Note 1:
To my hateful father Summoner,

I hate you!!!! I just found out that you sold my mother when she was pregnant with me!!!! How dare you! You hurt her, and you obviously had no respect for me!!!!

Some day you’re going to pay. I’m training to be a Jedi Knight, and when I’m fully trained I’m going to come and make you wish you had never been born!

Obi-Wan, my Jedi master was about to kill me when I talked about taking revenge on you, but I don’t care. You are the worst man I have ever met, and you deserve revenge!!!!!

Your hater,
Anakin
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Note 2:
Anakin:

I never meant to hurt you or your mother; I have alot of regrets in my life and selling your mother and you to slavery was the worse I could ever do.

I don't expect you to forgive me, but I need you to try and understand, we were poor, and loosing more money a day then we would make in a month; I couldn't support 3 kids, myself, and your mother. I did what I did to try and save everyone. I knew that if I wouldn't have been able to get money soon, then none of us wouldn't have been able to survive. At the time, I did what I felt needed to be done.

I realise my mistake now, and you are right, I deserve to pay for my wrong doing. I don't expect you to ever forgive what I did, that would be asking for too much. All I want you to know, is that I'll always love you, no matter what you do and who you are.

I'm very proud to know that you are training to become a Jedi Knight.

Your loving father,
Summoner
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Note 3:
Summoner,

What do you mean by saying, “I never meant to hurt you or your mother.” Of course you did! It’s too late to feel sorry for what you did. I’m never going to forgive you. My life as a slave was your fault…and you have no idea what it did to my mother! You should have considered these things before you sold her!

If you were so poor, why didn’t you find a new job? Obviously you weren’t good at doing whatever you were doing. Didn’t that option ever occur to you? I’m 10 years old, and I can even figure that out. I obviously didn’t get my intelligence from you…I got it all from my mother. You thought selling my mother and me was something that needed to be done? Well I’ll tell you…someone needs to kill you for what you did to us!

You can never bring back 9 years of my life. Do you know what it’s like to be a slave? To have someone beat your mother and you when they’re unsatisfied with your work, or when they’re in a bad mood? To be owned by someone? To be property? Do you think my mother and I enjoyed being slaves while you were being with your favorite children (Owen and Rhun). I don’t know why you like them so much. They’re just trying to please you…and I REALLY don’t like Rhun. He was mean to me and we got in a big fight. He thinks he knows everything about farming and can shove me around because I’m just an extra person who shares the same parents as him…and I’m 5 years younger.

How can you be proud of me? Is it because I am a Jedi Knight, and all of a sudden you think you should be proud of me. When I was a slave, I bet you hated me.

Obi-Wan just told me that we needed to be heading back to Coruscant, so we gotta go. I hope you’re satisfied with the son that you could have helped raise. But NO, you had to put me into slavery.

I don’t know how my mother can forgive you. I promise you that I never will.

You know what, I don’t think you’re worth much to me. You were never there for me when I was growing up. I think I’m only going to write to you once a year from now on.


Bye, you hateful “father.”


Your son,
Anakin Skywalker
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Note 4:
Anakin

I did what I thought was right. I thought once I had enough money I could buy the two of you back, but I was wrong. I tried and tried, but everytime I failed.

I couldn't get a different job; everyone else was in the same finanicial crisis. Very select few were able to get a better job that paid more or wasn't in a financial crisis.

I agree with you, I deserve to die, I don't deserve your understanding, your mothers continous love for me; I don't deserve to have Owen and Rhun. I deserve to be sent to hell, and tortured for eternity for my sins. I deserve nothing that I own. But I do have Owen and Rhun, your mothers love, and I'm still alive, and not in hell; even thought at times I question it.

I'm fine with your once a year letter, your mother and I kept that same agreement, alas I will also only send you a letter once year also.

Your undeserving father,

Summoner
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Note 5:
(1 year later)

Summoner,

Well, I’m almost 12 now…my birthday is tomorrow, but you don’t care, because you’ve obviously forgotten. That’s okay. I don’t need any cards from you.

I don’t believe you when you said you tried to buy my mother and me back. I hope you’re happy that she’s decided to live with you again. I can’t imagine why she would do that. I wish I could see her, but Obi-Wan won’t let me.

Why couldn’t you move to another planet and get another job? It couldn’t have been a financial crisis everywhere? Did other people who were bad off sell their pregnant wives into slavery too?

I want you to know that I’m never going to let you forget what you did to me!

How is my mother doing? I hope you know, the only reason I’m even bothering to write you ever year is to find out how my mother is doing. (I was 11 years old when I rescued my mother, and when I met you.)

What do Owen and Rhun think about what you did? What do they think of me? How are things going for everyone?

I hope you have a horrible year.

I’ll never call you my father. You don’t deserve that title!


Anakin
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Note 6:
Anakin

I really didn't think you'd want a card from me, I figured you'd rip it up into a thousand pieces and damn my name for even THINKING about wishing you a happy birthday.

You can believe what you want, but I really tried hard. I'm through trying to explain myself to you. I don't feel the need, or have the heart to try to convince my forever hater what I had done.

If you hate me as much as you say, why do you write to me? why not your mother, or Owen, or even Rhun, and forget I ever existed? I know you'd rather have me dead then alive and living.

Owen and Rhun were too young to really understand when I sold your mother; they only understood that one day, mommy didn't come home. Your mother and I agreed to not tell either of you about the other, Owen and Rhun believed she disapeared, your mother, obviously, never told you I existed. Owen and Rhun don't really know what to think of you, but they want to get to know you better, being their younger brother, but love you all the same.

Everyone is fine, I'm sure you don't want to know anything that's been going on with me, so I'll tell you about your mother and your brothers.

