DHYAANA MATHAN
(Churning of Knowledge)
The "Churning of Knowledge" is elaborately
described in the Kaivalya upanishad. In the ancient days, for the purpose
of the rituals, fire was produced by churning a wooden rod on two wooden
pieces hollowed out (sockets) for the ends of the rod to rest. When the
rod is churned in these sockets (Aranis), pressed down firmly, the fire is
created due to friction and heat. Adi Sankara uses this beautiful metaphor
in his Aatma Bodha. The lower ego and the higher Self are pressed to the
Mahaamantra "Aham Brahmaasmi" (I am the Supreme Self) . When through reflection
it is churned properly, the "fire of knowledge" is generated. Meditation
fans it into a conflagration. Finally all our 'ignorance" and misconceptions
are burnt down in that fire of knowledge. You become a realised person.
The 'Mahaa Vaakyas' are no mere aphorisms. They are
the golden keys which open the gateways to a richer experience, which is
beyond words and equally beyond the comprehension by our intellect. By
a process of negation of the false and the assertion of the positive Truth,
one reaches the holy land of the full and pregnant spiritual experience:
'I am Brahman' (Aham Brahmaasmi).
Kaivalya Upanishad is the explanation of the 'Kaivalya'
– the result of liberation. We have all heard of liberation, but what is
the result of liberation? All Upanishads teach us that through jnana we
gain liberation. This Upanishad teaches us what comes after liberation.
That is why this Upanishad should be read after learning some major Upanishads.
Kaivalya is a very orderly and nicely presented Upanishad.
The word ‘kaivalya’ comes from
kevala. After liberation there is only one status for us. Before liberation
we were tied up with so many things in order to have liberation. After
liberation there is only ‘kevala’. That kevala status is known as Kaivalya
– the result of the entire struggle, the fruits of liberation.
Our ignorance projects our ego-centric existence and
its world of diversity. In this confused state, we spin and weave in us
for ourselves a cobweb of our own creation. Thereafter we get ourselves
identified with our body, mind and intellect. We are caught thus entirely
in a net of our own creation, hatched from our own ignorance.
A liberated person (Jeevan-mukta) is one who has realised the infinitude
of his existence, as the Self-realisation has become completely free from
ignorance (Avidya). He continues to live in his body as long as its experiences
(Praaraabdha) last. He is one of the fortunate few who has died the "mystic
death" - the death of his personal limited individuality. This is possible
only when the devilish forces of likes and dislikes are destroyed and
eliminated within the individual seeker's bosom.
Having crossed over the ocean of delusion and having destroyed all
the monsters (Raakshasas) of negative tendencies, the meditator enters
the realm of the Self, to rediscover for himself the voiceless peace which
he has but temporarily lost. Self is of the nature of Peace-Auspiciousness-Beauty
(Shaantam-Shivam-Sundaram). And this experience of the Self, the Eternal,
is permanent. He, thereafter, ever lives in himself, in unbroken experience
of endless peace and bliss. He is the one who revels in the Aatman (Aatma-raama).
Just as a blind man cannot see the Sun, so also an unprepared person
is not sharp enough to grasp the Truth or experience the Presence of the
Eternal self. The unprepared man is the one :
Who has not developed in himself the eye of wisdom (Jnaana Chakshush),
Who is not discriminative enough to reject the unreal from the real,
Whose mind is not Pure,
Who has not the serene light of knowledge within him,
Who cannot make right judgement of things,
Who has not done sufficient penance to acquire single-pointed devotion,
Who still superimposes the finite qualities of the outer world of objects
on the Infinite Self.
It is not that the Aatman is not Supreme; but it
is the limiting factors in the seekers after Truth that veil and distort
the beauty of the Absolute Reality. It is the blindness of the person that
makes the sun dark to him, even though the sun shines ever bright and brilliant.
Contemplative power alone can apprehend the Reality. The Aatman, the Sun
of knowledge that rises in the sky of the heart (Hridaya), destroys the darkness
of the ignorance, pervades and sustains all and shines and makes everything
to shine.
Become a Seeker (Saadhaka)
Childhood is wasted in ignorance; youth is wasted in lusting after pleasures;
and the rest of one's life is spent in family worries. What does a stupid
person achieve in this life. Even if one performs great religious rites,
one may go to heaven; nothing more.
When a person starts feeling: " I have enjoyed and suffered all kinds of
experiences. Now I shall rest. I shall not grieve any more. I have been awakened.
I shall slay this thief (the mind) who has stolen my wisdom. I have been
well instructed by the sages now and I shall seek Self-knowledge." - then
he is ready to become a seeker.
How to make a person prepared
? (Upaasana)
First there must be an intention to walk
in the spiritual path. This intention is in the form of a thought; it is
a decision, which has to be made by the physical mind. An intention to go
into spiritualism is an emotion. We do not know whether it is a right emotion
or a wrong emotion. When a person understands the meaning of the word ‘spiritualism’
and then has an intention, he understands and makes it right. When he convinces
himself that it is right to walk on this path, his intention becomes firm.
After this he starts praying. During the prayer he intensifies his intention
and confirms and contemplates that it is right. Meanwhile disturbances
try to distract him from further progress in spiritualism. He prays constantly
so that disturbance should not disturb him. There should not be any break
in the prayer because then the other intentions can easily influence the
prayer.
Everything starts from you. You
must have an intention; you must take a decision; you must be firm, you
have to pray and then alone you can devote that you want nothing else but
this. To have devotion you have to release the ego of attraction towards
other matters through your emotion. You have to forcefully remove the attachments
of the materialistic world. When you decide to go into devotion it is not
necessary that you are extremely good. Devotion only indicates that you are
ready to dedicate your self. So far you have only devoted your time, your
money and your energy. In whichever form you feel comfortable, you devote.
When the devotion becomes very intense and you feel that devotion is perfect
(anything is perfect only after total surrender), then you come to the stage
of dedication. Because of devotion you are able to dedicate.
After you have surrendered to certain
limits there is absolute belief, which is followed by renunciation. From
the stage of intention to the stage of dedication, you release a number
of egos. When you reach dedication you are still left with one ego – I AM
DEDICATING MYSELF FOR GOD. This ego also has to be renounced. When you renounce
this ego, the self is renounced. Total merging takes place; jnana comes.
The jnana then intensifies into bhakthi. These are the stages in which to
proceed for 'Upaasana'.
How to Meditate ?
In a secluded place, sitting
in an easy posture, pure, with a neck, head, and body erect, living in the
last of the orders of religious life, having controlled all the sense, saluting
his own preceptor with reverence, meditating within the lotus of the heart
(on Brahman), untainted, pure, clear and griefless. (Verses 4 & 5 of
Kaivalya Upanishad).
Let this world-appearance be real or unreal, let it arise or set; but do
not let its merits and demerits disturb your equanimity. Dont have a real
relationship with this world-appearance. The mind is false; this world-appearance
also is false. There is a mysterious relationship between the two.
When the mind ceases to entertain the notions "I do this', 'I enjoy this'
etc. in regard to the actions performed, action becomes 'non-action'. You
then reach the state of equanimity. It is in such equanimity that you will
experience Peace, Bliss and the Truth. Weigh in the balance of your wisdom,
the sense pleasures on one side and the bliss of peace on the other, before
starting any experience.
Realise the Self in the inner light. Be like Janaka.
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