him incredulously.
“Knowledge is power. The more you learn the better you will be.”
“I learn from my grandma who has taught me all about medicinal
herbs. I can treat any disease. I don’t need those pills the white man
gives people.”
“There are many other things you can learn. Things about other
people in far away places.”
“And that’s where they need to stay. I’m perfectly satisfied
staying right here in my home. Why shouldn’t they stay in theirs?”
“There you go again.”
“They killed your father, Musombi,” Nanguti said seriously. “Maybe
you were just a baby and can’t remember him at all, but they attacked
your village and killed him. Your mother did all she could to save you
and escape the slaughter. How can you get close to them?”
“Wounds heal, Nanguti,” Musombi said eyes pleading. “I can’t hate an
entire race of people for what some individuals did. I know they took
away my father before I ever knew him and that bothers me, but these
people here didn’t do it. They may not treat me like an equal, but they
treat me okay and they help me out. I want to do better than being a
farm hand. I don’t want to live my whole life working in the fields.”
“But working in the kitchen is better, you think?”
“They are building hospitals and schools. I could eventually go work
there and teach others how to cook. I will make enough money to take
care of my family and we won’t have to live in a little hut ten feet
from other people.”
“You think like a man; a responsible man. I’m very impressed with
the way you have your future planned out. One thing though, no other
women. You marry me; you’re stuck with me for life. I know it’s common
for men to marry three of four wives, but I’m not up for that. If you
want to fool around, go ahead and get it out of your system before we
get married.”
“Don’t worry about me. Christians only marry one wife and you’re
more woman than I will ever need. I love you, Nanguti and I want you to
be my one and only wife for life.”
“Okay little man. Yes, I will marry you. Now let me take this water
home before mama starts worrying.”
“Thank you very much. I’ll walk you home. You’re my woman now and I
don’t want other boys looking at you.”
Nanguti giggled and something stirred inside Musombi. This must be
what love is.