Owen and Rhun are doing great, they are repairing damaged ships left and right. They get them done very fast and are proud of their work.

Your mother is fine, but misses you greatly. She wants me to tell you to visit whenever you can. She knows that it may never be, but she told me to tell you anyway. So you know you're always welcome here.

I hope your year wasn't as horrible as you wish mine to be.

Your ever hated father

Summoner
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Note 7:
(1 year later)

Summoner,

Guess what, I’m 13 now!!!! I’m a teenager.

My training is advancing and I’m above everyone my age…kids that trained since they were infants. I’m becoming more powerful, and some day I will become powerful enough to get you back for what you did to me and my mother.

I write you because I want to make you suffer for what you did to me. Every letter that I write you I want to be a reminder to you for what you have done to me!

You were mean to take Owen and Rhun’s mother away from them. I bet they cried for days because you told them their mother would never come home. You’re cruel. I hate you more than I hated that Sith that killed Qui-Gon. That’s how much I hate you.

If you want to tell me what’s going on with me, go ahead.

Owen and Rhun like to repair ships too? I enjoy doing that in my spare time…when I’m not training. I’m really good at it! I bet I’m better than Owen and Rhun!

The Supreme Chancellor, his name is Palpatine, always compliments me on everything I do. He acts like a true father. He cares about me, and he listens to me. I wish he was my father instead of you!

Well the Jedi Council has forbidden me to see anyone outside the Jedi Order, especially after Obi-Wan and I disobeyed them by seeing my mother. The Council doesn’t like it that I have such a great attachment with my mother. It isn’t fair. I’m going to see her sometime. I don’t care what the Council says. Tell her I’ll visit when I can.

My year was great! Was yours rotten?

Until next year….


Anakin Skywalker
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Note 8:
Anakin

I know it's been awhile since I've been able to write you back; I've had a busy past few weeks. Owen and Rhun came down with a flu, and then your mother came down with it. As much as you'd like to hear it, I never came down with it...yet.

Owen and Rhun didn't cry, as far as I know, they were sad that their mother was gone, and that was about it.

I'm sure you are better at shipbuilding, Owen and Rhun work as a team, and they're great at it. but from what your mother has told me, you probably are better than the two of them combined.

It's nice to know you have someone to look up to.

I have to go, your mother is calling

Summoner
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(1 year later)

Summoner,

Obi-Wan caught me reading your last letter, so he told me I can only write you back one more time. See, I’m not allowed to contact people outside of the Jedi Order, and I was sneaking sending these letters out, but he caught me.

It’s too bad that I can’t make you suffer more for what you did. Oh well, I’m sure you’re really disappointed that I can’t write you right now. But don’t worry, the when the Council decides that I’m ready, I’m allowed to write to people outside the Jedi Order. I know they’ll let me eventually, and when they do, you’re going to get it!

I’m 14, and am growing taller and stronger every day. When I’m allowed to contact you again, you better be scared of me!

Well I hope you came down the flu worse than anyone else in the family. I hope you took good care of my mother when she was sick. You BETTER have…if you let anything happen to her, you’re going to REALLY pay, you understand?

Well maybe Owen and Rhun just have no feelings for their mother. I cannot believe they didn’t cry! They were like 4 and 5 years old, right?

I will guarantee that I am better at shipbuilding than Owen and Rhun combined. I don’t think they’re Force Sensitive, but I am. Palpatine has told me that I’m the best at building things that he has ever seen.


Bye until I’m allowed to contact you again. I hate you! And don’t you ever forget that!


Anakin Skywalker
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Note 10:
Anakin,

I'm sorry you got caught, I wasn't sure if I should write you or not, but I figured I might as well write you one last letter, if needed to be. I look forward to your next letter, and so does your mother.

Anakin, you really would have to be insane if you thought I wouldn't take care of your mother while she was ill. She's well now, and misses you more and more everyday, but knows you're out there doing/someday going to do good.

Yes Owen and Rhun were 4 and 5. I'm sure you are better at shipbuilding than Owen and Rhun are. They say that you'll have to eventually write them and you can bounce ideas off of eachother. No, Owen and Rhun are not force sensative, as far as we know. They've never shown any signs of it....that's why your mother was so suprised when she found out you where force sensitive.

How can I forget you hate me when you remind me with every letter?

I hope you know how deeply I regret selling you and your mother.

Until next time,

Summoner
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Note 11:
6 years later:

Summoner,

The Council hasn’t officially given me permission to contact you, but I’m writing you anyway. Really, I have no choice.

I’m 20 years old now (I just turned 20). I tried to forget you every day of my life. Your really have meant nothing to me. My mother and Obi-Wan each raised me better than you ever could have.

How is my mother? I’ve been getting these terrible nightmares lately (for about a month), but they’re not just nightmares; they’re Jedi visions. In them, I see my mother getting horribly abused, and hurt. These visions sometimes make me physically sick, and I can feel her pain…yes it’s that intense. I do not sleep well because of it.

If you are the cause of my mother’s pain, you are going to SUFFER AND PAY. I already hate you, but if you have anything to do with this….you are going to GET IT. Don’t lie to me about this either. I want to know if you’re hurting her. And if you’re not hurting her, how can she be in so much pain? How come you’re not protecting her from the pain, as a husband should?

Well you sold me, so how am I supposed to know whether you’d take care of her or not. I am a Jedi Padawan; never forget that.

What are Rhun and Owen doing now?

Well selling us into slavery was a mistake that never should have been made. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to forgive you for doing that.

Obi-Wan and I have to show up for an assignment meeting with the Jedi Council. We’ve just returned from a boarder dispute.



Anakin Skywalker
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